03 I Want To Die In The Hot Summer
I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness Lyrics

When first listening to I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness's song "I Want to Die in the Hot Summer," the lyrics may seem bleak and dark. The overall tone of the song is morose, hinting at themes of heartbreak, loss, and an unrequited love. The lyrics of "A moving stream, it's time to go" frames the song to be about the inevitability of moving on. Perhaps, the singer has made a decision to leave a significant other and is struggling with the transition or possibly trying to recollect their thoughts. The following line, "Torn apart once again," suggests that this is not the first time the person has gone through a heartbreak of some sort.

Moving through the lines "Disturb and resolve, the memories of you," gives prominence to a person who is struggling to cope with the memories of their past relationship. They are caught in a cycle of trying to reconcile their feelings and move on, but the memories keep holding them back. The haunting lyrics "Watching your eyes, balance on my part is lost again" highlights the moments where the singer is trying to keep it together but ends up failing and crumbling. The cycle of memories and the inability to balance feelings are continuing in the repeating lines "moving in circles."

The final lines of the song, "Sleeping at night, now we're through, moving in circles, glisten outside, torn apart once again" implies finality. The person has come to accept that the relationship is over, but they are not over the emotional pain. They are still moving in the same circles of hurt and remembrance, and everything around them glistens, but they are mourning.