Wondering
High School Musical: The Musical: The Series Cast Lyrics

Seems like a part of me will always have to lose
It feels like there will always be a part of me that has to give something up.

Every single time I have to choose
Whenever I have to make a decision.

Swore that it felt right, but was I wrong?
I thought I made the right choice, but now I'm not so sure.

Is this where I'm supposed to be at all?
Am I in the right place, doing the right thing?

I don't have the answers, not today
I don't know what to do right now.

It's like nothing makes the questions go away
No matter what I do, I can't stop asking myself questions.

What I'd give to see if the grass was greener
I really want to know what it would be like on the other side.

If I could go back and change the past
If I had the chance to do things differently.

Be a little braver than I had
If I had been more courageous.

And bet against the odds
If I had taken a risk and gone against what everyone else thought.

Would I still be lost?
Would I still feel unsure of myself?

Even if I woke up in my dreams
Even if I achieved everything I ever wanted.

Would there still be something I'm missing?
Would I still feel like there was something lacking in my life?

If I had everything, would it mean anything to me?
If I had everything I ever wanted, would it be enough?

It feels like I might have broke the best thing that I had
I feel like I might have ruined the most important thing in my life.

I said too much to ever take it back
I said something I regret and I can't undo it.

I'm scared I'll never find something as good
I'm afraid I won't be able to find anything better.

And would I even know it if I could?
Even if I did find something better, would I realize it?

Maybe I should turn around and take the other road
Maybe I should try a different approach.

Or maybe I'm just lookin' for what I already know
Or maybe I already know what I need, but I'm afraid to admit it to myself.

I'm just wondering
I'm still trying to figure things out.

Would it be enough?
If I got everything I ever wanted.

Or would I still be wondering?
Would I still feel like something was missing?