Sinners
J. Anthony Brown Lyrics
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If I die today my nigga was it business? Was it personal?
Should this be my last breath I'm blessed cause it was purposeful
Never got to church to worship lord but please be merciful
You made me versatile, well-rounded like cursive
Know you chose me for a purpose, I put my soul in these verses
Born sinner, was never born to be perfect
Sucka for women licking their lips and holding these purses
Teachers treated niggas as if they totally worthless
And violent, and hopeless
I saw but never noticed that a college point is right to be
'All you can be' posters
Rest in peace to Tiffany
I don't know if this is the realest shit I wrote
But know that the realest nigga wrote this
And signed it, and sealed it in a envelope
And knew one day you would find it
And knew one day that you would come back and rewind this, singing
I'm a born sinner
But I die better than that, swear
You were always where I needed you to be
Whether you were there or not there (I was there)
I was born sinning
But I live better than that (better tonight)
If you ain't fucking with that
I don't care (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Yeah, this music shit is a gift
But God help us make it cause this music business is a cliff
I got a life in my grip, she holding tight to my wrist
She screaming: "Don't let me slip"
She see the tears in my eyes, I see the fear on her lips
True when I told you
"You the only reason why I don't flip and go insane"
My roof in the pouring rain
You knew me before the fame, don't lose me the more I change
Just grow with me, go broke you go broke with me
I smoke you gon' smoke with me
Woman's curse since birth, man lead her to the hearse
I go Bobby you go with me damn
Listen here, I'll tell you my biggest fears
You the only one who knows them
Don't you ever go expose them
This life is harder than you'll probably ever know
Emotions I hardly ever show
More for you than for me
Don't you worry yourself
I gotta do this for me
They tell me life is a test but where's a tutor for me
Pops came late I'm already stuck in my ways
Ducking calls from my mother for days
Sometimes she hate the way she raised me but she love what she raised
Can't wait to hand her these house keys with nothing to say
Except
I'm a born sinner
But I die better than that, swear
You were always where I needed you to be
Whether you were there or not there (I was there)
I was born sinning
But I live better than that (better tonight)
If you ain't fucking with that
I don't care (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm a born sinner
But I die better than that, swear
You were always where I needed you to be
Whether you were there or not there (I was there)
I was born sinning
But I live better than that (better tonight)
If you ain't fucking with that
I don't care (yeah, yeah, yeah)
The lyrics to J. Anthony Brown's song "Sinners" delve deep into themes of self-reflection, purpose, struggle, and redemption. The opening lines convey a sense of introspection as the singer contemplates the meaning and impact of their life. They ponder the idea of mortality, questioning whether their actions were driven by business or personal motives. Despite not being a devout church-goer, there is a plea for mercy and acknowledgment of a greater purpose guiding their path.
The next segment delves into the complexities of the singer's past, referencing their upbringing in a challenging environment where they were faced with violence, neglect, and feelings of worthlessness. There is a recognition of the harsh realities of life and the temptations that led them astray, such as being drawn to material possessions and toxic relationships. The mention of a lost loved one, Tiffany, adds a poignant layer to their narrative, highlighting the impact of loss and the fragility of life.
The lyrics then shift focus to the role of music in the singer's life, portraying it as both a gift and a precarious realm, symbolized by a cliff. The intimate relationship between the singer and a significant other is depicted as a source of stability amidst the turmoil of the music industry and personal struggles. The vulnerability and fear expressed hint at a deep bond and a desire for mutual support and understanding.
The song concludes with a reflection on familial relationships, personal growth, and the ongoing quest for self-improvement. The singer grapples with their past, acknowledging the influence of upbringing and the burden of expectations. There is a sense of determination to overcome challenges and create a better future, symbolized by the desire to hand over house keys to their mother. The repeated refrain of being a "born sinner" but striving to "live better" encapsulates the journey of grappling with inner demons and striving for redemption, ultimately striving to find peace and purpose amidst life's trials.
Line by Line Meaning
Spinning in circles, live my life without rehearsal
Navigating life with no script, just going with the flow
If I die today my nigga was it business? Was it personal?
