Reality Check
Konkhra Lyrics


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When all that's good in life comes crashing down
The pillars crumble with a hellish sound
I don't know what's going on
Dumbfound and without a clue
Is nothing good inside of you?
I spit my name like a fucking curse
And damn it all for getting worse
Someone save me
From this downward speeding
Someone help me
Please stop my soul from bleeding

I can't deal with reality
It's nothing but excruciating agony
I can't deal with my apathy
It's just in my genes and personality

A shroud of amphetamine clouds my mind
A forced solution of the killing kind
Now I know what's going on
It's myself destroying me
There's nothing left there anyway
I spit my name like a fucking curse
And damn it all for getting worse





I don't know what's real or not...
My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Konkhra's song Reality Check are quite intense as they speak to the feeling of a complete breakdown when everything good in life seems to come crashing down. The imagery in the song speaks to the pillars of life crumbling with a hellish sound, and the singer is left dumbfounded and without a clue as to what is happening. In the chorus, the singer is begging for someone to save them from their downward spiral and to stop their soul from bleeding. The verse continues with the singer struggling to deal with reality and the excruciating agony that comes with it as well as their own apathy that feels ingrained in their genes and personality. The second chorus explains that the singer is using amphetamines to cloud their mind and is now aware that they are destroying themselves.


The final lines of the song, "I don't know what's real or not... My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot..." sum up the feeling of dissociation and confusion that comes with such intense struggles. This song speaks to the feeling of wanting to escape from reality when it feels too overwhelming to handle. It also highlights the struggle of feeling like one's own personality and choices are responsible for their suffering.


Line by Line Meaning

When all that's good in life comes crashing down
The things that made life seem beautiful and worthwhile have all fallen apart


The pillars crumble with a hellish sound
The foundations of life have been shaking and crumbling, making everything else unstable and unsafe


I don't know what's going on
I am completely lost, confused and have no idea what is happening or what to do


Dumbfound and without a clue
I am stunned and incapacitated, not knowing what to do, where to go or how to feel


Is nothing good inside of you?
Has all the goodness inside me dissipated, and now I am left empty?


I spit my name like a fucking curse
I am so full of anger and frustration that even the sound of my name disgusts me


And damn it all for getting worse
Everything is spiraling out of control, and I am powerless to stop it


Someone save me From this downward speeding
I urgently need help before my life hurtles further down into chaos and disaster


Someone help me Please stop my soul from bleeding
I am in so much pain and agony that I need someone to assist with trying to stop the damage on my soul


I can't deal with reality
I am unable to cope with the harshness and cruelty of the real world


It's nothing but excruciating agony
The reality I am facing is a source of unendurable pain and distress


I can't deal with my apathy
I feel incapable of caring about anything or expressing any semblance of emotions or feelings


It's just in my genes and personality
I accept that my disposition is innate, and there is nothing I can do to change it


A shroud of amphetamine clouds my mind
My thinking is unclear and confused, possibly because of my usage of drugs like amphetamine


A forced solution of the killing kind
The only path I see to end this agony is to take extreme measures, such as suicide


Now I know what's going on It's myself destroying me
I realize that the cause of my distress is my own actions or mindset, leading to my self-destruction


There's nothing left there anyway
There is no hope or future where I am headed, and everything seems pointless and futile


I don't know what's real or not...
It is challenging to differentiate between the realities and illusions since everything seems distorted and murky


My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot...
My brain capacity has degraded to nothing, where I can't even think coherently




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