Forgive Me
Jeezy Monica Lyrics


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I been thuggin' my whole fuckin' life
One look at my baby girl I had to get it right
Superman in these streets hey but you my kryptonite
I'm on this drink, I’m on this smoke, I’m going super Crip tonight
Something like a scientist, I mix it like it's antidote
Then I sent that 8 ball down the block Scrappy Loc
Rest in peace to Pookie Loc, blame it on me never snitching
Lord knows I ain't send the homie on no dummy mission
Want to be like Uncle Wade can't believe I sold him crack
Still a hero in my eyes, you up in heaven tell him that
Don’t tell me how to raise my son just know he gone be a man
If the scale is 1-10, just know he gone be a grand
Before I stand with flaw niggas I would rather stand alone
Till I’m stand, on the top like what he standing on
They say that I'm wishy washy, ain't nobody perfect though
They say Young you growing up, hope they know you worth it though

The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' please forgive me
The shit I’m sippin' on got me trippin' will you forgive me
Look you in your eyes when I’m talking know you hear me
Just listen to the words to the song I know you feel me
'Cause ain't nobody perfect in this world please forgive me
Shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' will you forgive me
Look me in your eyes when I’m talking know you hear me
The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' will you forgive me

I ain't them and they ain't me maybe that’s the disconnect
I do my tequila straight but I do not do disrespect
You know I remind them though forgetful niggas they forget
Before the deal I had a check and I put that on the set
Breaking units down in Fatty room, white mountains on the dresser
Forgive me Auntie Sarah when we fell out look I knew it's stressful
Wasn’t for you I ride on 'em, look we in a rival gang
You know I'm screaming "fuck the other side," guess that just a rival thing
100 dollars re'ing up. back then we always talked
But since the fame ain't been the same
Forgive me Mrs Brenda Ross, nah not your nephew acting like a rap nigga
Like I ain’t sit on your front porch talk shit and trap with you
You asked me to help with your wedding, argument in front your kids
Hurts me to the very day, lamest shit I ever did
So please forgive me lil sister because I know I hurt your soul
Your husband is a lucky man I hope he know you worth it though

The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' please forgive me
The shit I’m sippin' on got me trippin' will you forgive me
Look you in your eyes when I’m talking know you hear me
Just listen to the words to the song I know you feel me
'Cause ain't nobody perfect in this world please forgive me
Shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' will you forgive me




Look you in your eyes when I’m talking know you hear me
The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' please forgive me

Overall Meaning

In "Forgive Me" by Jeezy Monica, the rapper talks about his past mistakes and asks for forgiveness. He reflects on his life as a thug and drug dealer, admitting to his past wrongs while promising to be a better man. The song is an apology to those he has wronged and a call for them to forgive him.


Jeezy starts by acknowledging his life as a thug and how he has done wrongs in the past. However, one look at his daughter made him realize he had to get it right. He calls himself Superman in these streets, meaning he was invincible, but his daughter became his Kryptonite, his weakness, making him change his ways. He then talks about drinking and smoking, as his way of relaxing at night, but then seeing himself going "super Crip" tonight, referencing to the Crip gang, which he has affiliations with.


Jeezy then reflects on his past as a drug dealer, mentioning that he mixed his drugs like an antidote and sent an 8 ball down to the block to Scrappy Loc, a fellow Crip gang member. He also references Pookie Loc, a fellow Crip gang member known for his involvement in the death of Tupac Shakur. While he acknowledges his past, he also emphasizes that he never snitched on anyone or sent any homies on a dummy mission.


In the second verse, Jeezy talks about his relationships with his family and friends that he has wronged in the past. He asks for forgiveness from his Auntie Sarah after a falling out, admitting that he was wrong in that situation. He also mentions Brenda Ross, his friend's aunt, as he acted like a "rap nigga" instead of the friend he used to be. He promises to be a better man and acknowledges that nobody is perfect, asking for forgiveness from his little sister too.


Overall, "Forgive Me" is a heartfelt song about Jeezy's past mistakes and his genuine desire for forgiveness. The song reflects on his growth as a man and encourages others to acknowledge their mistakes and ask for forgiveness too.


Line by Line Meaning

I been thuggin' my whole fuckin' life
I have been living a rough and dangerous life for as long as I can remember.


One look at my baby girl I had to get it right
Seeing my daughter made me realize that I need to change my ways and start doing the right things.


Superman in these streets hey but you my kryptonite
I may seem invincible in these streets, but you have the power to weaken me and bring me down.


I'm on this drink, I’m on this smoke, I’m going super Crip tonight
I am under the influence of alcohol and drugs, and I am feeling invincible and fearless tonight.


Something like a scientist, I mix it like it's antidote
I am skilled at mixing drugs and creating a concoction that is like a cure for me.


Then I sent that 8 ball down the block Scrappy Loc
I sold drugs to Scrappy Loc, and I feel responsible for what happened to him.


Rest in peace to Pookie Loc, blame it on me never snitching
I am paying my respects to Pookie Loc, and I will never reveal any information about his death.


