Falling apart
LIE JOHNNY Lyrics


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I don’t know what even happened to you
Don’t know what to do
I let myself told you truth of my life
But you don’t reply
I can’t believe life separated us
I’m empty and lost
And I don’t know what I did wrong to you
But you hurt me too
It doesn’t matter now who’s wrong or right
It will be better if we wouldn’t fight

I’m falling apart
It hurts me for real
It’s breaking my heart
Need cure to be heal

I really want to forget all these lies
It’s so deeply inside
It’s time to tell myself that’s about me
To set me free
Whatever happened to me I don’t care
‘Cause I’m not scared
I really want to escape from this place
Dark empty place
It doesn’t matter now who’s wrong or right
It will be better if we wouldn’t fight

I’m falling apart
It hurts me for real
It’s breaking my heart
Need cure to be heal

I was trying to say that it can’t last forever
I can’t fix it – ‘cause we're no longer together
Play the role of victim
Falling down without insurance –
That’s all I can dream about

Falling apart
It hurts me for real




It’s breaking my heart
Need cure to be heal

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Falling Apart" by LIE JOHNNY depict the emotional turmoil and pain caused by a failing relationship. The singer expresses confusion and a sense of helplessness, as they don't understand what led to the deterioration of the relationship. They tried to be honest and open about their life, but received no response from their partner, which adds to their feelings of emptiness and being lost.


The singer acknowledges that they may not know what they did wrong, but they express the pain of being hurt by their partner. They emphasize that assigning blame is not important at this point, and it would be better if they didn't continue to fight. The song reflects a desire to overcome the negativity and move forward.


The chorus highlights the intensity of the emotional struggle experienced by the singer. They feel like they are falling apart, and the pain they feel is genuine. They long for healing and a cure to mend their broken heart. The lyrics also indicate a sincere desire to let go of the lies that have consumed them and find personal freedom.


Towards the end, the singer accepts that the relationship cannot last forever and that they cannot fix it because they are no longer together. They feel like a victim, spiraling downwards without any safety net. The dream of finding some form of security or reassurance becomes their only hope.


Overall, "Falling Apart" portrays a sense of emotional vulnerability, longing for healing, and a desperate need to move on from a toxic relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

I don’t know what even happened to you
I am completely clueless about what has occurred in your life


Don’t know what to do
I am uncertain about how to handle this situation


I let myself told you truth of my life
I opened up and shared the honest details of my life with you


But you don’t reply
However, you chose not to respond to me


I can’t believe life separated us
It is difficult for me to accept that life has caused us to be apart


I’m empty and lost
I feel devoid of emotions and directionless


And I don’t know what I did wrong to you
I have no understanding of the mistakes I made in your eyes


But you hurt me too
However, you also caused me pain


It doesn’t matter now who’s wrong or right
The question of who is at fault is insignificant at this point


It will be better if we wouldn’t fight
Our situation would greatly improve if we could avoid conflict


I’m falling apart
I am crumbling emotionally


It hurts me for real
The pain I am experiencing is genuine


It’s breaking my heart
It is shattering my heart into pieces


Need cure to be heal
I require a remedy to attain healing


I really want to forget all these lies
I have a strong desire to erase all these falsehoods


It’s so deeply inside
They have become deeply ingrained within me


It’s time to tell myself that’s about me
It is time for me to acknowledge that this is fundamentally about myself


To set me free
In order to liberate myself from this burden


Whatever happened to me I don’t care
I no longer have any concern for whatever has transpired in my life


‘Cause I’m not scared
Because fear no longer grips me


I really want to escape from this place
I truly desire to flee from this gloomy location


Dark empty place
A desolate and dark environment


I was trying to say that it can’t last forever
I attempted to express that our situation is not meant to endure indefinitely


I can’t fix it – ‘cause we're no longer together
I am unable to mend it since we are no longer in a relationship


Play the role of victim
Assume the role of being the one who has been wronged


Falling down without insurance
Suffering without any form of protection or assurance


That’s all I can dream about
That is the extent of my aspirations




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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

