In late 1997 she created a band with the remaining members of Buckley's band called Black Beetle and finished an eponymous album which was never released. This was the first project where she was writing as well as fronting a band. Jeff buckley was her boyfriend at the time he drowned in '97.
According to Songfacts, Wasser took her curious stage name from the fact that she once attended a fancy dress party as an officer of the NYPD.
We Don't Own It
Joan as Police Woman Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
That he cuts his eyes
Looks away from the door
That walked in you
You will know it will go
Down in history
How sweet he was to you
And all the others
So hand it over
'Cause we don't own it
It's in the mystery
Our silent fantasy
'Cause I
Nor you
Could ever
Know what it's like
To have the night fall
And be felled by the night
No, we don't own it
All you know is the way
That he made you feel
He made you feel safe enough
To feel at all
It's all there in the moment
You understood
That he's not going on
And you're still going on
So hand it over
'Cause we don't own it
It's in the mystery
Our silent fantasy
'Cause I
Nor you
Could ever
Know what it's like
To have the night fall
And be felled by the night
No, we don't own it
It's his story
Our subtle jealousy
'Cause I
Nor you
Could ever
Know what it's like
To have the night fall
And be felled by the night
No, we don't own it
The lyrics to Joan As Police Woman's "We Don't Own It" speak to the universal experience of falling in love and being left with memories of that special person who made us feel alive. The first verse talks about how we can tell that someone has left an impact on us by the way they look at us or react to our presence. The second half of the verse speaks to how these memories will go down in history, not just for the subject, but for everyone who has ever experienced this feeling.
The first chorus begs the listener to "hand it over" because we don't own the feeling of falling in love or the memories that come with it. It's a mystery and a silent fantasy that we all experience but don't have any ownership over. The second verse speaks explicitly about how this person made us feel safe enough to feel at all, and how that feeling is still something we carry with us even after they're gone. The second chorus repeats the sentiment of the first, emphasizing that we don't own these feelings, but that they're a part of a larger story of love and heartbreak.
The final verse of the song brings up the idea of "subtle jealousy," acknowledging that the memories we have of someone else's love story can trigger feelings of envy or longing. But the chorus repeats again that we don't own these feelings, that they're part of a larger human experience that we all share.
Overall, the song is a reminder to be present in our experiences, to cherish the moments we have with people we love, and to understand that these experiences are a part of something bigger than ourselves.
Line by Line Meaning
You will know by the way
The way he behaves will give you a clue
That he cuts his eyes
He avoids making eye contact
Looks away from the door
He is not interested in seeing who enters
That walked in you
The person who entered the room
You will know it will go
It will be remembered
Down in history
As a memorable moment
How sweet he was to you
He was kind and affectionate with you
And all the others
As well as with everyone else
So hand it over
Let go of your possessiveness
'Cause we don't own it
We can't possess this moment forever
It's in the mystery
It belongs to the unknown and unexplainable
Our silent fantasy
Our imagined version of the truth
'Cause I
Because I
Nor you
Neither you
Could ever
Are incapable of
Know what it's like
Understand the feeling
To have the night fall
To experience darkness
And be felled by the night
To feel overwhelmed by darkness
No, we don't own it
We can't control the night or the feelings it brings
All you know is the way
What you are aware of is how he made you feel
That he made you feel
That he created an emotional response in you
Safe enough
Comfortable and secure
To feel at all
To be able to express emotions
It's all there in the moment
The truth can be found in the present experience
You understood
You perceived and comprehended
That he's not going on
That the moment cannot last forever
And you're still going on
You are still moving forward with your life
It's his story
He is the artist of this moment
Our subtle jealousy
Our envy of his experience
It's in the mystery
The meaning is unknown and uncontainable
Our silent fantasy
Our unspoken and imagined version of the truth
No, we don't own it
We can't possess or control the mystery
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: JOAN WASSER
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind