So What
LiL Xtra feat. Dope$ick Lyrics
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I Wish I was flying
Far away from home
Some place nice to die in
You haunt the ground I walk on
I Sink to the bottom I wish you would leave me alone
I don't give a damn if you love me
All my sins stick to my body like I stuck to you
These days the people want me
These days your face it haunts me
But I can't hate you for the things you put me through
Dope$ick
I can't hate you for the shit you put me through
Is it okay if I miss you?
Goddammit I'm broken reflection is cracked shit have fun trying to see through
Now that I'm sober I just want to die
Goddammit I need you but it's alright
I don't think that I need you I know that I love you
It's just hard to stay clean and existing without you
Get out
Of my head
You make me wish I was dead
You lost
So what
I wish you'd keep your mouth shut
It hurts
I bet
You thought you'd run with my set
You can't
So what
I wish you'd shut the fuck up
The song ‘So What’ by LiL Xtra, featuring Dope$ick, seems to tell a story of a person who is struggling with their addiction, and the memories of an ex-lover who put them through some tough times. The lyrics paint a bleak picture of the singer’s state of mind- their head is full of smoke, and they wish they could fly away from their troubles. They feel haunted by the memory of their ex, and sink deeper and deeper into despair.
The chorus oscillates between resignation and defiance, as the singer admits they don’t care if their ex-lover loves them, but at the same time, they can’t hate them for the things they put them through. The second verse, which is sung by Dope$ick, reflects a similar sense of confusion and heartbreak. They lament the fact that they’re broken, and are unable to see through their shattered reflection. They admit they miss their ex, and even though they don’t need them, it’s hard to exist without them.
Overall, ‘So What’ is a powerful track that highlights the pain and hopelessness that people in the grip of addiction often experience. The sense of loneliness and isolation is palpable, and the lyrics and the delivery of Lil Xtra and Dope$ick do an excellent job of conveying this.
Line by Line Meaning
My head is full of smoke
I'm feeling confused and upset
I Wish I was flying
I wish I could escape from reality
Far away from home
I don't feel comfortable in my own space
Some place nice to die in
I don't feel like living anymore
You haunt the ground I walk on
You're always on my mind
I Sink to the bottom I wish you would leave me alone
I'm struggling and I wish you wouldn't bother me
I don't give a damn if you love me
I don't care about your feelings towards me
I don't even understand how you touch me
I don't understand why we're connected
All my sins stick to my body like I stuck to you
I feel guilty for my past actions and our past relationship
These days the people want me
I'm in demand and popular
These days your face it haunts me
I'm still struggling with memories of you
But I can't hate you for the things you put me through
I can't continue to hold resentment towards you
I can't hate you for the shit you put me through
I'm acknowledging the past hurt you caused me
Is it okay if I miss you?
I'm wondering if it's valid to feel sorrow for our ended relationship
Goddammit I'm broken reflection is cracked shit have fun trying to see through
I'm feeling defeated and hard to understand
Now that I'm sober I just want to die
Now that I'm not under the influence, I still don't want to be alive
Goddammit I need you but it's alright
I still have feelings for you but I'm trying to move on
I don't think that I need you I know that I love you
I don't need you in my life but I still have love for you
It's just hard to stay clean and existing without you
It's difficult for me to stay sober and live without you
Get out
Leave me alone
Of my head
Get out of my thoughts
You make me wish I was dead
You're causing me great emotional pain
You lost
You're not winning in this situation
So what
I don't care
I wish you'd keep your mouth shut
I wish you wouldn't say anything
It hurts
I'm in pain
I bet
I'm sure
You thought you'd run with my set
You thought you could fit in with my group
You can't
You don't belong
So what
I don't care
I wish you'd shut the fuck up
I wish you would keep quiet
Writer(s): Steven Roney
Contributed by Logan L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
RGBKing
I love this shit . Why does it only have 500 views? I literally checked to see if this was a reupload cause this shits awesome. Lil Xtra is highly underrated.
DOFT
damn! how does this only have 200 views? it's fireee
Gløømy Søundz
Here's the rest of the Album (:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1BYItuFiUZ914Or2BmPJwwdmQAJ5WkfU
DOFT
@Gløømy Søundz thanks :)
Gløømy Søundz
@DOFT nahhh thanks for peepin out the channel tho fam 💎
Hope you find some stuff you like🔥