Summer Sessions
Fresh off the heels of their stellar debut The District, H.I.S.D. (Hueston Independent Spit District) returns with their latest offering, the 'Summer Sessions' Digi-tape. Building off of the momentum of The District, this concoction of all new original joints picks up right where 'The District' left off without missing a beat.
S.A.V.V.I., Equality, Scottie Spitten, Ldavoice, King Midas, Soul One, E. Classic, and Flash have also invited a host of their superfriends to the summer program including: The Legendary K-O, Kay of the Foundation, DJ Cozmos, J. '8 Months' Lewis, and Sunny Bonoho. Sounds too good to be true, I know, but it gets better.
Runnin'
H.I.S.D. Lyrics
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Bout to relapse
I keep runnin back to you
I try to refrain
But your nectar's so sweet and savoury
I keep runnin back to you
Here we go again
Drunk, I end up at your door and refuse to believe the end
To talk to for a bit, and I know you know you know me like
No one else, I know it ain't right but give me the night
I know it's a lot to ask of you, but don't you think you owe me this
Hand written letter in my pocket, remember when you wrote me this
Sealed it with a kiss and a spray of Chanel
You know you broke me when you told me this
Talk about you leaving me
Told me to my face you don't ever know what you seen in me
How you don't wanna see me again
Saddest part, I knew I needed you then
Spent a couple weeks tryna figure out where me and you went
Say there ain't no us no more
Something 'bout how you ain't got no trust no more
You the best thing that ever happened to me girl
And I ain't tryna front no more
This visit isn't innocent
I just need to let you know that every time you cross my mind I'm
Stuck in my past
Bout to relapse
I keep runnin back to you
Runnin back to you
I try to refrain
But your nectar's so sweet and savoury
I keep runnin back to you
But there's nothing to run back to
Should have known in your life I'm no longer a factor
Tell me how you moved on, you know you didn't have to
You should have known that I'd come back
With you there's nothing after
You closed the book on our chapter
Amaretto on my lips
I taste you every time there's amaretto on my lips
I'm suffering withdrawal while you ain't suffering at all
Not that I wish that you would
Baby, I always think about you
There's just something about you
That feeds my very soul and I wither away without you
Girl I'm dying here
You already see me crying here
You know I don't shed tears for nothing and they runnin
Even apart, if I heard you in trouble then I'm coming
Ain't no questioning
Run the paths of my mind like a pedestrian
Mama told me there's some kind of lesson in everything
What's the lesson here
Slipping into depression here
I just need to let you know that every single time that you cross my mind I'm
Stuck in my past
Bout to relapse
I keep runnin back to you
Runnin back to you
I try to refrain
But your nectar's so sweet and savoury
I keep runnin back to you
You're something like a habit I can't kick
Rehab can't save me
I stay itching for that fix
The elixir
Of your very being on my tongue is all I want
It's all I need
Like you're my drug
Like I'm your fiend
This empty dream they selling me
It gets better they telling me
How could the same thing that's tempting me be my remedy
How could the same thing that's killing me give me life
Everything we were meant to be
Is branded in my memory
More often than not I'm
Stuck in my past
Bout to relapse
I'm ready to give into my desire
Inhale your essence just to reach the high that I require
And I like it there so I'ma stay
Stuck in my past
Bout to relapse
Take a hit and let it sink in
Give it an hour I'll be
Runnin back to you
Do, do, do, do
Do, do, do
Do, do, do
Ahh
Ooh, oh, ohh
Oh, oh
Ooh, oh, ooh ohh
Ohh, ohh
Ooh, oh, ohh
Oh, oh
Ooh, oh, ooh ohh
Ohh, ohh
Stuck in my past
Bout to relapse
I keep runnin back to you
Stuck in my past
Bout to relapse
I keep runnin back to you
The lyrics of H.I.S.D.'s song "Runnin' Back to You" convey a sense of longing and addiction to a past relationship. The singer acknowledges that they are stuck in their past and on the verge of relapse, constantly finding themselves returning to the person they can't seem to let go of. Despite their efforts to refrain, the allure of their ex-lover's "nectar," which is described as both sweet and savory, keeps pulling them back.
The lyrics also reveal a deep sense of emotional pain and vulnerability. The singer admits to being drunk and ending up at their ex's door, desperately seeking solace and friendship. They reflect on the past, mentioning a hand-written letter, a reminder of the love and intimacy they once shared. The singer feels broken by their ex's cold dismissal, yet they still hold onto the hope of rekindling their relationship, believing that they deserve at least one more night together.
Throughout the song, the singer grapples with the absence of their ex and the void they've left. The mention of amaretto on their lips serves as a sensory trigger, as it reminds them of the taste of their former lover. The lyrics express a longing for the past, contradicting the idea that there is nothing left to go back to. The intensity of the emotions portrayed in the song reflects the struggle of letting go of a love that feels like a drug, something addictive yet destructive.
