Molly
J. P. Plains Lyrics

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I popped a Molly and I dropped
A thousand people couldn't stop
I knew I saw when I
Couldn't control my mind
The thought of that would kill some time

But then she saw me in a locked
Allowance crippling my thoughts

I knew withdrawal when I
Had illness on my side
And that induced my suicide

Even if I saw you I do not know if it's you or nothing ooo
Even if I knew that you were coming through I could not even prove it
My momma did not believe me when I told her that you would come soon
but I know you're coming soon I feel it and I swear on my tattoos

I pooped a Molly and I dropped
A thousand people couldn't stop
I knew I saw when I
Couldn't control my mind
The thought of that would kill some time

But then she saw me in a locked
Allowance crippling my thoughts
I knew withdrawal when I
Couldn't control my mind
And that induced my suicide

Even if I saw you I do not know if it's you or nothing ooo
Even if I knew that you were coming through I could not even prove it
My momma did not believe me when I told her that you would come soon
but I know you're coming soon I feel it and I swear on my tattoos

Even if I saw you I do not know if it's you or nothing ooo
Even if I knew that you were coming through I could not even prove it

My momma did not believe me when I told her that you would come soon
but I know you're coming soon I feel it and I swear on my tattoos

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to J. P. Plains's song "Molly" seem to touch upon themes of drug use, mental health struggles, uncertainty, and longing.

In the first verse, the mention of "popping a Molly" refers to taking ecstasy or MDMA, a recreational drug known for its euphoric effects. The singer describes feeling like they couldn't be stopped, with a thousand people around them. However, this drug-induced mindset also caused them to lose control of their thoughts and mind. The reference to "killing some time" suggests that the singer turned to drugs as a means of escapism or a temporary distraction from their reality.

In the chorus, the singer expresses their uncertainty regarding someone's presence. They are unsure if they have seen this person or if they are simply imagining things ("Even if I saw you I do not know if it's you or nothing"). This ambiguity highlights the singer's struggle with perception and reality, possibly influenced by the drug they have taken. They feel unable to prove or confirm their experiences, creating a sense of isolation and frustration.

The second verse further explores the negative consequences of the drug use. The reference to "withdrawal" and "illness" suggests that the singer experienced the intense cravings and mental health issues that can accompany drug addiction. The line "That induced my suicide" is metaphorical, implying that the singer's mental state became so deteriorated that they felt like their sense of self was being destroyed. This reflects the dangerous downward spiral that can occur when substance abuse and mental health issues intersect.

The repeated chorus and final verse reinforce the singer's confusion and uncertainty. They are adamant in their belief that someone is coming soon ("but I know you're coming soon I feel it and I swear on my tattoos"). This anticipation and longing is expressed despite the lack of concrete evidence or support from others, including the singer's own mother. The tattoos mentioned may symbolize the singer's personal commitments or promises to themselves, serving as a reminder of their belief in this impending connection.

Overall, "Molly" explores the complexities of drug use, mental health struggles, and the inability to distinguish between reality and perception. It delves into the longing for connection and the consequences of seeking escape through substance abuse. The lyrics convey a sense of uncertainty, isolation, and desperation, showcasing the dark side of self-medication and the search for solace.

Line by Line Meaning

I popped a Molly and I dropped
I consumed the drug Molly (MDMA) and experienced its effects

A thousand people couldn't stop
Even with the presence of many people, I couldn't be deterred from my actions

I knew I saw when I
I recognized the hallucinations or illusions that appeared

Couldn't control my mind
I was unable to maintain control over my thoughts and actions

The thought of that would kill some time
Engaging in drug-induced experiences provided a way to pass time or distract myself

But then she saw me in a locked
However, someone noticed my state of mind or behavior

Allowance crippling my thoughts
The realization that my actions were restricted or restrained affected my thinking

I knew withdrawal when I
I recognized the symptoms of withdrawal from a substance after discontinuing its use

Had illness on my side
I faced the negative consequences or effects of my addiction

And that induced my suicide
This led to a state of mind where I contemplated or attempted suicide

Even if I saw you I do not know if it's you or nothing ooo
Even if I encounter someone, I am uncertain if they hold any significance or meaning

Even if I knew that you were coming through I could not even prove it
Even if I had knowledge of your impending arrival, I would be unable to provide evidence

My momma did not believe me when I told her that you would come soon
My mother did not trust or have faith in my predictions of your arrival

but I know you're coming soon I feel it and I swear on my tattoos
Nevertheless, I strongly believe that you will arrive soon, and I am willing to affirm my certainty with my tattoos as a solemn oath

I pooped a Molly and I dropped
I consumed the drug Molly (MDMA) and experienced its effects