Alex

Here are some quick facts about Amber that we know that are proven:
1) He wasn't the only alcoholic and drug abuser. She drank 2 bottles of wine a day, took drugs as well by her own admission.
2) Caught lying about using the makeup that didn't exist back then to "cover her bruises" frequently, which was refuted by the makeup company in court.
3) Past domestic violence arrest against her ex, literally charged and arrested. Plus admitted to domestic violence against Johnny. Plus suspicion of domestic violence against her own sister (her sister was discussing it with her friends by the poolside in a video clip), and assaulted her ex-best friend in public. In contrast Johnny has no history of being violent towards women, every single one of his ex gfs and spouses all speak highly of him, and has said he's never laid hands on them.
4) Audio recording of her admitting to cutting his finger in Australia (not allowed in this trial due to technicalities), proving again that her testimony was a lie. (one of the voices on the tape is now deceased and can't testify)
5) Her psychologist lied about Amber having no domestic violence history and was called out by Johnny's attorney.
6) Has NO witnesses or evidence (all conveniently random strangers that she doesn't know or deceased people like the bodyguard)
7) Her longtime assistant testified under oath that she did not once see or hear any physical abuse from Depp or ever saw any injuries on Heard in all the years. She also testified under oath that Heard spit ON her face when she asked for a raise
8) She visits Dr Kipper's office the day after an alleged incident where she was severely beaten, the doctor's medical report states her in perfect health, with no injuries of any kind on her, also state her skin was in perfect condition. Her explanation was "this was a partial report and I didn't have time to get into the details with the doctor about the injuries". (Day 16 of trial cross examination)
9) Allegedly got her nose broken, hit multiple times, her scalp and hair ripped off, penetrated by a bottle, dragged over broken glass and got her arms and legs "pretty cut up", then somehow felt safe enough to take sleeping pills with her "attacker" in the same house, woke up the next day and made him coffee, then went to James Corden's show miraculously healed. No marks, no scars, no pictures, no medical report . Hair stylist saw no signs of abuse, the hair stylist would've been inches away from her face looking at all the details while working on her appearance, and she saw 0 injuries. Multiple witnesses (including 3 cops) saw no signs of abuse.
10) Allegedly got raped and assaulted multiple times on her honeymoon, then wrote Johnny a love letter saying "it was the most amazing and beautiful honeymoon any girl could've ever dreamed of". (evidence presented in Day 18 of trial)
11) Claimed she wanted to leave Johnny, but in all the audio clips she was the one begging him to stay. Claimed she always tried to de-escalate, but in audio clips she was always the aggressor preventing him from leaving and taunting him .
12) In all her "crying", there's never a single tear coming out of her eyes, even when reciting the most "traumatic experience".
13) Allegedly feared for her life but bought him a large knife.
14) Testified under oath that she was beaten by Johnny with huge chunky rings on all his fingers, said she was "hit so many times in the face over and over again she lost count". The photos taken the next day shows her face completely spotless without any injuries, when cross examined, she answers "there do not appear to be any injuries on my face in that photo".
15) Caught lying under oath again saying she "didn't receive money" from Johnny when she got $7 million, and lying about "never assaulted" Johnny when she admits to it on tape.
16) Proven once again as a liar when she made public statement of donating 7 million dollars for children's hospital but in reality donated exactly 0 dollars before she was called out, also caught lying under oath about donating the money. Her sworn statement was "I donated the entire settlement of $7 million to charity", when cross examined, she states "I did not lie, I pledged the $7 million, "pledged" and "donated" are synonymous, they mean the same thing." (Day 16 of trial cross examination)
17) Blackmailing Depp with her attorney, trying to make a deal for 3 of the adjoining penthouses where they both lived, 50k monthly expenses, 500k in attorney fees and the SUV Depp let her drive in exchange for not filing the protection order.
18) Her publishing of the op-ed "domestic violence" piece is timed perfectly with the release of Aquaman film, it didn't get published when they divorced, or before, or right after, but instead it was published right when Aquaman was being released and when the "Me Too" movement was grabbing the most headlines.
19) Amber Heard's team desperately tried to stop the trial from being publicly broadcasted while Depp's team made sure it was made public
20) Long time friend and co worker of Amber Heard telling about her hardcore cocaine and drug habit dating all the way back to 2008 when they were close associates, (youtube show called "Steven and Jason" and in the newest episode titled "We need to talk about AH").
21) Amber testified about having injuries such as “gross colored puss coming out of her temple” and “suffering a broken nose”, but when cross examined she changes the lines to “gross colored puss UNDER HER SCALP” and “FELT like a broken nose”, because she knew the evidence is about to show ZERO injuries visible on her. (How does she see gross colored puss under her scalp? With an X-ray machine??)
22) Allegedly got beaten up for FIVE YEARS and not a SINGLE injury shown on her face, no doctor visits, no dentists, no surgeons, no photos, despite countless appearances in public events and countless photos taken given her celebrity status, many of those public appearances were the night after "the beating", keep in mind the beating were all allegedly done by Depp with "huge chunky" rings on all his fingers, yet after five years of beating, she didn't need to visit the doctors once or show on sign of injury on her face, sounds like her facial bone density and durability of her skin can match that of armor platings.
23) Alleges Johnny slashed the soles of her feet, but was seen the next day walking completely normal, again no doctor visits or treatments of any kind even though she has a personal doctor on retainer.
24) Constantly changing details of her stories and allegations, she's already given 4 different versions of the poop incident, she has said "1: told security guard that she pooped and it was a practical joke gone wrong. 2: Johnny did it to frame her. 3: said it never happened and Johnny was gaslighting her. 4: said the tiny puppies did it."
25) Her lying under oath is not even worth mentioning anymore, there is too many to list, just to list a few in this trial alone. Lying about not receiving any money from Johnny, when in fact she received $7 million. Lying about having donated the money, when in fact she has donated $0 so far. Lying about never assaulted Johnny, when in fact she was recorded admitting to it multiple times. Lying about never assaulted anyone before, when in fact she's assaulted at least 4 that we have evidence of. Lying about her injuries, when a medical record showed absolutely no injuries.
26) She put someone through hell for years, publicly shamed and destroyed his career and life, just so she can be seen as a noble victim and use the attention and sympathy to advance her career and profile. She claims she's never wanted to be seen as a victim and wanted to move on, but appears in countless TV shows and articles talking about her "abuse" and "donation" non stop, literally appeared on every show she could to talk about her being a victim and being noble on the donation that never happened.
27) Amber's own friend, Tillet Wright, a long time close friend with Amber Heard, testified under oath that she's never seen or heard Amber being abused by Johnny Depp. (Day 20 of trial)
28) The release of her Washington Post "domestic violence" article was timed PERFECTLY with the release of the Aquaman film, it wasn't released when they divorced, or before, or right after, but almost all the pieces she published was timed and released right when Aquaman was being released, and when the "Me Too" victims were grabbing the most headlines.



