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HỌC CÙNG MÌNH / 4 Lyrics


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It's hard facing reality I try to do right but somehow everyone's
still mad at me I'm reliving a tragedy
I'm getting real lit and I'm still my own worst enemy
I'm losing my mortality Drowning in abyss, no light
Just darkness all around me Draining me emotionally
My feelings going numb, who I'm supposed to be
I've been stabbed in the back and lied to the face
Universal payback for the mistakes that I made
So I take another hit to hide away from the pain
It's hard to sleep at night with all the screaming in my brain
I can't break out these chains I'm succumbing to my rage
I'm almost 28, I'm still stuck on the same page
My world just got apocalyptic I just spilt my pot to piss in
Always feel like something's missing When I'm awake at 4 in the morning
The sun has died, it's cold outside I took a ride, don't know where I'm going
Look at the sky wanna cry the blood rains drops continues to pour and
I need a sign if I'm doing right Cause I feel unimportant
Where are you going at four in the morning
I can't lose my temper, I can't throw a tantrum
My name is not Danny, but I am a phantom
I don't have the wit, nor I don't have the banter
I just need some structures, just like my stanzas
I'm going bananas, I'm starting to panic
These peaches are bringing me back to old habits
Chasing these melons is making me careless
I'm tossing a salad without a hairnet
I wanna take the time to rewind, that's irrelevant
I loved a demon with brown eyes thought she was heaven sent
I never wanted to say goodbye But she really did, I guess I gotta let that love die
I learned my lesson kid
See you every time I close my eyes, can someone stop this sh*t
Now we're both living different lives, but I'm stumbling
Here we go, another sleepless night, pop an E again
Chase it down with LSD, so I never see again
I wanna take the time to rewind, that's irrelevant
I loved a demon with brown eyes thought she was heaven sent
I never wanted to say goodbye But she really did, I guess I gotta let that love die
I learned my lesson kid
See you every time I close my eyes, can someone stop this sh*t
Now we're both living different lives, but I'm stumbling
Here we go, another sleepless night, pop an E again
Chase it down with LSD, so I never breathe again
I down another bottle, keep the memories from egressing
Feeling kinda hollow from the emotions I'm repressing
Lost my will to live, so the darkness I'm injecting
I'm dying on the inside, I'm a zombie on the surface
I'm losing motivation, don't wanna keep death waiting
I don't want a life that only leads to frustration
Call me malpractice, cause I'm losing all my patience
I try to play God in a glitchy simulation
I don't know who I'm meant to be, I'm caught up in my suffering
What's the point of happiness if it only leads to misery
Running from my past as it's slowly catches up to me
Getting trampled by my actions, this the taste of my defeat
Don't know what's got a hold of me, I'm losing all control
You see, I'm falling overboard and I'm floating in the open sea
Laying with the chums as the shark slowly approaches me
There's no need to write my story, just write me out of history
I'm a king without his crown, and my kingdom's falling down
Can't nobody save me now, the darkness has invaded now
Need to make it underground, stay and fight this pain somehow
Have to get away, so the darkness doesn't take me now
Made my way straight through the back, then I slipped right through the cracks
Feeling like a maniac, I jump right on my horse's back
Then the darkness pulled me back, I can't escape, I'm feeling trapped
This is what I think about
When I'm awake at four in the morning
The sun has died, it's cold outside, I took a ride
Don't know where I'm going
Look at the sky wanna cry the blood rain drops continues to pour and




I need a sign if I'm doing right, cause I feel unimportant
What are you going at four in the morning

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "HỌC CÙNG MÌNH / 4's song break" depict the struggles and emotions of the artist. The song conveys a sense of frustration, loneliness, and a longing for purpose.


The first paragraph illustrates the artist's difficulties in dealing with reality and trying to do the right thing, yet facing criticism and feeling as though everyone is against them. They describe themselves as their own worst enemy, being unable to escape their own flaws and mistakes. The darkness and emotional drain they experience indicate a state of despair and inner turmoil.


In the second paragraph, the artist expresses feelings of betrayal and being deceived. They reflect on their own past actions and mistakes, acknowledging that there are consequences and a universal payback for their missteps. The use of substances to escape from pain and difficulty exemplifies a unhealthy coping mechanism, and the constant turmoil in their mind prevents them from finding peace.


The third paragraph delves into the artist's personal relationships, specifically a failed romantic connection. They express their love for someone who they believed was perfect, but the other person chose to leave. This experience has left them heartbroken and feeling unimportant. The repeated references to sleeplessness and substance abuse highlight their struggle to move on and find peace.


The final paragraph continues to explore the artist's internal struggles, as they lose motivation and start questioning the purpose of happiness if it ultimately leads to misery. They feel trapped by their actions and past mistakes, and the darkness consuming them symbolizes their despair and feelings of being lost. The artist yearns for escape, wanting to get away from the pain, yet feeling helpless and caught in a cycle of self-destruction.


Overall, these lyrics showcase the artist's emotional vulnerability and their search for meaning and identity. They express the pain of past traumas, failed relationships, and the internal battles they face. The song suggests a longing for redemption, healing, and a sense of importance in a world that feels overwhelming and hostile.




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Justin Johnson

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