I WONDER
Kwan Lyrics


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Too many times I've lied to myself
Too many times I've been alone with sadness in my mind
Too many times I've had lack of faith
Too many times at home frustrated and no rhyme

Yo, too many sleepless nights nightmares
Of the too many emcees without mics
Mics don't work without lyrics
Lyrics don't come from my pen
Desk full of empty papers, pens broken
Poetry to the beat of the music
It sounds so easy and I try and I try
But the trick don't work
I must get sleep now
Somehow, but I can't, so I wonder

How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
How did he come up with that sound
I wonder

How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
How did he come up with that sound
I wonder

Too many times I've given up
Too many times the cry of pain echoes in my room
Too many times
Too many nights
Doing nothin', just waitin' if the flower would bloom

Yo, I'm totally empty
Insomnia every night
My head is like after lobotomy
I can't write
I want my booklet out of my sight
Fireplace is the right place to place my booklet
Where's my light
Relax no panic
I need to moderate
Artificial respiration to prevent headache
I must get sleep now
Somehow, but I can't, so I wonder

How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
How did he come up with that sound
I wonder

How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
How did he come up with that sound
I wonder

How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
How did he come up with that song
I wonder

How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
How did he come up with that song
I wonder

Sounds like I wonder
Sounds like I wonder




Sounds like I wonder
Sounds like I wonder

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Kwan's song "I Wonder" are reflective of the artist's struggles with creativity and self-doubt. In the first verse, Kwan admits to lying to himself and feeling alone with sadness and lack of faith, which hinders his ability to express himself with the written word. The second verse delves deeper into his struggle with insomnia and a lack of inspiration, as he wonders how other artists have achieved greatness in their craft. The repetitive chorus emphasizes his wonder and admiration for those who have accomplished what he feels incapable of.


The lyrics also touch upon the common themes of self-doubt and the creative process. Kwan expresses frustration with his lack of progress and the feeling that he is wasting time waiting for inspiration. He exemplifies the difficult process in searching for creativity and a sense of purpose, as he struggles to produce something he is proud of.


On a broader level, the song can be seen as a commentary on the music industry and the pressure to produce hit songs. It highlights the sacrifices and sleepless nights that many artists go through to perfect their craft and create something unique.


Line by Line Meaning

Too many times I've lied to myself
I have deceived myself numerous times


Too many times I've been alone with sadness in my mind
I have spent countless moments feeling sad and lonely


Too many times I've had lack of faith
I have experienced doubt and hopelessness too often


Too many times at home frustrated and no rhyme
I have frequently been frustrated and unproductive at home with no creative inspiration


Yo, too many sleepless nights nightmares
I have had so many restless and nightmare-filled nights


Of the too many emcees without mics
I am aware of the many aspiring musicians who lack the necessary resources to create their art


Mics don't work without lyrics
A microphone is only useful if one has lyrics to perform


Lyrics don't come from my pen
I am struggling to write meaningful lyrics


Desk full of empty papers, pens broken
My workspace is cluttered with blank sheets of paper and broken writing tools


Poetry to the beat of the music
My goal is to create poetic lyrics that complement the music


It sounds so easy and I try and I try
Although the process seems straightforward, I am struggling to create anything worthwhile


But the trick don't work
My attempts are futile


I must get sleep now
I need rest


Somehow, but I can't, so I wonder
Despite my need for sleep, I am unable to do so and find myself questioning how others are successful in their craft


How did the blow the horn like that (like that)
I am amazed at how someone is able to play an instrument so skillfully


How did the slip the finger like that (like that)
I am curious as to how someone can play an instrument with such precision


How did the write the lyrics like that (like that)
I am wondering how someone is able to create such powerful and impactful lyrics


How did he come up with that sound
I am in awe of how an artist was able to create a unique sound


Too many times I've given up
I have given up on numerous occasions


Too many times the cry of pain echoes in my room
I have experienced and expressed pain and sadness often in my private space


Too many nights Doing nothin', just waitin' if the flower would bloom
I have spent many unproductive nights, waiting for inspiration to strike


Yo, I'm totally empty
I feel completely devoid of creativity


Insomnia every night
I struggle with sleeping every night


My head is like after lobotomy
My mind is numb and unresponsive


I can't write
I am unable to create anything


I want my booklet out of my sight
I am frustrated with my lack of progress and want to remove my work from my sight


Fireplace is the right place to place my booklet
I feel like burning my writing as a means of catharsis


Where's my light
I am searching for inspiration


Relax no panic
I am attempting to calm down and think clearly


I need to moderate
I need to find balance


Artificial respiration to prevent headache
I am trying to find ways to improve my creativity without putting too much strain on my mind


How did he come up with that song
I am amazed at how an artist was able to create a complete and well-crafted song


Sounds like I wonder
The song has a curious and questioning tone throughout




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Comments from YouTube:

FatalUnfair

Well they used to be rather popular in Finland at some point but now it's gone and forgotten.

Neto Soto

I never forgot

Aasiantuntija

Never forget

SP Photography

huge thanx. band offigial account only 3 songs.

Neto Soto

​@Aasiantuntija "Never forgot" is past tense. Greetings.

antennen

how big is this band in finland?

Riia Luhtanen

send it all to Dr. Dre ... i don't know how.

PKbanaani93

mitä vittua... miks en oo kuunnellu kwania varmaan 6 vuoteen!!!

mattialeksi20

ai aiaiaiia <3 nä on herkkua

FatalUnfair

@PKbanaani93 sitä en tiedä :P Ainakin nostalgia-arvon pitäisi sitten olla korkealla.

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