TALK TO MYSELF
Krayzie Bone Lyrics

I talk to myself (myself), when there is no one to talk to
I have conversations with myself when there is nobody else around.

Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night?
Have you ever thought about the experience of talking to yourself every single night?

It's so hard to believe that I'm still living, I'm alive
It's difficult to comprehend that I am still alive and well.

My clock is still ticking, guessing that God is still with me (with me)
Since I am still alive and my heart is still beating, I assume that God is still protecting me.

'Cause I could have been gone so many times before
I could have very easily died multiple times before now.

Murda Mo is chasing me I'm barely escaping it
I am constantly being pursued by danger and barely evading it.

My instincts is tellin' me that I might not live long in my life (my life)
I have a feeling that I may not live a long life.

My life is a jungle I really don't love it it's really to crumble
My life is very difficult and unpredictable, and sometimes it feels like it's falling apart.

I fight with these devils on daily basis
Every day, I struggle with various hardships.

And I try to stay humble
Despite my obstacles, I make an effort to remain humble.

Try not to fall, but what if I slip, trip?
I attempt to avoid making mistakes, but what if I accidentally stumble?

Try to stay calm, but what if I flip?
I try to keep a level head, but what if I lose control?

Last night I had a long talk with myself (myself)
Recently, I had a lengthy conversation with myself.

Drama had a nigga wondering, wondering how close am I to hell
The hardships I'm experiencing have me wondering how close I am to danger and despair.

Then I had to pray can't let them brake me, awww nah, awww nah
Afterwards, I realized I must pray and not let my struggles break me down.

But it's everyday they try to make me soft
Every day, people try to weaken me.

But so fried, so high is my mistake
My tendency to use drugs is my error.

Don't worry when I'm in the clouds, Well that's how I stay (stay)
Don't be concerned when I am high on drugs; that is how I cope with my problems.

Caught up in my complications nowhere to go
I'm trapped in my problems, and I can't escape them.

It's mandatory that I face them, even though I don't want to
I have to address these issues and confront them, even if I'd rather avoid them.

They say karma can murda ya, murda ya
They claim that karma can kill you.

All this drama just got me nervous
All of this conflict is making me anxious.

'Cause I know I've popped shots that don't stop
I am aware that I have fired weapons that can't be stopped.

Soon as I lose it they know I get stupid
Whenever I lose my cool, I become reckless.

Ain't nowhere to you, to you / Stop, stop, look, look, listen / Where heard them
I have no idea where my offenders are, but I'm trying to locate them.

I'm hearin' they put to get me (get me)
I believe they are plotting to harm me.

Can't let 'em get me
I will not let them harm me.

I won't stop dumpin' until my clique is empty (empty)
I will not stop shooting until my group is safe.

When this one finish (finish) I'm buckin' 'til I put my other clip in (clip in)
When my current weapon runs out of bullets, I will reload and keep firing.

Then get up spittin' back at y'all (back at y'all)
Then I'll stand up and retaliate against my enemies.

That's 'cause the can't get with this at all
They can't handle what I'm capable of.

The war is really raw (raw, raw, raw, raw)
This conflict is intense and unfiltered.

And I told myself I can't depend on one / No one else
I realized that I can't rely on anyone else but myself.

Crazy, crazy this thing done made me crazy
My experiences have driven me to the point of madness.

Hate to say it, I done went crazy [Repeat]
I don't like admitting it, but I've gone insane.

Callin' my name feelin' so much pain
My problems are constantly affecting me and causing me pain.

Want to get away but ya can't, can't run, run, run
I would like to escape my issues, but I can't seem to run away from them.

Walkin' in the rain (walkin' in the rain)
I am walking in the rain, in a state of despair and hopelessness.

Last night (myself) I had a long talk with myself, self, self
Last night, I had a long conversation with myself.

Will I ever (myself) make it through the day?
I often ask myself if I will be able to make it through the day.