All for Nothing
Kensington Lyrics

Hurry up now, don't you know that I'm waiting
I am waiting for you to act quickly and make a move.

For the way you will find how to ruin it all
You are trying to find a way to completely destroy everything we have.

All that you're bending is all that I'm breaking
Any minor concessions you make are only breaking me down even more.

For the way you will build is the way you will fall
Whatever you are trying to construct will be your own downfall.

And I know that I'll be ready
I am confident that I will be prepared for whatever comes next.

Or I'll be dead again
If I am not ready, I will feel defeated.

I know in my head
I am certain in my thoughts and beliefs.

I know in my heart
I am confident in my emotions and feelings.

That I'll be better
I will become better and improve myself.

Than I would've ever been
I will surpass who I was in the past.

Or all that we had
What we shared may have been insignificant in the grand scheme of things.

Was all for nothing after all
All of our efforts and hard work resulted in failure.

Hurry up now, don't you see that I'm fading
I am diminishing and losing my strength.

Into older man's grey and oblivion light
I am becoming older and fading into obscurity.

Who would I be to forgive and embrace when
I am questioning if I should forgive and move forward with the relationship.

When your talk is as low as your head is high
Your words and actions do not match and it is frustrating me.

Is it all we live for, now I see you don't get it
I am realizing that what we are fighting for may not be worth it.

When you call it a loss and I call it a win
We have different views on what is considered a loss or a win.

And I know that I will be ready
I am still confident that I will be prepared for whatever comes next.

It's all in my head
My thoughts and ideas are where my confidence stems from.

It's all in my heart
My emotions and feelings are what drive me to succeed.

And I will be better
I am determined to become a better version of myself.

Than I would've ever been
I will surpass who I was in the past.

Or all that we had
What we shared may not have meant much in the end.