Through the Storm
J. Rawls & Holmskillit Lyrics

I been in the game for a year now I'm moving like the Vet
I have been involved in this industry for a significant amount of time, and I am now operating with the expertise and confidence of a seasoned professional.

I'm so far ahead and I'm still thinking bout what's next
I have achieved great success already, but I am constantly contemplating my future goals and ambitions.

18 in my second year of college that's a flex
Being only 18 years old and in my second year of college showcases my impressive accomplishment and demonstrates my academic prowess.

And it would've been my third but I was focused on a check
Although I could have been in my third year, I prioritized earning money instead of advancing my education at that time.

I been waiting on my moment took a year to plan the steps
I have been patiently awaiting my perfect opportunity and have spent a considerable amount of time strategizing and preparing for it.

So I can execute it properly to shit up on the rest
I want to carry out my plans flawlessly to outshine and surpass all others in my field.

I let them demons get the best of me and that shit made a mess
I allowed my inner struggles and negative influences to have a strong influence on me, resulting in a chaotic and disordered situation.

Smoking woods back to back it help with dealing with the stress
Engaging in the act of continuously smoking some type of tobacco helps alleviate the burdensome strain and pressure I experience.

And I been dealing with these different confrontations life been putting on me
I have been facing various challenging scenarios and conflicts that life has presented me with.

When it come to fighting through the pain man I feel like Kobe
In my journey of overcoming adversity, I draw inspiration from the legendary basketball player, Kobe Bryant, and his resilience in persevering through physical and emotional pain.

If you say you love me I won't know cause you gotta show me
Verbal expressions of love do not hold much weight for me; I require tangible actions and proof of affection to truly believe in someone's love for me.

Gave a bitch my heart she gave it back and said I want a rollie
I entrusted my emotions and vulnerability to a woman, only for her to reject my feelings and express her desire for a luxury watch instead.

And it take a real one to admit his insecurities
It requires true strength and authenticity for an individual to openly acknowledge and address their personal doubts and weaknesses.

And girl I got a lot but now its more that you not here with me
I possess a multitude of concerns and issues, but the absence of your presence exacerbates the weight of those burdens.

I never ask for help cause it feel like nobody hearing me
I refrain from seeking assistance because it seems as though nobody is truly listening and understanding my struggles.

Have no expectations they won't meet them and it's clear to see
I have learned not to hold high expectations, as they often end up being unfulfilled, and this has become evident to me.

Made it through the storm
I successfully persevered and survived a difficult and turbulent period of time.

Tryna dodge the bullets of the rain
I am attempting to avoid the negative and harmful consequences that come with challenging circumstances.

Searching for the reasons I'm accustomed to the pain
I am actively seeking the underlying causes for why I have become familiar and accustomed to experiencing pain and suffering.

It ain't no discussion I ain't rushing for the change
There is no need for debate or negotiation regarding pursuing change, as I refuse to hurriedly make any significant alterations.

I just pray its coming soon to show me who right here to stay
I simply hope that change arrives promptly, in order to reveal to me the individuals who are genuinely committed and loyal to staying by my side.

Pray for Me
I request that others include me in their prayers, seeking divine assistance and support on my behalf.

You could wait for me
It is acceptable for you to exhibit patience and await my progress or the manifestation of my plans.

I've been drowning underwater all this weight on me
Metaphorically, I have been suffocating and struggling beneath immense pressure and burdens.

No way I'll let my family lose they faith for me
I refuse to allow my family to lose their belief and trust in me, as I am determined to fulfill their expectations and wishes.

Can't take a risk so I got niggas that got say it for me
I am unable to embark on risky endeavors, so I rely on trustworthy individuals to vocally advocate for me instead.

Walking Through the Storm stepping through the rain nigga
Fearlessly navigating through difficult times and challenging circumstances, withstanding the hardships and adversities that come my way.

If you don't know then you should know I'm still the same nigga
In case you are unaware, I want to inform you that despite any changes or growth, I have not altered my fundamental essence and character.

Oh this blunt that's in my hand? it's for the pain nigga
The act of smoking this specific marijuana cigarette is a coping mechanism I employ to alleviate the emotional anguish and distress that I experience.

I been getting lost inside my mind its so insane nigga
I have been getting entangled within my own thoughts and emotions to such an extent that it is causing me great mental turmoil and instability.

I think they get it now I touched them so they feel it now
I believe that others now understand and empathize with me because I have emotionally and intellectually impacted them in a profound manner.

Niggas watching me like a hoe who got her titties out
People are intensely observing my every move, similar to how individuals ogle at a promiscuous woman who is provocatively displaying her breasts.

Spent my last dime on her but she won't get a penny now
I exhausted all my financial resources on a woman, yet she will not receive any further financial support from me.

They say I'm a snake and Im the one they wanna envy now
There are individuals who accuse me of being deceitful and covetous, while simultaneously expressing a desire to possess what I have achieved and attained.

Return of a king who's heart was stolen by a thief
This marks the comeback of a powerful and influential individual whose heart was taken and damaged by someone untrustworthy and cunning.

A real beauty in the streets a different freak up in the sheets
I am perceived as an attractive and captivating individual in public, but once behind closed doors, I possess unique and unconventional characteristics.

Who woke up a different beast
I have undergone transformation and have emerged as a changed and fierce individual.

But this one fucked up by a treesh
However, this personal transformation has been negatively influenced by a specific individual, causing significant damage and pain.

Ripped up into many pieces cause my heart was on a leash
My heart has been metaphorically torn apart into several fragments because it was controlled and restrained by someone else.

Made it through the storm
I successfully persevered and survived a difficult and turbulent period of time.

Tryna dodge the bullets of the rain
I am attempting to avoid the negative and harmful consequences that come with challenging circumstances.

Searching for the reasons I'm accustomed to the pain
I am actively seeking the underlying causes for why I have become familiar and accustomed to experiencing pain and suffering.

It ain't no discussion I ain't rushing for the change
There is no need for debate or negotiation regarding pursuing change, as I refuse to hurriedly make any significant alterations.

I just pray its coming soon to show me who right here to stay
I simply hope that change arrives promptly, in order to reveal to me the individuals who are genuinely committed and loyal to staying by my side.

Pray for Me
I request that others include me in their prayers, seeking divine assistance and support on my behalf.

You could wait for me
It is acceptable for you to exhibit patience and await my progress or the manifestation of my plans.

I've been drowning underwater all this weight on me
Metaphorically, I have been suffocating and struggling beneath immense pressure and burdens.

No way I'll let my family lose they faith for me
I refuse to allow my family to lose their belief and trust in me, as I am determined to fulfill their expectations and wishes.

Can't take a risk so I got niggas thats got say it for me
I am unable to embark on risky endeavors, so I rely on trustworthy individuals to vocally advocate for me instead.

Walking Through the Storm stepping through the rain nigga
Fearlessly navigating through difficult times and challenging circumstances, withstanding the hardships and adversities that come my way.

If you don't know then you should know I'm still the same nigga
In case you are unaware, I want to inform you that despite any changes or growth, I have not altered my fundamental essence and character.

Oh this blunt that's in my hand? its for the pain nigga
The act of smoking this specific marijuana cigarette is a coping mechanism I employ to alleviate the emotional anguish and distress that I experience.

I been getting lost inside my mind its so insane nigga
I have been getting entangled within my own thoughts and emotions to such an extent that it is causing me great mental turmoil and instability.