End Of The Line
Joe T. Cook Lyrics


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I always wondered
Whats on the other side
Of getting better
Of getting sober
Its resilience
Being tested
cnd getting no rest
Its discomfort
Thats getting tired
Of trying harder
Of getting older
Its my brother
Calling my mother
Worried to death


I keep halving my dose
Hoping I can make it up on my own
Knowing i can't do it all on my own
Its consequences

I wanna be perfect
cnd the prettiest girl at the party
With compassion
For my actions
cnd your actions
Could it happen

I am the end of
c line of women
Who sink
Instead of swimming
Its compassion
For inaction
For trying their best

It keeps slipping my mind
When i say i can get things right this time
That i may not make things right in this life
It's the consequences
I didn't get

Those who love me
Those who know me
Cannot save me
I wanna pay my
Parents back for




The life they gave me
That i'm wasting

Overall Meaning

In Joe T. Cook's song "End Of The Line," the lyrics delve into the internal struggles and emotions of the singer as they reflect on their journey towards improvement and sobriety. The singer wonders what lies beyond the process of becoming better and overcoming addiction. They acknowledge the resilience and strength required to face constant tests and challenges, never getting a moment of rest.


The lyrics also touch upon the discomfort that arises from constantly trying harder, growing older, and feeling the weight of responsibility. The narrative includes a poignant moment where the singer's brother reaches out to their mother, expressing deep concern for the singer's well-being. This conveys the impact their actions have on those around them and highlights the sense of worry and fear their loved ones experience.


The song addresses the internal battle of relying solely on oneself, attempting to "make it up" and compensate for one's shortcomings. The consequences of their actions and choices become evident, making it impossible to achieve perfection or sustain a facade of being the prettiest girl at the party. Despite acknowledging their mistakes and wanting to be compassionate towards both their own actions and those of others, the singer questions if such growth and change are truly attainable.


The lyrics explore the singer's self-reflection, expressing a sense of being the end of a lineage of women who have struggled and found themselves sinking rather than swimming. They display compassion towards themselves and others who may have tried their best but fell short. The weight of past mistakes lingers, making it difficult to believe that they can truly make things right in this life. The consequences of their actions continue to elude them, and the desire to repay their parents for the life they provided becomes a source of guilt as it is perceived as being wasted.


Line by Line Meaning

I always wondered
I have always been curious


Whats on the other side
What lies beyond


Of getting better
Of improving myself


Of getting sober
Of becoming free from addictions


Its resilience
It's the strength to endure


Being tested
Being challenged


And getting no rest
Without finding peace


Its discomfort
It's the uneasiness


Thats getting tired
That is becoming weary


Of trying harder
Of exerting more effort


Of getting older
Of aging


Its my brother
It's my sibling


Calling my mother
Contacting our mother


Worried to death
Extremely concerned


I keep halving my dose
I continuously reduce my medication


Hoping I can make it up on my own
Expecting to compensate independently


Knowing I can't do it all on my own
Acknowledging that I require assistance


Its consequences
The outcomes or results


I wanna be perfect
I desire to be flawless


And the prettiest girl at the party
The most attractive person in the gathering


With compassion
With empathy and understanding


For my actions
Regard for my deeds


And your actions
And your deeds


Could it happen
Is it possible


I am the end of
I represent the conclusion of


A line of women
A lineage of females


Who sink
Who fail or struggle


Instead of swimming
Rather than thriving


Its compassion
It's understanding and empathy


For inaction
For reluctance to act


For trying their best
For putting forth effort


It keeps slipping my mind
I continually forget


When I say I can get things right this time
When I claim I can correct my mistakes now


That I may not make things right in this life
That I might not rectify things during my existence


It's the consequences
It's the resulting outcomes


I didn't get
That I did not comprehend


Those who love me
The individuals who care for me


Those who know me
The people who understand me


Cannot save me
Are unable to rescue me


I wanna pay my
I wish to repay


Parents back for
My parents for


The life they gave me
The existence they bestowed upon me


That I'm wasting
Which I am squandering




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