Give It Up
Ghost.com Lyrics

Everything it adds up,
All my problems, mistakes, and pain accumulate over time and become overwhelming.

All the pain it adds up
Each painful experience I've faced has contributed to my current state of misery.

Every cut it adds up
Each time I've self-harmed has compounded the physical and emotional damage to myself.

All the blood it adds up
Each instance of self-harm has resulted in blood loss, which amounts to a startling, alarming total.

Every fight it adds up
Every argument or altercation I've had with others has taken a toll on my mental health.

Every night it adds up
Each sleepless night leads to fatigue, which compounds with the other challenges I'm facing.

Never gonna find love
I've become too damaged, too flawed, to ever find love or meaningful connections with others.

Know I'm just a lost cause
I'm resigned to the fact that I'm beyond help or redemption.

I came from a lot of mistakes,
My past is riddled with errors in judgment and poor choices.

Some really messed up shit
My past is characterized by events that are deeply troubling and disturbing.

Know I'm tryna atrone
Despite my feelings of hopelessness, I'm trying to make amends and improve my life.

But sorry ain't worth shit
I'm realizing that apologies and good intentions don't change the past or fix what's broken.

Lately I've been too fucked up
Recently, my mental state has been unbearable and difficult to manage.

From drugs and all the cuts
My drug use and self-harm have only made my problems worse.

I'm fucking lost now
I'm completely overwhelmed and unable to navigate my problems.

Can't find my way out
I'm struggling to see a way forward or any hope for improvement.

Feel so lost and the pain it never goes
My pain and sense of being lost are constant and unrelenting.

Try so hard to cope but now
Despite my efforts, I'm finding it increasingly difficult to manage my issues.

I'm stuck inside a hole
I feel trapped and unable to break out of my cycle of pain and self-destruction.

Wanna go back, so much I'd change
I regret my past and wish I could undo my mistakes and bad decisions.

It really feel like I'm going insane
My mental state has deteriorated to the point that I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality.

Emotions swirl go down the drain
My emotions are overwhelming and feel like they're spiraling out of control.

But hey, never meant shit to me anyways
Despite the pain and damage, I'm realizing that the things that used to matter so much don't have any meaning in light of my current problems.