Hold Me Down
M.Bison Lyrics

Sometimes I think maybe I expect too much (Maybe)
At times, I contemplate if my expectations are too high in relationships.

I'm not a hopeless lover, just someone who's looking for such (Yeah)
I'm not without hope in love, but rather someone who is searching for a genuine connection.

I've been played too many times you'd think it came with instructions (Huh)
I have been deceived and manipulated so frequently that it feels like there should be a guide on how to do it.

Like this is how you fuck him over, But to blind him, just fuck him (Damn)
As if there is a step-by-step process on how to deceive and hurt someone emotionally, but ultimately leaving them in the dark.

I've been trying so long, Guess my luck's been running dry
I have been making consistent efforts for a long time, but it seems like luck is not on my side.

I've been hitting the bong, Can't lie I wish I had a bitch instead of writing this song (Word)
I have been resorting to using substances to deal with my frustrations, and I can't deny that I desire a romantic partner rather than expressing myself through music.

What's wrong they ask me, I admit, yeah I feel like some dung
When people question what's troubling me, I confess that I feel like worthless waste.

Well that's cause you the shit Matt, Thought you knew that all along
That feeling arises because you, Matt, are exceptional and should have always acknowledged your self-worth.

And your old girl, she is way more far then gone
Your previous partner has moved on to a significantly greater extent than just leaving.

Your last bitch was just as psycho as her mom
The woman you were previously involved with had the same level of instability as her mother.

Back and forth you go with yourself, you just like pong
You constantly oscillate internally, resembling the back-and-forth motion in the game 'Pong.'

Keep your damn head up Matt, come on
Stay resilient and positive, Matt, don't lose hope.

Dreams are even coming true, You 'bout to blow like Saddam
Even your aspirations are manifesting; soon you will achieve success on a massive scale, just like Saddam Hussein.

But you rather pout to 'Staring at the fucking Sun'
Instead of embracing your achievements, you choose to sulk with the song 'Staring at the fucking Sun.'

Cause the life you chose made the women flee (Flea)
The lifestyle you have opted for has driven women away, causing them to escape rapidly, just like fleas.

And now you're feeling bugged and bummed
As a result, you are now feeling annoyed and downcast.

You fucking loser (Yeah)
You are being derogatory towards yourself, labeling yourself as a failure.

Is anyone out there
Is there anyone who understands or resonates with my experiences?

I've been looking for somebody just for me
I have been searching for an individual who is a perfect match for me.

I've been going off on this lonely road so long
I have been traveling on this lonesome path for a significant period of time.

I'm just looking for somebody to hold me
I simply desire someone who will provide me with emotional support and comfort.

Hold me down
Stand by my side and support me unwaveringly.

Tried it before, damn, never try it again
I have attempted a similar pursuit before, but I won't make the mistake of trying it again.

Why am I lying? I'm trying to find me a bitch (Yeah)
I'm expressing my desire to find a female partner, even if I may not be completely honest about my intentions.

But she better be fucking
However, I hope she is physically and sexually compatible as well.

Mentally right in the head (Yeah)
Moreover, it is crucial for her to possess sound mental health.

Swore the last bitch was like 9/11, crazy, never forget (Sheesh)
I promised myself that I won't forget how mentally unstable my previous partner was, comparing it to the unforgettable events of 9/11.

Won't lie the pussy is what kept me, but I matured in my ways (Waze)
I won't deny that the sexual aspect of the relationship held me captive, but I have grown and evolved since then.

I know the route in which I'm going and the path I'mma take
I am well aware of the direction and choices I am making in my life.

You clowny girls could never take this fucking crown from a king
Immature and foolish girls could never undermine my position of power and authority.

I'm looking for a woman who I can treat like my fucking queen
I am searching for a woman who I can treat with utmost respect and adoration, just like a queen.

Yeah, one that can put up with me when I had enough of me
I desire a partner who can tolerate my flaws even when I struggle with self-acceptance.

One that's not gonna come between music and my decency
Someone who understands the importance of music in my life and respects my morals and values.

Who gonna put me in my place, For me to get a little mean
I need someone who can challenge me and make me confront my shortcomings, allowing me to become assertive when necessary.

To have aggressive sex, just get in between them sheets
To engage in passionate and intense sexual activity by getting physically intimate.

I'll cook if she gon' clean, vice versa, all of me
I am willing to take on household chores like cooking if she takes care of cleaning, and this mutual support applies to other aspects of our lives as well.

Baby I can take you places that you'd never be otherwise
I can provide my partner with opportunities and experiences that she would never have encountered otherwise.

Yeah I'm a dog, but you the one who's in for a treat
Though I may have a reputation for being promiscuous, she will be the lucky one who gets to experience the fulfillment and satisfaction I can provide.

Just come home with me
Simply choose to be with me and share a home together.

My pride's been swallowed
I have let go of my pride and ego.

I've been humble since I got into trouble
Since facing difficulties and adversity, I have adopted a more humble attitude.

I'll no longer diss a bitch if she gonna rebuttal (Nah)
I have learned not to disrespect a woman if she responds with her own arguments or criticisms.

Looking for somebody who's gonna love me for who I am (Yeah)
I am seeking someone who will love and accept me unconditionally.

Not for someone they gon' turn me into like 'The Wire' (What)
I don't want someone who will change and transform me into someone else, just like the TV show 'The Wire.'

One who ain't too clingy but obsessed just like Mariah
I desire a partner who is not overly possessive, yet deeply passionate and infatuated, similar to the singer Mariah Carey.

But'll stay for more than two fucking months, At a fucking time yeah (Get it?)
However, she must be committed for a longer duration than just a couple of months at a time.

My heart's been growing colder, Looking for someone to thaw it out
I have become emotionally distant and detached, and now I yearn for someone who can bring warmth and melt away my icy heart.

She must be such a rare woman that I can't seek her out (Nope)
She must possess such unique and exceptional qualities that make it impossible for me to find her on my own.

I've felt this way before, but I'm starting to doubt (What)
I have experienced these emotions in the past, but now I am beginning to question if my search will ever be successful.

Is there anyone really out there for me
Does someone truly exist who is meant for me?

Just about tired of looking, wish I could go back
I am exhausted from searching, and I desire to return to a time before this pursuit began.

Fucking recount the trial and errors, How I plummeted south (Damn)
I wish I could review and revise all the mistakes and failures, especially the ones that led to my downfall.

Swear I'm keeping my feelings, man, I'm shutting them out
I promise to guard and suppress my emotions, intentionally closing myself off.

Sherlock wouldn't find my heart beating in a fucking lost and found
Even if Sherlock Holmes were to search diligently, he would never discover any signs of emotion or affection within me.

So stone cold I feel like a mix of Austin and Medusa (What)
I have become emotionally frozen, resembling a combination of the unfeeling Steve Austin and the mythical Gorgon Medusa.

Guess that's what happens to ya, when bitches fucking use ya (Damn)
I suppose that's the consequence of being used and taken advantage of by manipulative women.