Window
HDBeenDope Lyrics
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Don't think I'ma pick it up
I'm ignoring again
Way too twisted off the drugs
Truthfully this is a first for me
But
This shit shouldn't be so much fun to me
Because
I got burdens out my window
Pain and some worries out my window
Family getting buried out my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window
Hold up stop it
Fuck that drop it
Family dying but I gotta fill my pockets
No, I do not have a minute
Sorry, I can't help it
I'm just chilling in the city
Maybe I'm selfish
On the real
I should go home
'Cause on the real
I been missing my own
See on the real
I miss a lot
I barely know 'em but I guess I got that trait from my pop
'Cause you Jubie just had a baby
Watch her grow through the gram
And we go back since babies
Her kid don't know who I am
That's kind of fucked up right
I guess I'm fucked up right
Yeah
And my wifey talking marriage
But it ain't with me
Another nigga playing parent
She won't wait for me
I never thought I'd let her get away from me
We need to talk
I should just break the v
Because
I got burdens out my window
Pain and some worries out my window
Family getting buried out my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window
Back home (I'm back home now)
Gotta see what I'm missing
Little thrilling 'cause they miss him but shit ain't no different
That's when I realized
The world don't watch for me
The world don't drop for me
And time won't stop for me
No
So why do I try to control it
Spending time running from solace
Losing time and all the moments
Find the light even when
I got burdens out my window
Pain and some worries out my window
Family getting buried out my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window
The song "Window" by HDBeenDope is a poignant blend of introspective lyricism and somber beats that capture the emotions of a young artist struggling to cope with the harsh realities of life. From the very start of the song, it becomes evident that something is troubling him. The first two lines, "Mama callin'/ Don't think I'ma pick it up," indicate that he may be avoiding his responsibilities or running away from his problems. The repetition of the phrase "way too twisted off the drugs" further underscores the artist's inner turmoil and suggests that he may be using substance abuse as a coping mechanism.
As the song progresses, the artist begins to reflect on the plight of his family and the people around him. From his window, he can see the pain, worry, and death that plague his community, yet he remains "sitting merry" in his comfort zone, detached from the world around him. The artist acknowledges his shortcomings, admitting that he is "selfish" and that he has been missing out on life's precious moments. He laments the fact that he has let the people he loves slip away and that he now bears the burden of his mistakes.
Towards the end of the song, the artist seems to have gained some perspective on his situation. He realizes that the world is not waiting for him and that he cannot control everything. He understands that he needs to find the light even when his burdens seem overwhelming. In the end, the song is a powerful reminder of the fragility of life and the importance of holding on to the people and moments that matter despite life's burdens and worries.
Line by Line Meaning
Mama callin'
Mother is calling me
Don't think I'ma pick it up
I am deciding not to answer the call
I'm ignoring again
I have ignored my mother's call previously
Way too twisted off the drugs
I am high from using drugs
Truthfully this is a first for me
Being high like this is a new experience for me
But
However
This shit shouldn't be so much fun to me
I shouldn't enjoy being high like this as much as I do
Because
The reason for my enjoyment of being high is unclear
I got burdens out my window
I am looking out the window and see my problems
Pain and some worries out my window
I see my pain and worries outside my window
Family getting buried out my window
I see funerals happening outside my window
And I'm just sitting merry in my window
I am comfortable and happy inside my room
Hold up stop it
Pause what I am doing
Fuck that drop it
Forget about that thing I previously considered doing
Family dying but I gotta fill my pockets
My family members are dying, but I have to focus on making money
No, I do not have a minute
I do not have any time right now
Sorry, I can't help it
I cannot do anything to help the situation
I'm just chilling in the city
I am relaxing in the urban area
Maybe I'm selfish
I am possibly only thinking of myself
On the real
Honestly
I should go home
I should return to my house
'Cause on the real
Because honestly
I been missing my own
I have not been regularly seeing my own family
See on the real
In reality
I miss a lot
I have missed many things
I barely know 'em but I guess I got that trait from my pop
I do not know my family members very well, but it may be due to inheriting a trait from my father
'Cause you Jubie just had a baby
Jubie recently had a baby
Watch her grow through the gram
I am watching the baby grow through social media
And we go back since babies
Jubie and I have known each other since we were babies
Her kid don't know who I am
Jubie's child does not know who I am
That's kind of fucked up right
It is unfortunate that I am not known by the child
I guess I'm fucked up right
I may be responsible for this situation
And my wifey talking marriage
My girlfriend is discussing the possibility of getting married
But it ain't with me
She is not planning on marrying me
Another nigga playing parent
She has found someone else to act as a father figure
She won't wait for me
She is not willing to delay marriage for me
I never thought I'd let her get away from me
I did not anticipate losing her as a partner
We need to talk
We have a serious conversation that needs to happen
I should just break the v
I should end the relationship
Because
The reasoning behind this action
Back home (I'm back home now)
I have returned to my childhood home
Gotta see what I'm missing
I need to figure out what I have been missing by not spending time with my family
Little thrilling 'cause they miss him but shit ain't no different
While my family is happy to see me, things have not changed much in my absence
That's when I realized
It was then that I came to an understanding
The world don't watch for me
The world does not pause for my experiences
The world don't drop for me
The world does not alter itself for my benefit
And time won't stop for me
Time continues forward without consideration for myself
No
Negative
So why do I try to control it
Why do I attempt to influence time and the world
Spending time running from solace
I have been avoiding finding peace
Losing time and all the moments
I am missing out on many experiences
Find the light even when
I need to keep searching for positivity
Writer(s): Darius Henry, Michael Simpson
Contributed by Ryan B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@nicolascage5323
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@villainbarnacle1766
Hello from Australia, so glad I found your music man! Listen to it everyday walking home ❤
@civic1799
Really loving this acoustic stuff from him.
@FlashBO7
such a brilliant man with a talented voice
@daveh3347
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@ryan.triathlon
perfect song for a chill day
@ljaylive
The vibes!!!!!!
@trickymysqueeze166
Salute from Australia HDBEENDOPE still waiting for ya BLOW!!!!
@UmakTeez
Hello from UAE (where I live),Serbia and Egypt!
Ur music is cool
Wish u were recognized more
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