Reflecting on the possibility of death and questioning its reasons
Should this be my last breath I'm blessed cause it was purposeful
Finding peace in knowing there was purpose in one's life
Never got to church to worship lord but please be merciful
Seeking forgiveness and mercy despite not attending church
You made me versatile, well-rounded like cursive
Acknowledging one's diverse talents and skills
Know you chose me for a purpose, I put my soul in these verses
Believing in a higher calling and expressing emotions through music
Born sinner, was never born to be perfect
Accepting flaws and imperfections as part of one's nature
Sucka for women licking their lips and holding these purses
Acknowledging attraction to materialism and superficiality
Back when we ran the streets who would think we grow to be murderers
Reflecting on past actions and choices leading to unforeseen outcomes
Teachers treated niggas as if they totally worthless
Recalling experiences of feeling undervalued and underestimated
And violent, and hopeless
Feeling trapped in a cycle of aggression and despair
I saw but never noticed that a college point is right to be
Realizing missed opportunities for education and personal growth
'All you can be' posters
Remembering motivational slogans with a sense of irony
Rest in peace to Tiffany
Paying respects to a departed loved one
I don't know if this is the realest shit I wrote
Questioning the authenticity and depth of one's own lyrics
But know that the realest nigga wrote this
Asserting genuineness and honesty in the music
And signed it, and sealed it in an envelope
Encapsulating emotions and experiences in a symbolic message
And knew one day you would find it
Anticipating the impact of the music on the listener
And knew one day that you would come back and rewind this, singing
Expecting the song to resonate and be replayed by the audience
Lyrics ยฉ Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jermaine L. Cole, James Edward Fauntleroy Ii, Anthony Parrino, Juro Davis, Canei Finch, Ibrahim Hamad
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Tinesha S.
I lost it when the young man needed help walking to the altar. Thank You Lord!!!!! I pray all these souls are still believing and living for Jesus!!!๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐พ
marigold beam
Me too, God only knows what he has been through. As a mother I keep him in my prayers.
Elevit
I got a job this year ....All the glory belongs to my God..... His name is powerful indeed๐, still testifying of his goodness,
Miss Williams
Yes..Amen
ALICEE WILKERSON
To God be the ๐ก๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐๏ธ
Charles Williams
Anthony Brown allowed God to utilize him greatly! Well done ๐๐พ Brotha!
C Cole
Why are there so many different and false churches? 1 Corinthians 14:33 "For God is not the author of confusion... Jesus Christ established "The Church of Jesus Christ" in AD 33 on the day of Pentecost and that is the ONLY TRUE Church. Acts2:47 says "...the Lord added the church daily such as to be saved. (Added to that church, not to all these man made ORGANIZATIONS) The Church of Jesus Christ can not be an ORGANIZATION.... IT'S AN "ORGANISM" It being "The Body of Christ" Jesus said - Matthew 16:18... upon this rock I will build MY church and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. (The word 'MY' means ownership) That makes it His CHURCH. Anything outside of The Church of Jesus Christ is FALSE. Call it what you want, Pentecostal, Apostolic, Catholic, Baptist, Methodist, Church of God, Potters House, Lakewood, TBN, etc. FALSE, FALSE, FALSE. Matthew 7:21 " Not everyone that saith unto me, Lord, Lord shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; 1 Corinthians 1:10 ....by the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, that ye all speak the same thing, and that there be no divisions among you;. Jesus Christ is coming soon...you better get it right or you'll be going to hell. I stand FIRM on the word of God that's why you'll NEVER find me attending these FALSE churches which were created by man. Now remember the scripture..... Acts 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved. Acts 2:38 Repent, and be baptized everyone of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
Jimika Evans
He is worthy of all the Praise and Honor
Sharifa kasongo
i used to listen to this song from morning to evening when i was expectant..Things were so so bad..there was no way out..But today i can boldly stand and say God Made a way..He is a waymaker...My baby is almost 6months..I praise Jesus
Lillie Elliott
Thank you Jesus for making a way outta no way l praise you heavenly father.