Vircingitorix Knightingale

@SandySue TMZ is a "news" agency mostly focused on celebrities/Hollywood. historically rumored that AH has worked with them in the past to put a negative light on JD. And, you can actually see in TMZ's past news releases that they do bash JD a lot.

Now, there is a video that's going around where JD was slamming kitchen cabinets (which was shown in court) and that video is supposedly only owned by AH. BUUUUUUUTTTTT, every youtube video that show's that same kitchen cabinet slamming clip got DCMA strike or Adsense (Ad payment) taken by TMZ because TMZ owns the rights to that video.

TMZ cannot do that unless they actually have the ACTUAL rights to that video clip but TMZ actually does have the rights to it. So, who gave that clip to TMZ? How did TMZ acquire the rights to that clip? They surely can't just "steal/hack" an American citizen's iPhone and steal ONE SPECIFIC VIDEO CLIP and leave the rest of the "juicy" stuff alone UNLESS someone (AH) gave/sold that clip to TMZ.

And, on this recorded testimony, AH slipped up. She kept talking and talking and gave away that she had notified TMZ about the divorce that's why in that recorded testimony she stopped talking and had both her arms covering/wiping her mouth cuz she knew she FUUUUCKED UP.

When your lawyer tells you to say as little as possible, you say as little as possible or you might end up slipping up like what AH did in that video.



Daniel Snell

Just to summarise factually.
At this stage, Amber had said under testimony that multiple police officers tending to the domestic violence call have been wrong in their assessment of her having no injuries to speak off.
Both a doctor and a nurse have been wrong in seeing no evidence of injuries when they have seen her the day after she was assaulted and claimed she had horrible injuries.
A nurse was wrong in saying she witnessed amber throw a can or bottle at jonny.
His security team are wrong for witnessing her assault him or throw verbal abuse at him.
The house staff / personal assistants are also incorrect for witnessing her follow and verbally abuse him.
A photo is wrong showing injuries to jonny , which she claims is now photoshopped.
Photos of her showing no injuries are also wrong as she had make up on which also shows no swelling because " ice ".
A video showing her being cuddly and close with James Franco is also wrong because nothing is going on..
She herself is also wrong because she didn't hit him despite admitted she did. And didn't punch him despite admitting she did. Because of a door accidentally grazing her toes.
Dr curry is wrong for mis diagnosing her with no evidence.

So at this stage.
Every professional and non professional is wrong.
Only amber is right. Which , also means at some point she has also been wrong as she contradicts her self.

Funny. How she's the only person telling the truth.



All comments from YouTube:

ThioJoe

This is why they tell you to answer only enough to satisfy the question and nothing more. All she had to say was “yes”.

Big Bastard

THAT would require Admission of Truth. Not sure Amber Turd is ACTUALLY capable of making SUCH Admissions, ROFLMGDFAO

Yautja Merk

@Jupiter Rising To be fair, you can say 2 words to police. "Hi" and "attorney"

left-handed menace

THIOJOE AYO

cjlivetv

Bro expose the lies don't try to sugar coat them to look good. Guilty is guilty

Anathema

well, when you're lying a simple "yes" doesnt seem like enough to make ppl belive you

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Dana Ashlie

This is easily top five best moments in the trial, strong case for number one...stunning moment, really that lawyer at depo must have been doing high fives with her fellows at break...and it's been sitting on a shelf for years til now. LOVE seeing truth and justice be revealed.

Big Bastard

#MeToo, ROFLMGDFAO

Fenrir Lokison

@Ashrith Dubbaka pledge and donated are the same thing

-Amber Heard

MoneyBall

@XC Oh ok, during their couples therapy. I just wondered. Thanks.

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