Love of My Life
Hugo & Alex Antonelli Lyrics


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I'd rather ask for forgiveness
I'd rather wake up alone
I never ask for permission
I'd rather want you to know

I still got my addiction
That I can hold onto
I can't snap out of fiction
But I can blame it on you

Won't pick up baby, stop calling
No dance, no wedding, no nothing
Maybe I'm a star but I'm falling
Everyday life is so boring
Dealer got my money I'm all in

Life is not forever
Tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life
It's not forever
Tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life

I come alive in the nighttime
I run away from the past
Feel the pain of a lifetime
But don't know how to react

Oh mama, oh mama
I don't want you to see
I gotta go if you call the police
I'm fragile for a reason
Gotta go

Won't pick up baby, stop calling
No dance, no wedding, no nothing
Maybe I'm a star but I'm falling
Everyday life is so boring
Dealer got my money I'm all in

Life is not forever
Tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life
It's not forever
Tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life

I don't want you to see (no, no, no)
I gotta go if you call the police
I'm fragile for a reason
Creeping through the curtains of my life

I don't want you to see (I don't want you to see)
I gotta go if you call the police
I'm fragile for a reason
Creeping through the curtains of my life





Oh no
Through the curtains of my life

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Love Of My Life" by Hugo & Alex Antonelli delve into themes of addiction, inner turmoil, and escapism. The singer expresses a preference for seeking forgiveness rather than permission, indicating a rebellious and independent nature. They acknowledge their addiction and the hold it has over them, unable to break free from the allure of fiction and placing blame on someone else, possibly a romantic partner.


The repetition of lines like "Won't pick up baby, stop calling" and "Everyday life is so boring" suggests a sense of detachment and avoidance of reality. The reference to a dealer taking all their money signifies a downward spiral and risky behavior. The lyrics paint a picture of a troubled individual who is spiraling out of control, seeking solace in vices and fleeting pleasures.


The mention of coming alive in the nighttime and running away from the past hints at a desire to escape from pain and emotional baggage. The singer grapples with inner demons and struggles to cope with the weight of their emotions. Despite the darkness that looms over them, there is a glimmer of hope symbolized by the sunlight creeping through the curtains, suggesting a desire for redemption and a new beginning.


The repeated refrain of not wanting to be seen and the urgency of having to leave if the police are called suggest a sense of guilt and fear of consequences. The singer acknowledges their fragility and the need to protect themselves from further harm. The haunting image of curtains symbolizes barriers and secrets that separate them from the outside world, hinting at a desire for concealment and privacy in the midst of chaos. Overall, the lyrics of "Love Of My Life" encapsulate a troubled soul seeking solace in the shadows of their existence, grappling with inner turmoil and the complexities of human emotions.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Brian Sivabalan, Emil Albaek-Falk, Hugo Simonsen

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