Seventeen-year-old CJ shines as the band’s lead guitarist and shares vocals with sixteen-year-old Maggie, who rocks dual instruments on bass and keys. The youngest of the group, thirteen-year-old Lulu, anchors the band with an intensity on drums that is way beyond her years.
GFM’s edgy sound resonates in the familiar dark corners of its rock genre; but with influencers like Skillet, Memphis May Fire, Bring Me the Horizon, Red and Disciple, GFM’s lyrics shine with a universal light. Through their individual journeys, GFM manages to blur the lines of the Christian sub-culture, reaching both conservatives and listeners beyond the devout. Drawing its name from the original gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh, GFM proves that while the guitar’s distorted, the message is clear – the mission is the music.
Stuck in My Suicide
Gold Frankincense & Myrrh Lyrics
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I wanna do what I want not listening today
What's evil is good and good is evil
Is your conscience seared and in retrieval
Deafen the noise, my body's a vessel
Watching my life crumble and fade
Have I done anything to make a difference
By yourself and you can't do it
There's a way to get you through it you're not alone
Tired of running 'round in circles need a release
Why don't you answer me, do you still care for me
Nothing given and nothing received
I'm not believing, I'm close to leaving the scene
My heart is closing, I'm lifting up empty hands
Nothing to give, too many demands
Deafen the noise, my body's a vessel
Watching my life crumble and fade
Have I done anything to make a difference
Have I impacted one life today
By yourself and you can't do it
There's a way to get you through it you're not alone
Tired of running 'round in circles need a release
Why don't you answer me, do you still care for me
I'm being pulled apart
How long will this go on before my life's locked in
What really matters
It's all crashing in
Stuck in my suicide
Stuck in my suicide
Stuck in my suicide
Stuck in my suicide
By yourself and you can't do it
There's a way to get you through it you're not alone
Tired of running 'round in circles, need a release
Why don't you answer me, do you still care for me
By yourself and you can't do it
There's a way to get you through it you're not alone
Tired of running 'round in circles, need a release
Why don't you answer me, do you still care for me
Stuck in my suicide
Stuck in my suicide
The lyrics to "Stuck in My Suicide" by Gold Frankincense & Myrrh revolve around feeling lost and isolated, struggling with inner turmoil and seeking a way out. The opening lines suggest a lack of clarity, seeing the world in black and white with no gray area. The singer wants to do what they want without listening to others, and questions whether good is evil and evil is good. They also ask if the listener's conscience is "seared and in retrieval," suggesting feelings of guilt, remorse, or numbness.
The second verse continues with the theme of isolation, with the singer feeling like their life is "crumbling and fading" and questioning whether they've made a difference or impacted anyone. The chorus repeats the message that the individual is not alone, and there is a way to get through the struggles they're experiencing, along with the repeated question of whether anyone still cares for them.
The bridge delves even deeper into the despair of the situation, with the singer feeling like they're being pulled apart and questioning what really matters in life. The repetition of "Stuck in my suicide" throughout the song drives home the feeling of being trapped and helpless, with no escape from the internal battle.
Overall, the lyrics paint a picture of someone struggling with mental health issues, feeling overwhelmed, alone, and questioning their place in the world. The repeated messages of not being alone and seeking hope provide a glimmer of light in the darkness, and the need for human connection and support is emphasized.
Line by Line Meaning
Black and white there is no gray
Things are either right or wrong, there's no middle ground
I wanna do what I want not listening today
I want to make my own decisions and I'm not open to listening to others' advice
What's evil is good and good is evil
There is confusion and misdirection in what is considered right and wrong
Is your conscience seared and in retrieval
Are you feeling guilty and trying to make amends for wrong actions?
Deafen the noise, my body's a vessel
Block out the external distractions, my body is a vehicle for my goals and dreams
Watching my life crumble and fade
I'm witnessing the slow collapse of my life and feeling helpless
Have I done anything to make a difference
Am I making a positive impact on the world around me?
Have I impacted one life today
Have I made a change in someone else's life for the better?
By yourself and you can't do it
If you're struggling alone, it's difficult to make progress
There's a way to get you through it you're not alone
You don't have to face your struggles by yourself, there is help available
Tired of running 'round in circles need a release
I'm exhausted from constantly going in circles and I need a way out
Why don't you answer me, do you still care for me
I'm questioning whether or not someone is still there for me in my time of need
Nothing given and nothing received
I'm not getting anything in return for what I'm putting out, and vice versa
I'm not believing, I'm close to leaving the scene
I'm losing faith and feeling like giving up on everything
My heart is closing, I'm lifting up empty hands
I'm becoming more closed off emotionally and have nothing to offer
Nothing to give, too many demands
I have nothing left to offer, but people keep expecting more from me
I'm being pulled apart
I'm feeling torn in different directions and overwhelmed
How long will this go on before my life's locked in
How much longer until I feel trapped in my current situation?
What really matters
What is truly important in life?
It's all crashing in
Everything is coming down and falling apart around me
Stuck in my suicide
Feeling trapped and alone in my destructive thoughts and actions
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NUGGet3562
WHOA I JUST REALIZED THIS
So the ending to Graveyard of Identities says
"As the story ends, I was the villain all along
I've been killing myself this whole time"
COINCIDENCE??? I THINK NOT
You little geniuses you 😂🖤
Kero Adel
I really love this band...very underrated
Keep rocking for christ🤘
God bless you.
Kevin Qualls
U R Not Joking about that! GFM should be on every rock radio station's everyday playlist! I just discovered them yesterday morning and I've been listening to them non-stop since then. These girls totally ROCK! Love they sound so much!!!!
Gold Frankincense & Myrrh GFM
Thank you!
Bryn
LOVE IT! 🤘🏻 You girls NEVER disappoint! That ending was perfect! There’s a children’s ministry I’m a part of, and every year I do a lesson where I show snippets of Christian music videos to show them that there’s Christian music in every genre. Mind if I turn a hundred 3rd & 4th graders into GFM fans? 🖤
sirt3z
sirt3z that's my Christian Metal HardCore Rock page on Instagram
Gold Frankincense & Myrrh GFM
Yes please! Thank you for the support of our band.
J Mo22
AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!
I just discovered you this morning and have not been able to stop listening to you. You ladies ROCK. Every single song is amazing.
Just yesterday I was listening to a very hard secular female metal band and thinking I wish there was a Christian Metal band like this and BAM God answered. For so long believers have needed music exactly like this. Don't ever change or stop what you Women Of God are doing. I'm tired of Christian bands thinking that bc were are Christian's there is a line we can't cross, can't be too hard or too loud, or can't push the edge. You ladies don't hold back; I Love It. Your music is loud and in your face. Every song brings the message and truth so many need to hear. Any other ladies out there that are in a band take note from these ladies.
I am a fan for life and would love to see you in concert.
God Bless you GFM. Praise Jesus and keep bringin it hard, you got the devil scared...
J Mo22
@Gold Frankincense & Myrrh GFM You are all very welcome. Just keep focusing on building God's kingdom, putting his word and truth out there through your music for everyone to hear, and don't let anyone ever discourage you from bringing it hard & loud and you ladies have a huge career and future ahead of you with blessings more than you could ever imagine.
God Bless you ladies
Gold Frankincense & Myrrh GFM
This is so amazing to read. We are so happy you enjoy our music. Welcome to Team GFM!!
Karla Murga
😱Wow!!! lovely! I love your style!! and his voice! I have not heard a female group with such good sound for a long time !! 👏👏😍