Isolation
Jite Lyrics

Losing my patience
I'm becoming increasingly impatient

Trying to find consolation
Attempting to seek comfort or solace

I'm my own best friend
I find the most satisfaction and happiness when I'm alone

Cause I feel the best when I'm alone
Because being by myself brings me the most positivity and contentment

Trying to survive my mind
Struggling to cope with my own thoughts and emotions

Losing every grasp of time
Feeling disconnected from the concept of time

The bright side of the moon
The positive aspect or perspective in my life

Illuminates my room
Brings light and brightness to my personal space

Isolation's how I'm coping
I manage my emotions and challenges through being alone

Lord knows I need to focus
I am aware that I must concentrate and direct my attention

Living in delusion
Existing in a state of false belief or illusion

Constantly confused don't
Experiencing ongoing confusion

Think anyone noticed
Believing that nobody has recognized or realized

My absence on short notice
My sudden absence without prior warning

But honestly it's cool cause
However, I find it acceptable and fine because

I barely even knew ya
I wasn't particularly familiar with you

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on
Being alone makes me feel as if I'm not experiencing

Things, but I don't know how to cope with what's in my
Events or opportunities, but I struggle to deal with my

Brain, so I just keep on sticking to myself and
Thoughts and emotions, so I continue to isolate myself and

Writing songs about it
Expressing my emotions and experiences through songwriting

Cause that's what keeps me sane
Because it helps maintain my mental well-being

My last situationship was fucked up
My previous romantic involvement was deeply problematic

I blamed it on myself but that was fucked up
I held myself responsible, but that was unfair

For a minute I just thought that I had bad luck
For a short period, I believed I was consistently unlucky

Cause he just wanted
Because he solely desired

I didn't want to
But I didn't reciprocate the desire

We didn't bother
Neither of us made the effort

And usually I get off by my lonesome
Typically, I find pleasure or satisfaction when alone

But he was moving to me like he found the one
However, he approached me as if he had discovered his true love

Now I'm wishing that we had a different outcome
Now, I regret not having a different result or conclusion

But I'm tired
However, I am exhausted

And uninspired
And lacking motivation or inspiration

Wish things were nicer
I desire for things to be more pleasant

I don't know if I can go on
I am uncertain if I have the strength to continue

The way the world moves
The manner in which the world progresses or operates

Burns out my damn fuse
Exhausts and overwhelms me

Pass me a lighter, now I'm gonna smoke in my room
Hand me a lighter; I intend to smoke in my personal space

My friends know that I've tried to fight
My friends are aware of my attempts to resist

Through the slow mornings and lonely nights
During the challenging mornings and solitary evenings

Hope it all feels better soon
I hope everything improves in the near future

And I have my own place by June
By June, I plan to have a place of my own

And someone to buy me roses
And a person who will purchase roses for me

And blow up my phone notifs
And inundate my phone with notifications

I'm scared to make commitments
I am afraid of making commitments

I pray next time it's different
I hope that the next time will be distinct or changed

I'm tired of my excuses
I am weary of the justifications I provide

And causing my own bruises
And inflicting harm upon myself

Cause honestly I've screwed up
Because honestly, I have made mistakes

And it's been getting too much
And it has become too overwhelming

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things
Being alone makes me feel as if I'm not experiencing events or opportunities

But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain
But I struggle to deal with my thoughts and emotions

So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it
So I continue to isolate myself and express my emotions through songwriting

Cause that's what keeps me sane
Because it helps maintain my mental well-being

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things
Being alone makes me feel as if I'm not experiencing events or opportunities

But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain
But I struggle to deal with my thoughts and emotions

So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it
So I continue to isolate myself and express my emotions through songwriting

Cause that's what keeps me sane
Because it helps maintain my mental well-being