Thoughts
K.I.R.B. Lyrics
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When I heard or seen ya name
Now when I see you
I just smile and walk away
I'm happy that your home
And you tryna stay sane
But remember one thing don't forget
That I was there
It Can never be fair
Love was never real
It was only in the air
Like covid 19
It was here now it's there
The only man
Who admitted
What he did in the end
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, of you
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, of you
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, of you
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, loved you
I Still remember when you cried on my shoulder
I held you real tight as I tried to console ya
Couple months later you were back in
Yet another situation ship
Almost fought my first dike onna field
Ahh, She was talking shit
Almost lost my fucking mind
When I seen her grab you by your arm
I just went blind
Blacked out for a second
Then I came right back
And later after school
Stole the keys I was pulling in your culdesac
Then we walked into the woods
Next to train tracks, uh
I remember thinking if I should
If another train pass
Then I walked as slowly as I could
Took in deep breaths
Kissed you when I never should
My feelings couldn't beat that, Damn
Closing up my past
To proceed or begin
It was all fun and games
See ya later best friend
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, of you
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, of you
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, of you
These are my final thoughts
I have of you, loved you
Use to feel a certain way
When I heard or seen ya name
Now when I see you
I just smile and walk away
I'm happy that your home
And you tryna stay sane
But remember one thing don't forget
That I was there
Fighting over something
It Can never be fair
Love was never real
It was only in the air
Like covid 19
It was here now it's there
The only man
Who admitted
What he did in the end
In K.I.R.B.'s song "Thoughts," the artist reflects on a past romantic relationship that ultimately didn't work out. At first, the artist used to feel a deep longing for the other person whenever they heard their name or saw them. However, over time, they have come to peace with the fact that their love was never real and that it was only a temporary feeling that was in the air like COVID-19. The artist reflects on a time when they were fighting over something that "can never be fair," likely referring to the struggles that come with trying to make a one-sided or incompatible relationship work.
Despite all of this, the artist still remembers comforting the other person when they were upset, almost fighting someone who spoke ill of them, and even stealing into the woods with them for a brief moment of intimacy. These memories are all tied up with complicated and conflicting emotions, leaving the artist with these "final thoughts" of love and loss. In the end, the artist is able to move on from the past and just smile and walk away when they see the person, wishing them all the best but no longer holding onto any feelings of pain or regret.
Overall, "Thoughts" is a deeply introspective song that explores the complexities of love, loss, and memory. The lyrics offer a powerful glimpse into the artist's past, highlighting the moments that still resonated with them long after the relationship had ended. By the end of the song, the artist has come to a place of acceptance, recognizing that they have reached the end of their love story and it's time to let go.
Line by Line Meaning
Use to feel a certain way
I used to have strong feelings when I heard or saw your name
When I heard or seen ya name
Your name used to evoke a strong emotional response in me
Now when I see you
When I see you now, I just smile and walk away
I'm happy that your home
I'm glad you're back and trying to stay sane
And you tryna stay sane
I know you're going through a difficult time and trying to stay mentally healthy
But remember one thing don't forget
Don't forget that I was there for you, even if our fight was unfair
That I was there
I was there for you through our fight, even though it was unfair
Fighting over something, It Can never be fair
Our fight was over something that can never be completely fair
Love was never real, It was only in the air
Our love was never truly genuine, it was just a fleeting emotion
Like covid 19, It was here now it's there
Our love was like the pandemic, it came and went quickly
The only man Who admitted What he did in the end
I am the only one who admitted my mistakes and regrets about our relationship
These are my final thoughts I have of you, of you
These are my last thoughts and memories of you
I Still remember when you cried on my shoulder
I haven't forgotten the time when you cried and I tried to comfort you
I held you real tight as I tried to console ya
I held you tightly while trying to make you feel better
Almost fought my first dike onna field
I almost got into my first physical fight defending you
She was talking shit
The other person was saying negative things about you
Almost lost my fucking mind
I was very angry and upset about the situation
When I seen her grab you by your arm, I just went blind
I was so upset when I saw her physically grabbing you
Blacked out for a second Then I came right back
I momentarily lost consciousness, but quickly regained it
And later after school Stole the keys I was pulling in your culdesac
After school, I took your keys without permission when we were in your neighborhood
Then we walked into the woods Next to train tracks, uh
We walked into the woods next to the train tracks
I remember thinking if I should
I remember wondering if I should do what I did next
If another train pass Then I walked as slowly as I could
I walked slowly, waiting for another train to pass
Took in deep breaths Kissed you when I never should
I kissed you, even though I knew it was wrong
My feelings couldn't beat that, Damn
My emotions were too strong to resist, despite knowing it was a mistake
Closing up my past To proceed or begin
I'm ready to move on from our past and start something new
It was all fun and games See ya later best friend
Our relationship was just a temporary game, and now it's over
I have of you, loved you
Despite everything, I still love you
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Deron Culbreth
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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@CrownedOne744
That's beautiful. 😁
@CaroleLeamer735
AMEN ❤
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In Lord Jesus name Amen 🙏❤️
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Amen brother
@louiscalabrese9945
beautifully said.
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Kirby, I am a believer and watch both of your channels. Continue to do this good work. And for all of those who are unbelieving in this moment, please think very carefully about eternity and the existence of a sovereign creator. Do not be blinded by this world.
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Well said, my brother in Christ 🙏🏾
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What is the other channel
@JB-ChildOfYah
Wait, what other channel does he have? I LOVE his teachings and would love to watch more of him. Thank-you!