Heavy
Kiiara & Linkin Park Lyrics

I don't like my mind right now
The singer is feeling burdened by negative thoughts.

Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
The singer is adding stress to their life by focusing on trivial issues.

Wish that I could slow things down
The singer desires a break or respite from their overwhelming issues.

I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
The artist yearns for release from their mental turmoil, but anxiety gives a sense of familiarity which can feel comforting.

And I drive myself crazy
The artist's negative thoughts and anxiety are causing them stress and worry.

Thinking everything's about me
The singer tends to over-analyze situations and assume that things are always their fault.

Yeah, I drive myself crazy
The singer repeats that their thoughts and anxiety are causing them distress.

'Cause I can't escape the gravity
The artist is trapped and unable to escape the heaviness of their negative thoughts and emotions.

I'm holding on
The artist is in a state of tension and struggling to keep things together.

Why is everything so heavy?
The artist is overwhelmed by the weight of their issues and can't seem to find a solution.

So much more than I can carry
The singer feels that their burdens are too much to bear alone.

I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
The artist can't escape the negative thoughts and feelings that are affecting their mental state.

If I just let go, I'd be set free
The singer believes that if they can release their emotional baggage, it would lead to a sense of freedom and relief.

You say that I'm paranoid
The singer's friends or family may think they're being overly anxious or worried.

But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
The singer feels like the universe is conspiring against them and causing their struggles.

It's not like I make the choice
The artist didn't willingly choose to feel this way.

To let my mind stay so fucking messy
The artist's negative thoughts are out of their control and causing their mental state to be a mess.

I know I'm not the center of the universe
The singer understands that they don't hold all the answers or control everything around them.

But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
Despite this, the singer's issues and negative thoughts continue to consume and control them.

Why is everything so heavy?
The artist repeats their feeling of overwhelm and confusion over their issues.

Why is everything so heavy?
The artist repeats their feeling of overwhelm and confusion over their issues.

Why is everything so heavy?
The artist repeats their feeling of overwhelm and confusion over their issues.