If I
Koh-dee Lyrics
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Just wish I didn't have to face to hunger
Like growing up for me was just so automatic
Times I was supposed to be a kid I was a man
Mum and dad is not here so I had to be a man
They not really dead in case u misunderstand
They just in a place and I know I had a fam
Grandma was young but she couldn't have a job
I wish I had a man to play uncle John
I grew up way faster than a lame man would cum
And yeah my aunt just gave birth to a baby
And granny had to go take care of the baby
Hunger level started getting high on a daily
Until hunger rate went from being high to getting scary
Damn my lil siblings all getting thin
But there's no way a kid of Thirteen can do a thing
But the thing is, I pray the lord forgive
But I know a store that's close,the times they close and where they live
If I told dem I need food now they won't believe
So I had to turn my cute young self into a thief
An experience I don't think, I'll dare forget the pain
Trynna sneak in through the window but the kpako had a nail
2 seconds, I don begin Dey see star
I can't shout but body be like engine wen dem kick start
I didn't go to steal nobody's money
I just needed food but then didn't have a penny
I got back home bleeding,but all I stole is
Noodles for us to eat but yet nobody notice
So when I tell you I was brought up in the streets
Best believe it,I can turn a dragon to a meat
We still Dey here we go soon figure the next way
But I hope you hear my story just in case I die the next day
Its all good
Say if die
Emagbera yin wabi come begin Dey cry
Just live your life I Dey my grave I still Dey smille
I head a cry I turn my back I see osayi
You owe me 10k for the life
Before I die
You go see my face Dey hide
But when I die u Dey behind my grave Dey cry
Oh my god just don't forget to play my sound
I nur Dey frown Omo I Dey heaven Dey smile
Abeg leave am before them take am personal
The lyrics of Koh-dee's song "If I" delve into the artist's personal struggles and hardships growing up without parental figures present. The opening lines express a longing for a traditional family upbringing, either with a mother or father around, and the wish to avoid the pain of hunger and the responsibilities forced on the singer at a young age. Despite not having parents physically present, Koh-dee acknowledges that they are still alive but unavailable, leaving the burden of adulthood prematurely thrust upon him.
The absence of parental guidance leads to Koh-dee assuming the role of a protector and provider for his younger siblings, feeling the weight of their growing hunger and physical decline. The lyrics vividly depict the desperation and determination to steal food for his family, highlighting the harsh reality of poverty and the drastic measures taken to survive. The act of theft, while born out of necessity, brings emotional and physical pain as Koh-dee navigates the dangerous consequences of his actions.
As Koh-dee reflects on his traumatic experience, he shares the inner turmoil of balancing survival with the moral complexities of his actions. The lyrics convey a sense of resignation to the harsh realities of his circumstances, showcasing the resilience and resourcefulness needed to navigate a challenging environment. Despite the hardships faced, Koh-dee maintains a sense of hope and resilience, urging listeners to understand his story and the harsh realities faced by many in similar situations.
The closing lines of the song offer a poignant reflection on life and death, with Koh-dee expressing a mix of acceptance and defiance towards his fate. The mention of settling debts and leaving a legacy through music adds layers of depth to the narrative, emphasizing the importance of remembrance and leaving a mark even in the face of adversity. Overall, "If I" captures the raw emotions and struggles of a young individual forced to mature quickly in the face of adversity, shedding light on the resilience and survival instincts ingrained in those facing challenging circumstances.
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Written by: Destiny Onwumah
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