I'm Alive
Kuroshitsuji OP 1 - BECCA Lyrics


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Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun,it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but

I'm alive!
I'm alive! Oh,yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I"ll sleep when I die
I live, my life, I'm alive!

Every lover breaks my heart
And I know it from the start
Still I end up in a mess
Every time I second guess
All my friend's just run away
When I'm having a bad day
I would rather stay in bed
But I know there's a reason

I'm alive!
I'm alive! Oh,yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I"ll sleep when I die
I live, my life, I'm alive!

When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I'm stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erase
Only I can change the end
Of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery
I won't feel sorry for me

I'm alive!
I'm alive! Oh,yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I"ll sleep when I die
I live, my life, I'm alive!

I'm alive!
I'm alive! Oh,yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight




And I"ll sleep when I die
I live, my life, I'm alive!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I'm Alive" by BECCA in the opening song for the anime series Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) convey themes of struggle, resilience, and the determination to keep pushing forward despite challenges.


The first verse suggests a sense of frustration and difficulty in expressing oneself effectively. The singer acknowledges their struggle to love without conflict and lament that they often go unnoticed by others. The line "When I pray for sun, it rains" encapsulates the feeling of disappointment and the inability to control life's circumstances. The lyrics also touch on a sense of stagnation and a lack of inspiration, as the singer feels stuck and unable to think clearly. However, despite these obstacles, the singer refuses to give up and keeps pushing forward.


The chorus serves as an anthem of resilience and determination. The phrase "I'm alive!" is repeated emphatically, conveying a strong sense of vitality and the will to keep living life to the fullest. The line "Between the good and bad's where you'll find me" suggests that the singer is willing to face both the positive and negative aspects of life head-on. They are constantly striving to achieve something greater, symbolized by reaching for heaven. The lyrics carry a sense of relentless fighting spirit, refusing to surrender even in the face of adversity.


The second verse focuses on the singer's experiences with love and relationships. They acknowledge the pain caused by heartbreak but also reveal a recurring pattern of second-guessing themselves. This leads to a feeling of being abandoned by friends on bad days and a desire to stay in bed. However, there is an underlying understanding that there is a purpose or reason for their struggles, suggesting a sense of hope and the belief that things will eventually improve.


The bridge highlights moments of boredom, loneliness, and dissatisfaction. The singer feels ignored or neglected when someone they want to connect with doesn't respond, or when they find themselves in an inferior position. Despite these regrets and frustrations, they recognize that they alone have the power to change the outcome depicted in the metaphorical movie in their mind. The lyrics convey determination and the rejection of self-pity, indicating a refusal to dwell on misery.


Overall, "I'm Alive" expresses the singer's strong will to fight through life's challenges, embrace both the positive and negative, and live life to the fullest. The lyrics resonate with the themes of the anime series Kuroshitsuji, which explores the relationship between a young earl and a demon butler, who both face numerous obstacles while striving towards their goals.


Line by Line Meaning

Nothing I say comes out right
I struggle to express myself effectively


I can't love without a fight
Love always involves challenges and conflicts


No one ever knows my name
I feel invisible and ignored by others


When I pray for sun, it rains
My hopes and desires often lead to disappointment


I'm so sick of wasting time
I am tired of not making progress or achieving anything


But nothings moving in my mind
I lack inspiration and struggle to come up with new ideas


Inspiration can't be found
I have difficulty finding sources of inspiration


I get up and fall but
I keep trying even when I face obstacles and failures


I'm alive!
I exist and continue to experience life


Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
I navigate through both positive and negative aspects of life


Reaching for heaven
I strive for happiness and fulfillment


I will fight
I am determined to overcome challenges and obstacles


And I'll sleep when I die
I will rest and take a break only when my life comes to an end


I live, my life, I'm alive!
I embrace my existence and actively participate in living


Every lover breaks my heart
Each romantic relationship results in heartbreak for me


And I know it from the start
I am aware of the likelihood of heartbreak in relationships


Still I end up in a mess
Despite knowing the risks, I still find myself in complicated situations


Every time I second guess
When I doubt or hesitate, things often go wrong


All my friends just run away
During difficult times, my friends tend to abandon me


When I'm having a bad day
When I feel down or unlucky


I would rather stay in bed
I prefer to hide or avoid facing the world


But I know there's a reason
I believe that there is a purpose or meaning behind my struggles


When I'm bored to death at home
When I am extremely bored and unstimulated in my own space


When he won't pick up the phone
When someone I want to contact is not answering my calls


When I'm stuck in second place
When I feel like I am constantly in a lower position or ranking


Those regrets I can't erase
I am burdened by regretful experiences that I cannot forget


Only I can change the end
I am the only one who can alter the outcome or resolution


Of the movie in my head
The imaginary story or narrative that I envision for my life


There's no time for misery
I do not have time or energy to dwell on unhappiness


I won't feel sorry for me
I refuse to pity myself




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: MEREDITH BROOKS, KOUICHI TABO, REBECCA HOLLCRAFT

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