NO WAY
J Molley Lyrics
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I been sitting crying every night (Baby hold me hold me)
I just wanna die (If I’m honest)
Death is bout the only thing in life (That is promised)
Please don’t look at me (For the answers)
I been begging God like every night (Give me cancer cancer)
Please don’t look at me (I’m a lost soul)
If I don’t take these pills I might just die (Might just die)
But they are slowly killing me inside (Inside)
Said I’m fine but shit I guess I lied (I guess I lied)
This is shit I cannot put aside
Life is such a bitch but shawty fine (Shawty fine)
Me and her just can’t help but collide
Been to different doctors I done tried (I done tried)
Should I stay or go I can’t decide (Decide)
Shawty asked me Molley are you fine (I said no way)
I been sitting crying every night (Baby hold me hold me)
I just wanna die (If I’m honest)
Death is bout the only thing in life (That is promised)
Please don’t look at me (For the answers)
I been begging God like every night (Give me cancer cancer)
Please don’t look at me (I’m a lost soul)
I been asking God like every night (Give me control)
I just wanna sleep give me some codeine (Codeine)
Never thought I would’ve been a dope fiend (Dope fiend)
All this pain in me I’m feeling nauseous (Nauseous)
Keep a weapon on me cause I’m cautious
You don’t wanna know the should I’ve done (Should I’ve done)
Police ask me bout it I say none (I say none)
Weight up on my shoulders got a ton (Got a ton)
And please don’t cry when I am on my death bed
Shawty asked me Molley are you fine (I said no way)
I been sitting crying every night (Baby hold me hold me)
I just wanna die (If I’m honest)
Death is bout the only thing in life (That is promised)
Please don’t look at me (For the answers)
I been begging God like every night (Give me cancer cancer)
Please don’t look at me (I’m a lost soul)
I been asking God like every night (Give me control)
Shawty asked me Molley are you fine (I said no way)
I been sitting crying every night (Baby hold me hold me)
I just wanna die (If I’m honest)
Death is bout the only thing in life (That is promised)
Please don’t look at me (For the answers)
I been begging God like every night (Give me cancer cancer)
Please don’t look at me (I’m a lost soul)
I been asking God like every night (Give me control)
In the lyrics of J Molley's song "No Way," the artist opens up about his deep emotional struggles and mental health challenges. The song starts with a dialogue between Molley and a person he refers to as "Shawty," with Shawty asking Molley if he is okay, to which he responds with a resounding "no way." This immediate denial of being fine sets the tone for the rest of the song, where Molley delves into his inner turmoil and feelings of hopelessness.
The repeated mention of crying every night and wanting to die conveys a sense of overwhelming despair and anguish that Molley is experiencing. He expresses a desire for death as he believes it is the only certainty in life, highlighting his sense of futility and helplessness in the face of his struggles.
Molley's plea to not look at him for answers and his desperate prayers to God for relief, whether it be in the form of cancer or control, reveal a profound sense of desperation and seeking some kind of resolution or escape from his pain. The juxtaposition of wanting to die and yet asking for help and control showcases the internal conflict and confusion Molley is grappling with.
The references to substance abuse, such as taking pills and codeine, as well as feeling like a "dope fiend," shed light on Molley's coping mechanisms and the destructive patterns that have emerged in his attempt to numb his pain. The weight of his burdens, the violent implications mentioned, and the mention of carrying a weapon as a measure of caution all point to the depth of trauma and turmoil Molley is carrying. Ultimately, the repeated refrain with Shawty asking if he is fine and Molley's insistence that he is not, combined with the cries to God for intervention, paint a poignant picture of a soul in turmoil, desperately seeking solace and relief from the unrelenting pain within.
Line by Line Meaning
Shawty asked me Molley are you fine (I said no way)
When asked if I'm okay, I had to admit that I'm not.
I been sitting crying every night (Baby hold me hold me)
I find myself in tears every night, yearning for comfort.
I just wanna die (If I’m honest)
To be honest, death is something I long for.
Death is bout the only thing in life (That is promised)
The only guarantee in life is death.
Please don’t look at me (For the answers)
I can't provide the solutions you seek.
I been begging God like every night (Give me cancer cancer)
I turn to God regularly, asking for an escape.
Please don’t look at me (I’m a lost soul)
I feel completely lost, please don't rely on me.
I been asking God like every night (Give me control)
Every night, I plead with God to give me some control.
If I don’t take these pills I might just die (Might just die)
Not taking these pills may result in my demise.
But they are slowly killing me inside (Inside)
Although those pills are meant to help, they also contribute to my suffering.
Said I’m fine but shit I guess I lied (I guess I lied)
Despite saying I'm okay, the truth is I was lying to myself.
This is shit I cannot put aside
The struggle I'm facing is not something I can easily ignore.
Life is such a bitch but shawty fine (Shawty fine)
Life is tough, but at least the person I care about is doing okay.
Me and her just can’t help but collide
Despite our differences, we always seem to come together.
Been to different doctors I done tried (I done tried)
I've sought help from various doctors, but nothing seems to work.
Should I stay or go I can’t decide (Decide)
I'm conflicted about whether to continue fighting or give up.
I just wanna sleep give me some codeine (Codeine)
I just want to escape the pain with some codeine.
Never thought I would’ve been a dope fiend (Dope fiend)
I never imagined I would become dependent on drugs.
All this pain in me I’m feeling nauseous (Nauseous)
The agony I'm experiencing makes me feel physically sick.
Keep a weapon on me cause I’m cautious
I carry a weapon for protection due to my cautious nature.
You don’t wanna know the should I’ve done (Should I’ve done)
You wouldn't want to hear about the things I've done in the past.
Police ask me bout it I say none (I say none)
When questioned by the authorities, I deny everything.
Weight up on my shoulders got a ton (Got a ton)
The burden on my shoulders feels incredibly heavy.
And please don’t cry when I am on my death bed
I ask that you don't shed tears when I'm close to death.
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