Torn
J. Surak Lyrics

No you didn’t it's not believing and seeing so
You didn't understand that belief and sight are not the same.

Clearly it looks these days what’s vision without you
In these days, it is evident that having a vision without you is meaningless.

Empty what doubt do without you knowing nothing
Without you, there is no knowledge, and doubt becomes meaningless.

When we met I froze and the winters so cold I’m like more and more overthrowing like over-score
Meeting you made me feel paralyzed, and the cold winters only intensified my emotions, pushing me to strive for more and exceed expectations.

Roses for you rose supported lotus loving me all this loving me Awkward and me loving you ought to
I offer roses to you, a rose supported by a lotus, symbolizing the love you give me and the awkwardness of my love for you.

Inspire the love shower the hands by the chaos that you demand
Your chaotic nature demands attention and love, and it inspires me to shower you with affection.

You tore me down and I ran to the safest place
You destroyed me emotionally, and I sought solace in the safest place I could find.

Sleeping in beds your body I met in a way that your ways are Sleepless you shapeless you faceless you doing the most
Sleeping in beds where I first experienced your physical presence, but your actions and behavior are restless, shapeless, and elusive.

Roses are red playing with death praying that I’m raising up
Engaging in dangerous activities, flirting with death, hoping that I will rise above all challenges.

I go to sleep with the dead eternally bending to the power that’s ever present
I find solace in darkness and death, constantly surrendering to the overwhelming power that surrounds us.

Damn, I feel like Jet Li in 08 who the fuck is Jackie Chan?
I feel as powerful as martial artist Jet Li in 2008, questioning the significance of Jackie Chan in comparison.

I swear I’m the man chopping the blocks on demand
I confidently proclaim to be the one who dominates and controls the situation effortlessly.

Still dropping bombs Vietnam
Continuously causing impact and destruction, reminiscent of the bombings in Vietnam.

That’s double entendres
Using double entendres, employing words or phrases with multiple meanings, in my lyrics.

See Bad bitches fuck with them Niggas
I notice that attractive women are attracted to powerful individuals.

Don’t fuck with bad lyrics when writing they songs
When writing songs, it is crucial to avoid weak and ineffective lyrics.

That’s why the fuck I got bitches on deck
This is the reason I have attractive women readily available.

And that’s why the fuck I get Niggas respect
This is why I earn respect from others.

Never shook, play it straight, brass tacks
I never let fear affect me, I remain focused and straightforward in my approach.

My tax bracket ain’t impacting them
My financial status does not affect others significantly.

I love the money, love the hoes, but when they leave i re up like I’m stacked again
I enjoy wealth and women, but when they leave, I quickly replenish my resources and feel powerful once more.

Getting paid, kills the stress
Earning money helps alleviate stress and worries.

Spending money living life
I choose to spend my wealth on experiencing and enjoying life.

Got a new car for ten less, spent ten more on private flights
I save money on purchasing a new car, but willingly spend the same amount on luxurious private flights.

Lyrically I knock em out, on the ground, crowd yelling I flattened him
With my powerful and impactful lyrics, I defeat my opponents, leaving them defeated and the crowd applauding my victory.

The crazy thing we both thought same thing like damn Nigga I’m back again
Interestingly, both of us had the same thought of confidently returning to success, thinking 'Wow, I'm back!'

Diddy my Nigga but i'm more like Biggie cuz mo money ain’t no mo problems
I have a close relationship with Diddy, but my persona and mindset are more similar to Biggie, as I believe that more wealth brings more solutions rather than problems.

They try me my Niggas gone rob them
If someone dares to challenge or threaten me, my friends will take action to protect and rob them of their power.

They trial me Niggas won’t solve em Seas
Even if others attempt to confront me or bring me to trial, they will not be able to solve the mysteries and challenges I present.

You would say you keep it bottled up
You often claim to suppress your emotions and keep them hidden.

I would say drink the bottle up
I suggest embracing and expressing your emotions by metaphorically drinking from the bottle.

You would say there's another way
You frequently propose alternative methods or paths.

I would say maybe another day
I respond that perhaps we can explore those alternatives on a different day.