Lord knows I ain't send the homie on no dummy mission
I did not intentionally send my friend on a dangerous mission that ended in tragedy.


Want to be like Uncle Wade can't believe I sold him crack
I look up to my Uncle Wade, and it pains me to know that I sold him drugs.


Still a hero in my eyes, you up in heaven tell him that
Despite my wrongdoings, my Uncle Wade remains a hero in my eyes, and I hope he knows that.


Don’t tell me how to raise my son just know he gone be a man
I do not want anyone to tell me how to raise my son, but I assure you that he will grow up to be a responsible adult.


If the scale is 1-10, just know he gone be a grand
My son is going to be successful beyond measure.


Before I stand with flaw niggas I would rather stand alone
I would rather be alone than stand with people who have a bad character.


Till I’m stand, on the top like what he standing on
I will keep striving to reach the top and have the same level of success as someone I admire.


They say that I'm wishy washy, ain't nobody perfect though
People say that I am indecisive, but nobody is perfect.


They say Young you growing up, hope they know you worth it though
People tell me that I am maturing and changing, and I hope they see that I am worth it.


The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' please forgive me
I am under the influence of marijuana and it is affecting me, please forgive me for any mistakes I make.


The shit I’m sippin' on got me trippin' will you forgive me
I am under the influence of alcohol and it is affecting me, will you forgive me for any mistakes I make?


Look you in your eyes when I’m talking know you hear me
I am looking directly into your eyes when I speak to you so that you know I am being sincere.


Just listen to the words to the song I know you feel me
Pay attention to the lyrics of this song, as they reflect my true emotions and experiences.


'Cause ain't nobody perfect in this world please forgive me
Nobody is perfect, so please forgive me for my mistakes.


I ain't them and they ain't me maybe that’s the disconnect
I am not like other people, and that may be why I feel disconnected from them.


I do my tequila straight but I do not do disrespect
I like to drink tequila straight, but I never disrespect others when I am under the influence.


You know I remind them though forgetful niggas they forget
I remind people who forgetful they are and how their behavior affects others.


Before the deal I had a check and I put that on the set
Before I signed a record deal, I had money from my illegal activities, and I swear on my gang that it is true.


Breaking units down in Fatty room, white mountains on the dresser
I used to break down drugs in Fatty's room, with large amounts of cocaine on the dresser.


Forgive me Auntie Sarah when we fell out look I knew it's stressful
Please forgive me, Auntie Sarah, when we had a falling out, I know it was difficult and caused stress.


Wasn’t for you I ride on 'em, look we in a rival gang
If it weren't for you, I would have fought against the rival gang, even though we are related.


You know I'm screaming 'fuck the other side,' guess that just a rival thing
I am shouting 'fuck the other side' against the rival gang, and I know it may seem like just a rivalry.


100 dollars re'ing up. back then we always talked
I used to spend $100 to restock on drugs, and we used to talk about our plans and life.


But since the fame ain't been the same
Things have changed since I became famous, and our relationship is not the same.


Forgive me Mrs Brenda Ross, nah not your nephew acting like a rap nigga
Please forgive me, Mrs. Brenda Ross, your nephew is acting like a rapper, and I am sorry for that.


Like I ain’t sit on your front porch talk shit and trap with you
I used to hang out with you on your porch, and we used to talk and sell drugs together.


You asked me to help with your wedding, argument in front your kids
You asked me to be a part of your wedding, but we had an argument in front of your children.


Hurts me to the very day, lamest shit I ever did
That memory still hurts me to this day, and I regret it deeply.


So please forgive me lil sister because I know I hurt your soul
I am asking for your forgiveness, little sister, because I know I caused you pain and hurt your feelings.


Your husband is a lucky man I hope he know you worth it though
Your husband is a fortunate man, and I hope he realizes how valuable and worthy you are.


The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' will you forgive me
I am under the influence of marijuana and it is affecting me, will you forgive me for any mistakes I make?


Look you in your eyes when I’m talking know you hear me
I am looking directly into your eyes when I speak to you so that you know I am being sincere.


The shit I’m smoking on got me trippin' please forgive me
I am under the influence of marijuana and it is affecting me, please forgive me for any mistakes I make.




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@elyjahbailes7650

how can over 900 people thumb this down this song is real asf what's wrong w yall

@flamboyantshawty8635

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@youngog7786

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@youngog7786

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@dfrayo

Monica bled the vocals! This song does something to me everytime!

@terrencecarter9841

I'm trying to grow up but all the dirt I've done & shady shit I've witnessed...I pray there's a welcome mat at the gates for me to wipe my dirt off. Lord knows I can be a devil, I just hope he can forgive me.

@brianatodd1284

Terrence Carter I feel you realtalkπŸ‘

@antonioglover4752

Terrence Carter that's real shit my dude I pray for you and all of us with dirty hands

@gs5192

Fuck sit ya homie I'm trine escape these demons they chase a nigga forgive yourself God already did Head up nigga

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