have you ever
H & H Project Lyrics


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I hate hate hate hate me
Slit my wrists bcz i hate hate hate hate me
Do the drugs just to erase rase rase rase me
Starve myself because im u u u u gly

Fuckin up tiny jeans on on on on onme
Hang myself cuz i really hate
Hate hate hate me
Im emo so i hate hate hate hate me
Suicide to escape scape scape me

Suicidе watchlist tiny cock female goth shit
In the back of thе club bitch i started it
I just want my mommy slut to be more dominate
Fuckin wit me is a death wish
Woman make me




Fuckin vomit blood rite and molly
Fuck me inside me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to H & H Project's song "Have You Ever" are dark and intense, expressing deep feelings of self-hatred, drug use, and suicidal thoughts. The repetition of the phrase "hate me" highlights the intense self-loathing the singer feels, to the point of desiring self-harm and death. The mention of slitting wrists and doing drugs to forget oneself suggests a search for an escape from the pain and self-disgust.


The lyrics also touch on body image issues, with the line "Starve myself because I'm ugly." This reveals the singer's struggle with low self-esteem and dissatisfaction with their appearance. The mention of "tiny jeans" and the desire to harm oneself physically further emphasizes the self-destructive mindset and the need to punish oneself.


The lyrics also touch on a sense of rebellion and defiance, with lines like "Hang myself cuz I really hate" and "In the back of the club bitch I started it." This suggests a desire to challenge societal norms and expectations, perhaps as a way to regain control over their own life and experiences.


Overall, these lyrics paint a bleak picture of internal struggles with self-worth, mental health, and the longing for release from emotional pain. It is important to approach these lyrics with sensitivity, as they reflect the artist's emotional state and should not be taken lightly.


Line by Line Meaning

I hate hate hate hate me
I deeply dislike my own self


Slit my wrists bcz i hate hate hate hate me
I harm myself by cutting my wrists because of my intense self-hatred


Do the drugs just to erase rase rase rase me
I consume drugs as a means to numb or forget about my existence


Starve myself because im u u u u gly
I deprive myself of food because I have a negative perception of my own appearance


Fuckin up tiny jeans on on on on onme
I ruin my small-sized jeans, emphasizing how much I am damaging myself


Hang myself cuz i really hate Hate hate hate me
I contemplate suicide as a result of my strong self-loathing


Im emo so i hate hate hate hate me
Being emo, I continuously despise myself


Suicide to escape scape scape me
I view suicide as a means to escape from myself


Suicidе watchlist tiny cock female goth shit
Referring to a suicidal watchlist of individuals involved in goth culture and having a derogatory remark about females


In the back of thе club bitch i started it
I'm responsible for causing trouble or starting conflicts in the club


I just want my mommy slut to be more dominate
I desire my mother-figure to display more assertiveness and control


Fuckin wit me is a death wish
Engaging in conflict or provoking me can lead to severe consequences or harm


Woman make me
I am influenced or affected by women in a negative way


Fuckin vomit blood rite and molly
I engage in dangerous activities that result in vomiting blood, possibly involving the abuse of substances like right and molly


Fuck me inside me
An explicit and disturbing expression of self-hatred and destructive tendencies




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