Long way home
James House And the Blue Cowboys Lyrics
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Right outside my door
And every time I feed them
They come back for more
Lonely desperation
Don't do me know good
Tired from never sleeping
When I close my eyes
She's there to haunt my dreams
Think I missed my calling
Thought that I could fly
I just keep on falling
And it's a long way down tonight
They say I'm a bad man
Missing her is wrong
You swear that's your last goodbye
Love is finally gone
But here I am again
Staring at the moon
I can't see the bottom
Will this ever end
All I know is I'd go back up
And jump right off again
Back in that thin air
Where it's hard to breath
The lyrics of James House And the Blue Cowboys's song "Long Way Down" depict a person who is trapped in a cycle of despair and self-destructive behavior. The opening lines suggest that the singer is constantly tormented by their own inner demons, symbolized by the "Hounds of hell barking" outside their door. Despite their best efforts to find relief or escape, they find themselves unable to break free from this cycle.
The lyrics also allude to a sense of loneliness and hopelessness. The line "Lonely desperation don't do me no good" suggests that the singer feels trapped and unable to find solace in their current state. They are worn out from their constant struggle, exhausted from the lack of rest and sleep they desperately need.
The mention of someone haunting their dreams when their eyes are closed signifies that the singer is haunted by past experiences or memories. It implies a deep emotional attachment to someone they have lost, leading to a sense of longing and regret.
The bridge of the song suggests that the singer may have missed out on their true calling, feeling that they could have achieved great things. However, instead of reaching for success, they keep falling deeper into their self-destructive patterns, resulting in a continuous downward spiral. The line "And it's a long way down tonight" amplifies the intensity of this struggle, emphasizing the depth of their despair.
The lyrics also touch upon the judgments of others, as the singer is labeled a "bad man" for missing a lost love. The conflicting emotions between societal expectations and personal feelings are evident, with the singer feeling trapped by their emotions. The mention of staring at the moon symbolizes a longing for something greater or a sense of longing for what they have lost, but without a clear path forward.
The final lines express a sense of uncertainty and a feeling of being consumed by the struggle. The singer admits to not being able to see the bottom, implying that they cannot foresee an end to their pain or a resolution to their situation. Despite this, the line "All I know is I'd go back up and jump right off again" reveals that, in a twisted way, the singer is willing to repeat the same self-destructive behavior, choosing a difficult and suffocating path rather than facing the unknown reality.
Line by Line Meaning
Hounds of hell are barking
I am surrounded by constant chaos and negative influences
Right outside my door
This chaos and negativity is constantly present in my life
And every time I feed them
Whenever I engage with these negative influences
They come back for more
They persist and demand more of my attention and energy
Lonely desperation
Feeling helpless and alone
Don't do me know good
It doesn't benefit or improve my situation in any way
Tired from never sleeping
Exhausted from the constant lack of rest and peace
Like I know I should
Even though I am aware of the importance of sleep
When I close my eyes
During moments of solitude and reflection
She's there to haunt my dreams
Thoughts of her continue to disturb and haunt me
Think I missed my calling
Believing that I failed to fulfill my intended purpose
Thought that I could fly
Having the belief that I could achieve great heights
I just keep on falling
However, I constantly find myself in a state of failure and disappointment
And it's a long way down tonight
The consequences of my failures are particularly severe and daunting
They say I'm a bad man
Others perceive me as someone with negative qualities
Missing her is wrong
Feeling the absence and loss of someone is seen as a negative thing
You swear that's your last goodbye
Making a promise that the act of saying goodbye will never happen again
Love is finally gone
The feeling of love has completely disappeared
But here I am again
Despite everything, I find myself in the same situation
Staring at the moon
Lost in deep contemplation and reflection
I can't see the bottom
Unable to foresee the end or resolution to my struggles
Will this ever end
Wondering if there will ever be an end to my current circumstances
All I know is I'd go back up
Despite the difficulties, I am willing to rise again
And jump right off again
Even if it means facing failure and disappointment once more
Back in that thin air
Returning to a state of uncertainty and risk
Where it's hard to breathe
In an environment that feels suffocating and challenging
Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing
Written by: JAMES HOUSE
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