Up to you
Krystal Meyers Lyrics


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You gave me your hand so long ago
But now our house is burning
You're never home
I feel sick looking at our picture frames
I turned them down and turned you away
I wanted to hear your words my whole life
But now they cut me like a knife
Hiding under the covers
Crushing dreams
Am I your lover or your enemy?

And at the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it's what you wanna do?
I'll leave it up to you

I packed my heart in boxes yesterday
I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid
Cause my blood is cold and body is numb
Oh God, what did we become?
I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore
But anything I feel I choose to ignore
I pray that once my anger dies I'll live
And once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgive

I know the love we had was real at one time
And if you give me one more chance I promise to try




Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
But you'll always be part of my life

Overall Meaning

The song Up To You by Krystal Meyers is an emotional introspection of a relationship that has lost its spark. In the opening lines, the singer talks about how they were once close, but now their house is burning, and the person is never home. The singer is feeling sick to look at their picture frames and turns the person away, which shows the distance between them. The person's words that once meant everything for the singer are cutting them now. The singer is confused whether they are their lover or enemy.


In the second verse, the singer talks about how they packed their heart in boxes yesterday and feel alone and afraid in their room at night. They question what they have become in the relationship as they ignore their feelings to avoid confrontation. The singer hopes to forgive once their anger dies and their tears dry. The bridge expresses that the love they had was real once, and if given another chance, they will try. The song ends with a statement that the seasons change and some lovers bloom and die, but the person will always be a part of their life.


Overall, Up To You is a powerful song that talks about the struggles of losing love and the aftermath of a broken relationship. Krystal Meyers pens the lyrics with honesty and vulnerability that is relatable.



Line by Line Meaning

You gave me your hand so long ago
You offered me your love and companionship a long time ago


But now our house is burning
But now our relationship is falling apart and in crisis


You're never home
You are emotionally distant and unavailable


I feel sick looking at our picture frames
Seeing our memories disgusts and upsets me


I turned them down and turned you away
I rejected both you and our past together


I wanted to hear your words my whole life
I craved your affection and validation all along


But now they cut me like a knife
But now your words hurt me deeply


Hiding under the covers
Retreating from reality and avoiding confrontation


Crushing dreams
Destroying our hopes and aspirations for the future


Am I your lover or your enemy?
I'm unsure about the state of our relationship and whether we're still on good terms


And at the end of the day
Ultimately


I never wanted it to be this way
I didn't want us to end up like this


You sure it's what you wanna do?
Are you certain about your decision?


I'll leave it up to you
I'll let you make the final call


I packed my heart in boxes yesterday
I locked away my feelings and emotions recently


I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid
I felt isolated and scared when I went to bed last night


Cause my blood is cold and body is numb
Because I feel emotionally dead and disconnected


Oh God, what did we become?
Oh God, how did we end up like this?


I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore
I sense that you enjoy telling me that you no longer long for me


But anything I feel I choose to ignore
However, I refuse to acknowledge my true emotions


I pray that once my anger dies I'll live
I hope that I can move on and heal from this unresolved anger and resentment


And once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgive
Once I've healed from my own pain, I aim to forgive you for hurting me


I know the love we had was real at one time
I acknowledge that our past love was genuine and authentic


And if you give me one more chance I promise to try
If you're willing to reconcile, I vow to put in effort and work towards rebuilding our relationship


Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
Relationships, like seasons, are unpredictable and evolve over time


But you'll always be part of my life
Regardless of the outcome of our relationship, you'll always have a place in my heart




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: JOSIAH BELL, ROBERT MARVIN, KRYSTAL MEYERS, BRIAN WEST

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Comments from YouTube:

@TheAmanimal

I love this song, Krystal, and JESUS! Hallelujah

@nikkibaker9793

I still love her music its 2019 but I'm 27 now

@beauty.fromashes

Me too, I'm 26 yo.

@izzy-qs4hx

Me too

@shawneldridge231

i'm 46 years old and i still listen to her. where is krystal meyers. she needs to start making music again.

@StylesLee

I wouldn't have the Breath to take it to 3:00 Goodness those notes are Flying Everywhere with such ease & Beautifully Created! If she ever comes back it will be 🆂🆄🅲🅷 🅻🅾🆅🅴 & 🅹🅾🆈

@shayjohnson1238

I've always loved song. Beautiful.

@chickforchrist47

that's why I love her SO much! I used to listen to A.L. but because I dont love what A.L. sings about I stoped listening to her and started listening to K.M.

@godsgirl117

This is a sad song but I can relate to it!

@PerrinRobinson

this should be released mainstream america

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