Wash my soul
J.Noxwell Lyrics

My freedom will never
I will always strive for and value my freedom.

Just trynna live my life
I am simply trying to live without being judged or oppressed.

I'm from where freedom is never free
I come from a place where freedom must be fought for and earned.

Them demons they never sleep
My struggles and inner demons are always present and never rest.

Watching these angels cry
I witness the pain and suffering of those who are pure and innocent.

Yeah that's on my life
What I am saying is the truth and I stand by it with my life.

Been chasing this pot of gold
I have been pursuing my dreams and aspirations for success and wealth.

Hustle will never fold
I will always work hard and never give up on my goals.

Leave em on a need to know
I will only share information with those who have a need or right to know.

Just trynna cleanse my soul
I am attempting to purge myself of past mistakes and sins.

I Been fighting with my demons
I have been struggling with my inner demons and trying to overcome them.

Rockin off white like its Semen
I am wearing designer clothing and represent wealth and success.

Homie turned to foes swear to God I never seen it
People I once trusted have become enemies and it is a shock to me.

My bitches keep it realer then then y'all niggas
My female companions are more loyal and honest than my male associates.

My momma keep me in her prayers cause I'm pulling triggers yeah
My mother worries for my safety as I engage in risky behaviors like gun violence.

And pray to God he take my soul
I am prepared to die and hope that my soul will find peace with God.

A nigga try to play wit mines he gotta go
Anyone who threatens or disrespects me will face the consequences.

I'm num because I popped a perk and sipped a 4
I am numb due to my abuse of prescription drugs and lean.

I seen my grammy cutting chicken heads when I was 4
I witnessed my grandmother slaughtering chickens at a young age.

Just signed my deal i told my mom i got us I'm on go
I have recently signed a record deal and promised my mother financial security.

I promise i wont fold
I will not give up or give in under pressure.

I swear to stay ten toes
I promise to stay grounded and face any challenge head-on.

Grinding till the sun up
I am working tirelessly day and night to achieve success.

Really from the trenches i done had the coldest summers
I come from a difficult and harsh environment that has shaped me.

Album dropping soon hope you niggas know I'm coming yeah
My new album is soon to be released and I am ready to make a name for myself.

Watch em play follow the leader
I see others blindly following trends and copying their peers.

When shit got bad niggas got greedy
During hardship, people become selfish and focused on personal gain.

If i ever call you a fuck nigga cause i call it like i see it
If I insult you as a disloyal person, it is because I perceive your actions as such.

Mind racing Fighting these demons try not for screaming
My mind is consumed with battling my inner demons and I struggle to maintain composure.

Broke a couple hearts looking for mine where they couldn't reach me
I have hurt others in my past and have searched for love in places where it was not possible.

It's against all odds but whats a king to a pawn
Despite the challenges, I am determined to prevail as a powerful and successful person.

You do too much you give your hand they want your arm
When you give too much to others, they will want to take even more from you.

Protesting ain't doing too much
I believe that public demonstrations and activism are ineffective and achieve little change.

Young niggas still clutching
Many young people are still carrying and using firearms for protection and defense.

Welfare was just a crutch opps still got me fucked up
Although I once relied on government assistance, my haters still view me as less than or inferior.

My niece going through some family problems
My niece is experiencing issues and struggles within her family.

And my momma trynna blame her momma
My mother is attempting to find someone to blame for my niece's problems.

Told my sister face her karma
I advise my sister to confront the consequences of her actions.

If i cant save everyone on my soul I'm sorry
If I am unable to help and protect everyone, I apologize and feel regretful.

Tried to lead them to the lake everyone wasn't promised
I attempted to guide and help others, but not everyone was able to succeed or benefit from it.