Haven't Been This Happy
Hey Mercedes Lyrics


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A cool quarter to two
In a messed up room
I'm watching you
Curl into corner
Close to dream
That I doubt's about me
Quarter to three
Still not asleep
But I haven't been this tired in weeks
Got my mind all tied up
Alive in a line up again tonight
True trauma for me is drama for you
I'd read you both rolls if you'd just roll over
You tell me you're blue
You're just confused
It's that you haven't been this happy in minutes
Happens every time
Haven't eased your mind yet
Time to try
Why lonely light
A lifetime of bad nights
What are you talking about
Everybody wants to see that face out
True drama for me is trauma for you
And I'm some fool
For acting so bruised
When I tell you I'm blue
I'm just confused
It's that I haven't been this happy in minutes
And I fight to get beat
Or in a better mind
Retreat
Why lonely light
A liftetime from the sidelines
What are you talking about
Everybody wants to see you shine
Sad eyes what are you talking about
Everybody wants to see that face out
True drama for one is trauma for two
And I'd like to thank all of you




I'm still trying to get it all right and
I haven't been this happy in minutes

Overall Meaning

The song "Haven't Been This Happy" by Hey Mercedes is a melancholic masterpiece that portrays the struggle of mental illness and how it affects relationships. The opening lines of the song "A cool quarter to two in a messed-up room, I'm watching you curl into a corner, close to dream that I doubt's about me" sets the tone for the rest of the song. The singer is experiencing insomnia, watching their significant other sleep yet feeling distant from them, and doubtful about their partner's happiness being attached to them.


The line "True trauma for me is drama for you, I'd read you both rolls if you'd just roll over" suggests that the singer is struggling with mental illness and their partner may not fully understand or empathize with what they're going through. The singer then reassures their partner that their current state is temporary, and they haven't felt this happy in minutes. However, their struggle is ongoing, and they continue to battle with their mind, as seen in the line, "And I fight to get beat or in a better mind, retreat."


The song's instrumentation features exquisite guitar melodies that add to the overall melancholic feel of the song. The way the drums build up towards the climax of the song is also noteworthy. "Haven't Been This Happy" is an exceptional song that captures the struggle of mental illness and its effect on relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

A cool quarter to two
It's 1:45 am and the temperature is low.


In a messed up room
The environment is disorganized and cluttered.


I'm watching you
The singer is observing someone else's behavior.


Curl into corner
The person being observed is forming a fetal position in the corner.


Close to dream
The person is close to falling asleep.


That I doubt's about me
The singer is uncertain whether the person's dream has anything to do with them.


Quarter to three
It's now 2:45 am.


Still not asleep
The person is not yet in a state of unconsciousness.


But I haven't been this tired in weeks
The artist hasn't felt this exhausted in a long time.


Got my mind all tied up
The artist's thoughts are jumbled and complicated.


Alive in a line up again tonight
The singer is mentally active despite being awake late at night.


True trauma for me is drama for you
What may seem like a traumatic event to the artist may not seem as serious to others.


I'd read you both rolls if you'd just roll over
The singer is willing to share their perspective if the other person is willing to listen.


You tell me you're blue
The other person expresses feeling sad.


You're just confused
The singer believes the other person's emotions are not accurately conveyed.


It's that you haven't been this happy in minutes
The other person's fleeting moments of joy are making them feel confused and conflicted.


Happens every time
The artist has witnessed this pattern before.


Haven't eased your mind yet
The other person's worries have not subsided despite the singer's attempts to comfort them.


Time to try
The singer suggests trying a different approach to alleviate the other person's distress.


Why lonely light
The artist questions the presence of the isolated light source in the room.


A lifetime of bad nights
The artist has struggled with sleep problems for a long time.


What are you talking about
The artist is confused by the other person's seemingly unrelated comment.


Everybody wants to see that face out
The singer encourages the other person to show their true emotions and thoughts to others.


True drama for me is trauma for you
The artist repeats this line to emphasize the difference in emotional responses to certain situations.


And I'm some fool
The singer feels foolish for their dramatic reaction to something.


For acting so bruised
The singer feels emotionally wounded.


When I tell you I'm blue
The singer also confesses to feeling sad.


I'm just confused
The artist feels conflicted and unsure of their emotions.


It's that I haven't been this happy in minutes
The artist's brief moments of happiness are causing a mix of emotions.


And I fight to get beat
The singer struggles to maintain a positive mindset and mood.


Or in a better mind
The singer hopes to feel more content and at ease in the future.


Retreat
The artist desires to withdraw and take a break from their current situation.


Why lonely light
The artist repeats this line to emphasize their confusion about the light source in the room.


A lifetime from the sidelines
The artist feels as if they are always observing from a distance rather than actively participating in life.


What are you talking about
The singer is once again confused by the other person's comment.


Everybody wants to see you shine
The artist encourages the other person to showcase their potential and talents to others.


Sad eyes what are you talking about
The singer repeats this line to emphasize their confusion about the other person's emotions.


Everybody wants to see that face out
The singer encourages the other person to express their true emotions and not hide them.


True drama for one is trauma for two
The singer repeats this line once again to reiterate that traumatic experiences can affect individuals differently.


And I'd like to thank all of you
The artist expresses gratitude towards those who have supported them through difficult times.


I'm still trying to get it all right and
The artist admits to still struggling to navigate their life and emotions.


I haven't been this happy in minutes
The singer re-states how their current emotional state is a mix of both happiness and confusion.




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