Line by Line Meaning
Stuck in my past
I am unable to let go of my past
Bout to relapse
I am on the verge of returning to old habits or behaviors
I keep runnin back to you
I cannot resist coming back to you despite knowing it may not be the best choice
I try to refrain
I attempt to resist the temptation
But your nectar's so sweet and savoury
Your presence and allure are irresistible
Here we go again
I find myself repeating the same patterns
Drunk, I end up at your door and refuse to believe the end
Intoxicated, I find myself back at your doorstep, denying that our relationship is over
Was months ago but listen I think I just need a friend
Although it has been months, I still crave your friendship and presence
To talk to for a bit, and I know you know you know me like
I want to have a conversation with you because you understand me deeply
No one else, I know it ain't right but give me the night
I acknowledge that it may not be morally correct, but I still desire to spend the night with you
I know it's a lot to ask of you, but don't you think you owe me this
I understand it may be unreasonable, but I believe you owe me this favor
Handwritten letter in my pocket, remember when you wrote me this
I have kept a letter you wrote me in my pocket, reminding me of our past
Sealed it with a kiss and a spray of Chanel
You sealed the letter with a kiss and a spritz of Chanel perfume, making it even more special
You know you broke me when you told me this
Your words shattered me emotionally
Talk about you leaving me
We discussed your decision to leave me
Told me to my face you don't ever know what you seen in me
You directly admitted that you don't understand why you were attracted to me
How you don't wanna see me again
You expressed your desire to avoid seeing me in the future
Saddest part, I knew I needed you then
The most heartbreaking aspect is that I realized I still needed you at that time
Spent a couple weeks tryna figure out where me and you went
I dedicated several weeks to reflecting on what went wrong between us
Say there ain't no us no more
You stated that our relationship is completely over
Something 'bout how you ain't got no trust no more
You mentioned that you no longer trust me
You the best thing that ever happened to me girl
I believe that you were the most amazing thing in my life
And I ain't tryna front no more
I am no longer pretending or putting up a facade
This visit isn't innocent
My current visit to you has underlying motives and intentions
I just need to let you know that every time you cross my mind I'm
I feel compelled to inform you that whenever you come to my thoughts, I am
Should have known in your life I'm no longer a factor
You should have realized that I am no longer a significant part of your life
Tell me how you moved on, you know you didn't have to
Explain to me how you managed to move forward without me, even though you didn't necessarily need to
You should have known that I'd come back
You should have anticipated my return
With you there's nothing after
There is no future beyond our relationship
You closed the book on our chapter
You definitively ended our chapter or phase of life together
Amaretto on my lips
Whenever I taste amaretto, I am reminded of you
I taste you every time there's amaretto on my lips
The flavor of amaretto brings back memories of you, it's as if I can taste you again
I'm suffering withdrawal while you ain't suffering at all
I am experiencing the pain of withdrawal while you seem unaffected
Not that I wish that you would
I don't actually desire for you to suffer
Baby, I always think about you
My thoughts are consumed by you, baby
There's just something about you
There is an indescribable quality or essence about you
That feeds my very soul and I wither away without you
You nourish and complete me, and I feel empty and incomplete when you are not around
Girl I'm dying here
Emotionally, I feel like I am slowly dying without you
You already see me crying here
You have witnessed my tears in this state
You know I don't shed tears for nothing and they runnin
You are aware that I don't cry easily and these tears are a result of my emotions running high
Even apart, if I heard you in trouble then I'm coming
Even though we are not together, if I hear that you are in trouble, I will come to help you
Ain't no questioning
There is no doubt or uncertainty
Run the paths of my mind like a pedestrian
Thoughts of you constantly roam through my mind like pedestrians on a street
Mama told me there's some kind of lesson in everything
My mother always said that there is a lesson to be learned in every situation
What's the lesson here
What is the lesson to be learned from our current circumstances?
Slipping into depression here
I am slowly descending into a state of depression
I just need to let you know that every single time that you cross my mind I'm
I feel the urge to inform you that every time you enter my thoughts, I am
You're something like a habit I can't kick
You have become an ingrained habit in my life that I am unable to break
Rehab can't save me
Even a rehabilitation program cannot help me overcome my attachment to you
I stay itching for that fix
I constantly crave and long for that feeling of being with you
The elixir
You are like a magical potion or remedy
Of your very being on my tongue is all I want
All I desire is to taste and experience your essence
It's all I need
You are the only thing I truly require
Like you're my drug
I am addicted to you like a drug
Like I'm your fiend
I am completely obsessed and devoted to you
This empty dream they selling me
The false illusion of happiness and fulfillment that others promote
It gets better they telling me
Others are assuring me that the situation will improve
How could the same thing that's tempting me be my remedy
It is perplexing how something that attracts and tempts me can also be the cure for my pain
How could the same thing that's killing me give me life
I find it paradoxical that something that hurts me emotionally can also give me a sense of purpose or vitality
Everything we were meant to be
All the potential and destiny we had together
Is branded in my memory
Our past and the possibilities we had are permanently imprinted in my mind
More often than not I'm
Most of the time, I find myself
Stuck in my past
Unable to move forward from the past
Bout to relapse
On the verge of regressing back to old behaviors or habits
I'm ready to give in to my desire
I am prepared to succumb to my intense longing or craving
Inhale your essence just to reach the high that I require
I want to consume your presence in order to experience the rush or euphoria that I need
And I like it there so I'ma stay
I enjoy being in that state, so I choose to remain there
Take a hit and let it sink in
I will indulge in the intoxication and allow it to deeply affect me
Give it an hour I'll be
After some time passes, I will find myself
Runnin back to you
Unable to resist returning to you
Do, do, do, do
Repeating sounds or syllables expressing the ongoing cycle
Ahh
An expression conveying a sense of relief or satisfaction
Ooh, oh, ohh
Sounds representing emotional intensity or longing
Oh, oh
Sounds expressing surprise or realization
Ooh, oh, ooh ohh
Vocalizations conveying a mix of emotions
Ohh, ohh
Sounds expressing a combination of feelings
Ooh, oh, ohh
Sounds representing emotional intensity or longing
Oh, oh
Sounds expressing surprise or realization
Ooh, oh, ooh ohh
Vocalizations conveying a mix of emotions
Ohh, ohh
Sounds expressing a combination of feelings
Stuck in my past
I am unable to let go of my past
Bout to relapse
I am on the verge of returning to old habits or behaviors
I keep runnin back to you
I cannot resist coming back to you despite knowing it may not be the best choice
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: RISDEN ANTHONY CLARE, TERRENCE ANTONIO JONES
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