Searchin' For My Soul
H.B. Barnum Lyrics


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As you age
The rest of your life
Is about
Giving a fuck about shit
That maybe you don't care about
Guess what
I like to think
That I don't give a fuck about what people think
Let me tell you all the times
That I was carrying myself that way
And I was wrong
Yo I don't give a fuck about what people think
That's dope Joe
What's your credit score
Uh
That's dope Joe
What day you see the judge
Uh
I could just give you
Like a million different instances
As your just growing up
And living life
That you have to care
Bout what someone else says
This is a Gang Rocker
I built a way
They tried to out me
That's what the sinister do
Top down
In the winter
Wishful thinking is true
Should stick to the script
But I'm all out of glue
Gotta drive and improvise
All of a sudden
They wanna be winning with you
Naw
Y'all ain't see the vision
From the baby steps
Hunger got me ready for them M’s
Had to meal prep
Nigga here's a real test
Yeah without a care in this cold world
Spitting all this fire
Got me paid
Need a heat check
Could double up the reps
They couldn't flex
Like we flex
On the up
They want the fall
Praying for missteps
But what's next
As I
Hurdle every obstacle
The ones I love most
Said you the only thing
That's stopping you
Look at what you've done to me
Life teaches
All these leaches
Sucked the love from me
Getting paid for dope lines
Like it's drug money
Heart and soul
Every flow
What else you want from me
This ain't the way for me
Made it out thankfully
Never be the same
Cause the damage took hold
Nowhere is safe for me
Can feel all this hate for me
See nothing but enemies
Wherever I go
Don't nobody ever wanna die young
Can almost guarantee it
Here where I'm from
So somebody pray for me
Somebody pray for me
Somebody pray for me
Can I ask somebody please
To pray for my soul
My soul
Somebody pray for my soul
Soul
Somebody pray for my soul
I done kept it real
But it seem to be a cost
Always been one hundred
Why you asking true or false
The sauce in my genes
It won't come out in the wash
Refuse to take a loss
To these nightmares in the dark
I can't stop this hustle
Yeah this money what I need
Ball out on a broad
With this cash I oversees
The doja got me floating
Liquor bring me up to speed
On point behind these glasses
Watching for my enemies
Faded in the section
Scope the spot
I'm paranoid
Never dressing loud
But I'm making all the noise
Up the price
Don't talk to me
Just take it up Roy
She happily a bounce that ass
I tell her jump for joy
Niggas talking crazy
We see em
When we see em
Calling in daily
Like a nigga work per diem
They told me
Ima get it
Had to realize that it's facts
The Rockers
Do it proper
Time to turn up to the max
This ain't the way for me
Made it out thankfully
Never be the same
Cause the damage took hold
Nowhere is safe for me
Can feel all this hate for me
See nothing but enemies
Wherever I go
Don't nobody ever wanna die young
Can almost guarantee it
Here where I'm from
So somebody pray for me
Somebody pray for me
Somebody pray for me
Can I ask somebody please
To pray for my soul
My soul
Somebody pray for my soul




Soul
Somebody pray for my soul

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of this song convey a strong message about the challenges of growing up and living life in a complex world. The rapper talks about how as we age, we are forced to care about things that we may not necessarily be interested in, and how we have to constantly deal with the opinions and judgments of others. He speaks about how despite this, he tries not to care about what people think of him, but realizes that this is not always the best approach. Furthermore, he discusses his struggles with making it in the music industry and how he has had to navigate obstacles and enemies who have tried to bring him down. He ends the song by acknowledging that he needs help and asking someone to pray for his soul.


The song addresses several key themes, including self-confidence, peer pressure, the realities of the music industry, and the importance of believing in oneself. Through its poignant lyrics and introspective tone, the song provides a powerful message about the challenges of navigating the complexities of life.


