I Don't Know
Jody Breeze Feat. Boyz N Da Hood Lil Wayne & T.I. Lyrics

I don't know what you've been told about me
I don't know what lies you've heard about me or what you think of me.

I wonder what my kids would think about me
I am curious about how my children perceive me and my actions.

Now I don't know whatchu been told about me
I am not aware of the rumors or gossip that have spread about me.

But I don't take no shit from no nigga
I refuse to let anyone disrespect me or cause problems for me.

And I wonder what my kids a think about me
I am still curious about how my children view me and my behavior.

If I went to jail
If I were to be incarcerated for my actions,

'Cause I had to kill me a nigga
Because I was forced to take someone's life in self-defense or retaliation.

Aye I'm hoping for the best tryna dodge the stress
I am trying to remain optimistic and avoid stressful situations.

But sometimes that just ain't the way dat it go
Unfortunately, life doesn't always go according to plan.

Hey if a nigga pull up on me at the light and it's a choppa in site
If someone were to approach me with a weapon while I'm stopped at a traffic light,

Felon or not bet I be lettin' it go
Regardless of whether or not it's legal for me to have a gun, I am going to use it to defend myself.

I gotta make it back home
I have to survive and return to my family.

Major need me to cut his cartoons on
My son Major wants me to help him with his favorite activity of watching cartoons.

My baby Déjà catchin feelins bout er'ythang she sensitive
My daughter Déjà is easily affected emotionally and sensitive to everything around her.

And King love money
My son King has an interest in and desire for money.

I need to show him how to get it den
I need to teach him the proper way to earn money and financial success.

Damonie need me to tell em
My son Damonie needs me to impart some important advice to him.

"You wanna rap den take it serious den"
I am encouraging him to pursue his interest in rapping with dedication and seriousness.

Play thing it neva been
This is not a game or something to be taken lightly.

All I did was get it in
All I have done is hustle and work hard to achieve success.

Neke Neke need a nigga to know what a real nigga is
My friend Neke Neke wants me to maintain my authenticity and realness as a person.

Messiah need me to show him how I broke a deal
My son Messiah wants to learn from me about how I successfully negotiated a deal or contract.

So imagine if I went and got killed
If I were to be killed,

Get real nigga
Be honest and realistic about the situation.

And you know everyday we out here in the field
You are aware that every day we are out here in the dangerous streets.

Gettin' it how we live
Surviving and making a living by any means necessary.

Fuck a record deal
I don't care about signing a record deal.

Put my money with yo money
Let's combine our finances and work together to earn more.

All we do is get mo money
We are focused on constantly improving our financial situation.

But you know what I gotta do when someone tryta take it from me now
You already know my response when someone tries to take my money or property forcibly.

Disrespect me and we have to shoot it out in the street
If someone disrespects me, we might have to resort to violence to settle the issue.

Fuck it that's just how dat shit have to be
I am prepared to accept the consequences of my actions even if they involve violence or danger.

I gotta drum on da C
I have a drum or weapon hidden in my car.

So the carpet spit 50 at least
So I have quick access to my firearm and can shoot back if necessary.

Message to all who wanna see me deceased
A warning to anyone who wishes to see me dead.

Come and get you a piece
Come and try to harm me if you dare.

You think I'm poutin' nigga
You believe that I am acting weak or scared.

Slice me and eat
You won't be able to defeat me so you might as well give up.

Boy ain't went one day out my life I was sweet
I have never had an easy or privileged life.

Except for to her
The only exception is my significant other.

See she need me to keep it Coutoure
She wants me to maintain a high standard of living and luxury for her.

And buy her all the fancy shit she prefer
She desires expensive and lavish items that I must provide for her.

She ain't get it doh
She hasn't received everything she wants yet.

But you gotta play yo part for a nigga doh
You have to contribute and help out in order for me to provide for you.

Fuck a bitch stay away from dem niggas doh
Don't get involved with women or men who might cause problems for us.

'Cause you gon have me kickin in a nigga doe
If anyone causes problems or harm to us, I might have to use physical force to fix the situation.

Wavin' pistols fuck you nigga
I am willing to use my weapons and violence to protect myself and my loved ones.

Bitch go get yo shit let's go
Go get your belongings and let's leave this place quickly.

Or do you need me to let you go
Do you want me to break up with you or let you leave our relationship?

Find a rich nigga buy a house so I can move next doe
Go find a wealthy man to provide for you so I can move on to the next woman.

Sit dere and watch yo new husband as he pull out da garage
I will sit and watch your new husband drive his car out of the garage.

Watch you tip toe in dat doe so I can kill you den run
Watch carefully as you enter the doorway so I can surprise and kill you then quickly flee the scene.

You so impressed with dem niggas
You are easily impressed by other men and their wealth or status.

You know dis ain't no faćade
I am serious and genuine in my words and actions.

I'll pull my tech on dem niggas
I will use my firearm to defend myself against other dangerous individuals.

And get em closer to God
I might have to kill these individuals and send them to the afterlife.

You say I find the worst in er'ythang I see
According to you, I have a tendency to focus on the negative aspects of people or situations.

But I love hard
Despite my flaws or tendency to be harsh, I am capable of loving strongly and deeply.

That's somethin' you know about me
You are aware of this aspect of my personality.

Girl you know about me aye
You are already familiar with my true self and character.

I know I had a lotta fucked up shit goin' on in my life
I acknowledge that I have had a lot of problems and difficulties in my past.

And this shit gotdamn
And this situation is really challenging and difficult.

It's in my head and in my heart man
These issues are deeply ingrained within me and affect me emotionally and mentally.

It ain't on me, it's in me
I am not entirely responsible for my problems, as they are deeply rooted within me and difficult to change.

And and maybe I haven't
Perhaps I haven't yet

Developed enough
Fully matured or improved my character and behavior enough

To where I can communicate
To be able to express myself

In a way that'll keep me
In a manner that will prevent me

From doing somethin' that'll
From making a mistake or action that will

Trip my life off the streets my nigga
End up risking or ruining my life and freedom in the dangerous streets.

So if separation is da best
If it's best for us to separate or part ways,

Den I respectfully say I love you to gotdamn death
Then I will say with all my heart that I love you incredibly deeply.

And all my children
And to all of my children.

If I have to dome me a nigga out here
If it becomes necessary to hurt or kill someone in self-defense or retaliation,

Please just come see me man
Just visit me and show your support and love.

When you can man
Whenever you have the opportunity and time.

Lemme see my grand kids
Let me spend time with my grandchildren.

But I'll be gotdamned
However, I absolutely refuse

If a mafucka' take you from me man
If someone tries to take my loved ones away from me,

I put my mafuck'n life on that
I swear on my life that I will do whatever it takes to protect and keep them safe.

Kill or be killed nigga.
I am willing to use violence or force to protect my life and the lives of those I love.