AUTOMATIC
God Or Julie Lyrics


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The lights go out and then I'm fallin again
I'm alone in the middle when I needed a friend
As I lose when I'm winning 'cause it still never ends
All alone

You're not the problem, but you're where it begins
And I'm not the reason that you left in the end
But I'm still coming over if it happens again
All alone

Goin' at it again
I'm a mistake
Melodramatic kid
Let me know if you care
Make it somewhat important
Whisper warnings
Feel like it's tragic
And I'm automatic, and I'm automatic again

Lying on the ceiling looking down at the floor
'Cause things just aren't looking up anymore
Got a bottle in my hand but I forgot what its for
All alone

Stop what you're doing and pretend you can care
Stop what I'm doing and pretend that I care
Give me one more chance to pretend that you're here
All alone

Goin' at it again

I'm a mistake
Melodramatic kid
Let me know if you care
Make it somewhat important
Whisper warnings
Feel like it's tragic
And I'm automatic, and I'm automatic again

I don't care if it's all my fault
It doesn't mean I can't change
I don't care if it's all my fault
It doesn't mean I can't complain

Goin' at it again
I'm a mistake
Melodramatic kid
Let me know if you care
Make it somewhat important
Whisper warnings again

Goin' at it again
I'm a mistake
Feel like it's tragic
And I'm automatic, and I'm automatic again





Oh, again
Oh, again

Overall Meaning

The song "Automatic" by God or Julie communicates a story of a person who has been lonely, lost, and stuck in a never-ending cycle of defeat. The first verse begins with the individual facing darkness and falling, highlighting that they have nobody to support them when they need it the most. Although they win, they are still losing as the cycle of loneliness and abandonment continues. The second verse reveals that the singer is not the cause of someone leaving but is willing to come over if they leave again. The chorus highlights the singer's internal struggle with being melodramatic and making mistakes repeatedly, they feel like it's tragic, and they are automatic - they act without thinking. The middle part of the song highlights the singer's struggle to understand their own feelings and the absence of meaning. The final chorus reveals the singer's realization that it's okay to make mistakes as long as they learn from them.


Line by Line Meaning

The lights go out and then I'm fallin again
Every time I feel like I'm making progress, something just knocks me down again


I'm alone in the middle when I needed a friend
When I need someone to turn to, no one seems to be there for me


As I lose when I'm winning 'cause it still never ends
Even when I feel like I'm doing well, something always comes up that makes me feel like I'm losing


You're not the problem, but you're where it begins
I know you're not the root of my issues, but being around you seems to trigger them


And I'm not the reason that you left in the end
My problems didn't directly cause our separation


But I'm still coming over if it happens again
If things fall apart again, I'll still be there for you


Goin' at it again
I'm stuck in this cycle once more


I'm a mistake
I feel like I'm a failure


Melodramatic kid
I know I tend to overreact to things


Let me know if you care
I need reassurance that you still care about me


Make it somewhat important
Don't just brush it off as unimportant


Whisper warnings
Give me caution before something bad happens


Feel like it's tragic
Everything feels like a tragedy right now


And I'm automatic, and I'm automatic again
I keep repeating the same mistakes without even thinking


Lying on the ceiling looking down at the floor
I feel like I'm just aimlessly floating around with no direction


'Cause things just aren't looking up anymore
Everything just feels like it's getting worse and worse


Got a bottle in my hand but I forgot what its for
I'm turning to substance abuse to cope but it's not helping


Stop what you're doing and pretend you can care
I wish you'd just stop what you're doing and pay attention to me


Stop what I'm doing and pretend that I care
I need to stop focusing on my own issues and show that I care about others too


Give me one more chance to pretend that you're here
I need to find a way to cope with your absence


I'm a mistake
I keep making mistakes and I'm not sure what to do


And I'm automatic, and I'm automatic again
I feel like I'm on autopilot, doing the same things over and over again


I don't care if it's all my fault
I know that I'm at fault and I'm willing to take responsibility for it


It doesn't mean I can't change
Just because it's my fault doesn't mean I can't try to make things better


It doesn't mean I can't complain
I still feel like I have the right to vent my frustrations


Feel like it's tragic
Things still feel terrible and I don't know how to fix them


Whisper warnings again
Please give me a heads up before things go wrong again


And I'm automatic, and I'm automatic again
I feel like I'm stuck in this cycle and can't break free


Goin' at it again
I'm stuck in the same rut and it's really getting old


Oh, again
I'm just stuck in this loop without a way out


Oh, again
I'm just repeating my mistakes over and over again




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歯車グリッチ機械

love album <3

JG Roos

Beautiful

Roger Sadler

track 8 kicks it!!!.....starting to think this whole damn thing kills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Roger Sadler

track 7 f'n  kicks it!!!

stutterfly

this might be scary

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