Line by Line Meaning

As you age
As you get older


The rest of your life
The remaining time you have to live


Is about
Involves


Giving a fuck about shit
Caring about things


That maybe you don't care about
That you might not actually be interested in


Guess what
You know what


I like to think
I believe


That I don't give a fuck about what people think
That I don't care what others think of me


Let me tell you all the times
Allow me to share some instances


That I was carrying myself that way
That I was acting that way


And I was wrong
And it was a mistake


Yo I don't give a fuck about what people think
I really don't care what people think


That's dope Joe
That's great


What's your credit score
What's your financial standing


Uh
Indicates a pause or hesitation


What day you see the judge
When is your court date


I could just give you
I could provide you with


Like a million different instances
Numerous examples


As you're just growing up
While you're maturing


And living life
And experiencing things


That you have to care
That require you to be concerned


Bout what someone else says
About what others say


This is a Gang Rocker
This is a song by the artist Gang Rocker


I built a way
I created a path


They tried to out me
They attempted to expose me


That's what the sinister do
That's what evil people do


Top down
Convertible roof open


In the winter
During the colder season


Wishful thinking is true
Positive thoughts can come true


Should stick to the script
Should follow the plan


But I'm all out of glue
But I don't have the tools to do that


Gotta drive and improvise
Need to move forward and be resourceful


All of a sudden
Suddenly


They wanna be winning with you
They want to be successful with me


Naw
No


Y'all ain't see the vision
Others didn't share my perspective


From the baby steps
From the beginning


Hunger got me ready for them M's
Ambition made me prepared for success


Had to meal prep
Had to prepare my food in advance


Nigga here's a real test
Here's a true challenge


Yeah without a care in this cold world
With no concern in this harsh world


Spitting all this fire
Rapping fiercely


Got me paid
Made me money


Need a heat check
Need to assess my progress


Could double up the reps
Could increase my efforts


They couldn't flex
They couldn't challenge me


Like we flex
The way we present ourselves


On the up
On the rise


They want the fall
They want me to fail


Praying for missteps
Hoping for my mistakes


But what's next
But what will happen next


As I hurdle every obstacle
As I overcome every challenge


The ones I love most
The people I care about the most


Said you're the only thing
Told me that I am the only obstacle


That's stopping you
Preventing me from succeeding


Look at what you've done to me
See the impact you've had on me


Life teaches
Life educates


All these leeches
All these people who drain me


Sucked the love from me
Took away the love I had


Getting paid for dope lines
Making money for great rhymes


Like it's drug money
As if it's illegal profit


Heart and soul
Passion and effort


Every flow
Every rap


What else you want from me
What more can I give


This ain't the way for me
This isn't the path I should follow


Made it out thankfully
Glad to have escaped


Never be the same
Will never be unchanged


Cause the damage took hold
Because the harm was done


Nowhere is safe for me
I don't feel safe anywhere


Can feel all this hate for me
Can sense all the resentment directed at me


See nothing but enemies
Only see adversaries


Wherever I go
Wherever I travel


Don't nobody ever wanna die young
No one wants to die young


Can almost guarantee it
Can almost assure it


Here where I'm from
In the area where I reside


So somebody pray for me
Ask someone to pray for me


Somebody pray for me
Ask someone to pray for me


Can I ask somebody please
May I request someone to


To pray for my soul
To ask for divine intervention


My soul
My life essence


I done kept it real
I have been honest


But it seem to be a cost
But it appears to have a negative consequence


Always been one hundred
Always been truthful


Why you asking true or false
Why are you questioning my honesty


The sauce in my genes
The innate talent I possess


It won't come out in the wash
It can't be washed away


Refuse to take a loss
Refuse to fail


To these nightmares in the dark
To these fears that haunt me


I can't stop this hustle
I can't stop working hard


Yeah this money what I need
I need money to survive


Ball out on a broad
Spend extravagantly on a woman


With this cash I oversees
Travel abroad with this money


The doja got me floating
The marijuana has me high


Liquor bring me up to speed
Alcohol gets me going


On point behind these glasses
Alert and focused with these glasses


Watching for my enemies
Looking out for people who want to harm me


Faded in the section
Intoxicated in the area


Scope the spot
Survey the area


I'm paranoid
I'm suspicious


Never dressing loud
Not dressing ostentatiously


But I'm making all the noise
But I'm still getting attention


Up the price
Increase the cost


Don't talk to me
Don't bother me


Just take it up Roy
Just handle it with Roy (a reference to Roy Jones Jr.)


She happily a bounce that ass
She is happily twerking


I tell her jump for joy
I tell her to be happy


Niggas talking crazy
People saying irrational things


We see em
We know who they are


When we see em
When we encounter them


Calling in daily
Contacting me constantly


Like a nigga work per diem
Like I'm an hourly worker


They told me
They said to me


Ima get it
I'm going to achieve my goals


Had to realize that it's facts
Had to understand that it's true


The Rockers
The people who are successful


Do it proper
Do it well


Time to turn up to the max
Time to give it my all




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Written by: David Thompson Jr.

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