Restart
Idle Tears Lyrics


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You said I could restart
I don't feel
If I rearrange my thoughts
I'm not real
Take another shot
Fuck the bill
It's been so many nights
I don't heal
You said I could restart
I don't feel
If I rearrange my thoughts
I'm not real
Take another shot
Fuck the bill
It's been so many nights
I don't heal
Remember when you called and said you left
Told you that I love you said you didnt care
It's been playing in my head like a rec'
Couldn't dream in the night I stayed
Couldn't dream in the night I stayed
I'm the same I know i'll fuck it up
Lately I been feeling down
I don't like my friends
Just need some rest to cut them off
Wish I felt like I'm enough
In my head for too long
Make another rack
Spend it on an Audemar
I don't feel like holding on
Smoke another cigarette
I let myself fall apart
Thinking of the time we spent
I know I'm a mess I try
Maybe you could be my friend
Fuck it I don't want to die
I just need some fucking air
You said I could restart
I don't feel
If I rearrange my thoughts
I'm not real
Take another shot
Fuck the bill




It's been so many nights
I don't heal

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Idle Tears's song "restart" convey a sense of emotional turmoil and a desire for a fresh start. The singer feels disconnected from their own emotions, as indicated by the line "If I rearrange my thoughts, I'm not real." They express a longing to escape their current state and find solace in restarting their life. The repetition of the phrase "You said I could restart, I don't feel" emphasizes the disappointment and frustration they feel, possibly stemming from unmet expectations.


The line "Remember when you called and said you left, told you that I love you said you didn't care" suggests a failed relationship or a past hurtful encounter. The singer reflects on this memory, haunted by its replay in their mind. They feel stuck, unable to dream or move forward due to the pain they carry. There is a yearning for change, for a different path that will lead them to healing.


Throughout the lyrics, there is a sense of self-destructive behavior and a desire to numb the pain. The references to taking shots, spending money, smoking cigarettes, and falling apart indicate a need to escape or find temporary relief. However, the singer also expresses a desire for connection and friendship, someone who can understand and support them.


Line by Line Meaning

You said I could restart
You promised me a fresh start


I don't feel
I am emotionally numb


If I rearrange my thoughts
If I try to change my perspective


I'm not real
I feel disconnected from reality


Take another shot
Drink more alcohol


Fuck the bill
I don't care about the consequences


It's been so many nights
I've spent countless sleepless nights


I don't heal
I am unable to recover


Remember when you called and said you left
I recall the moment you said you were leaving


Told you that I love you said you didnt care
I expressed my love for you, but you disregarded it


It's been playing in my head like a rec'
It keeps replaying in my mind like a recording


Couldn't dream in the night I stayed
I couldn't find solace even in my sleep


I'm the same I know i'll fuck it up
I am aware that I will ruin things


Lately I been feeling down
Recently, I've been feeling depressed


I don't like my friends
I am dissatisfied with my social circle


Just need some rest to cut them off
I want to distance myself from them for some peace


Wish I felt like I'm enough
I desire to have self-worth


In my head for too long
These thoughts have been consuming me for too much time


Make another rack
Earn more money


Spend it on an Audemar
Buy a luxury watch


I don't feel like holding on
I don't have the motivation to keep going


Smoke another cigarette
Engage in self-destructive behavior


I let myself fall apart
I allowed myself to break down


Thinking of the time we spent
Reflecting on our past moments together


I know I'm a mess I try
I acknowledge that I am a disaster, but I attempt to improve


Maybe you could be my friend
Perhaps you could offer your friendship


Fuck it I don't want to die
I don't want to end my own life


I just need some fucking air
I simply require some space to breathe




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Chris Ouzounian

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