Angel Dust
LV.4 Lyrics

Stuck in my ways, I said I'm stuck in my ways
I feel trapped in my habits and can't seem to break free from them

Had to cut down on the angel dust
I had to quit using drugs to gain control and clarity in my life

They wanna play, I said I'll win all the games you make
People try to challenge me, but I confidently assure them that I will always come out on top

Because I remain untouched
Despite the challenges, I remain unaffected and resilient

Love is a maze, I'm stuck in the middle
Navigating love feels confusing and I find myself in a complicated situation

This shit getting hot like a motherfucking griddle
The intensity of the situation is getting overwhelming

Don't break my heart 'cause it's getting too brittle
I'm afraid of getting hurt because I feel emotionally vulnerable

She watched me dying and she started to giggle
Someone witnessed my struggles and found pleasure in my suffering

New NGM is becoming official
My new venture or project is gaining recognition and legitimacy

These bitches keep faking they seem artificial
Some women I encounter pretend to be someone they're not, lacking authenticity

They calling me Kobe the way that I dribble
My skills and moves are compared to those of Kobe Bryant, a basketball legend

I'm going pro with the new double triples
I'm excelling and achieving great success in my endeavors

Playing these hoes like a motherfucking fiddle
I'm manipulating and controlling these women effortlessly

They wanted my name just to see the initials
Some people only wanted to associate themselves with me to gain social status or recognition

Up in first grade man, I used to scribble
Even as a young child, I displayed creative and artistic talents

Glocky shoot shoot, that's an early dismissal
My weapon firing is a way to assert dominance and show authority

Blu-J4Y the kid, the man, the myth
I am perceived as a young and enigmatic figure with a mysterious reputation

They used to say I'd never make it
People doubted my abilities and believed I would not succeed

Now all they say is congratulations
Since proving them wrong, all they can do is acknowledge and congratulate my achievements

Stressing me out, I'ma need medication
The pressure and anxiety are overwhelming, and I may require medication to cope

Find some need to find some
I need to find a solution or remedy

Before I lie about being fine I run where I come from
Instead of pretending everything is okay, I escape to the comfort of my roots

Maybe to some this is right I sit in denial sometimes
Although it may seem acceptable to others, I often find myself in denial about certain situations

I know that it's not right I try to hide from the darkness
Deep down, I am aware that avoiding and denying the truth is not the right approach, yet I still attempt to conceal myself from the harsh realities

When it's way too much to share
The burden becomes too heavy to bear alone

No I cannot see in the dark
I am unable to perceive or understand the unknown or uncertain

But I know that something's there
Despite the lack of visibility, I sense the presence of something significant or meaningful

The snakes see me, I'm visible to them
Deceptive and manipulative individuals can sense my vulnerability and target me

And it's not fair
I feel unjustly treated or victimized by their actions

All this fear is surrounding me
I am overwhelmed by a pervasive sense of fear

And I'm completely unaware
Despite the evident fear, I remain oblivious to its presence

Stuck in my ways, I feel stuck in my ways
I continue to feel trapped and unable to change

I had to cry down an angel dive
I had to confront and overcome my own self-destructive tendencies or behaviors