His big break came when the BET program 106 & Park began inviting local rappers to hold battles in a segment known as Freestyle Friday. Ready for the national exposure, he auditioned and again was underestimated due to his ethnic background. After winning for seven weeks straight, Jin was inducted into the show's Hall of Fame. That same night of his Hall of Fame induction, he announced that he had signed a deal with the Ruff Ryders. His first single under Ruff Ryders was titled "Learn Chinese". The album was originally scheduled to be released in the summer of 2003, but was delayed for over a year by the label. In October 2004, Jin released his debut album, The Rest Is History, which reached number 54 of the Billboard Top 200 albums chart. Both of his singles, "Learn Chinese" and "Senorita", failed to be major mainstream successes. Due to the long delay on the album, sales and where the contract was going to lead him, he decided with his manager to leave. When he left the Virgin label, he also left the Ruff Ryder label. Ruff Ryders is still active to date and Jin is in good terms with them.
On May 18, 2005, Jin revealed that he would be putting his rap career on hold in order to explore other options. After signing with an independent label, CraftyPlugz/Draft Records, Jin released his second album, The Emcee's Properganda on October 25, 2005.
Jin released two albums in 2006. The first one, 100 Grand Jin is a mixtape/album that was released on August 29, 2006. The single released off the album is "FYI", for which the rapper shot and released a music video. The second album released in 2006 is Jin's third LP, I Promise. Instead of releasing the album in stores, Jin released it on November 1, 2006 through his MySpace, with the first batch being autographed by himself. It was then sold on CDBaby.com with limited copies being pressed and not autographed for people who were unable to purchase it before. The first single for this album is titled "36-24-36 ( Apple Bottom Jeans )", a song in which Jin gives praise to Asian girls.
During the end of 2006, Jin worked on another album called ABC. The album was recorded almost entirely in Cantonese. Jin officially launched his ABC Jin website on January 10, 2007. Jin premiered his music video for the first single, "ABC" on MTV Chi on January 26, 2007. The album was produced entirely by the Far*East Movement and features guest appearances from Hong Kong actor Daniel Wu and Ken Oak Band.
After staying independent for 3 years, Jin landed a deal with a major record company. Universal Music Hong Kong added Jin as one of four artists that are being promoted in the new deal that is called the Universal Spends 8-Figures on 2008 Newcomers. Universal Music Hong Kong signed these four artists to promote their music, Jin being the top of the four. Jin has already gone to work with his next Cantonese album and plans to release it on the label by 2008. Jin has also re-released his ABC (American Born Chinese) album but with the new packaging. The re-release is a Hong Kong edition which includes a bonus track with new music videos which 3 of them was shot in Hong Kong itself.
Jin has found success in Hong Kong, winning a Chik Chak 903 Radio Top 10 Songs award for the song ABC and recently releasing a free mixtape in Cantonese, known as the Meen Fai Rap Mixtape. He is currently working on his next Cantonese album.
apology
MC Jin Lyrics
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Its the only way we can do this
Check it check it
Heres an...,...
And im sorry for the things ive done
If i cud take u back i just wanna let u know
Just wanna say im sorry
Im so oory
U just gotta believe in me
And this is my apology
This joint is for the ladies
Not just the ones ive been with
Im talkin across the board yall
Yeah all kind of women
Mothers and daughters sisters and all
The female gender as a whole this ones for yall
It hurts my eyes to see the way that some ...
Dont mind those guy i appologise for what they do
They know not how disrespectful they can be
See i know cause once upon a time that was me
I think that these words were never meant to be offensive
Either way im glad im slowly coming to my senses
I feel like im way ahead of the pack
I shall lead by example
My old ways are cancelled
Take these bad habits and toss them in the landfill
Grown at last to know my pasts killing me im doing this willingly
Heres an...,...
And im sorry for the things ive done
If i cud take u back i just wanna let u know
Just wanna say im sorry
Im so oory
Im so oory
U just gotta believe in me
And this is my apology
Your the queen of this earth
I know what ur worth
Its only right i show u the respect that u deserve
When the fellas here this theyll say im trippin and im soft
Just wish i cud turn it off everytime they turn it on
Now i aint mad at em i know what i belive
Without u im incomplete whats adam without eve
When i see ur confidence its quick to boost my self esteem
U probably think i did this joint for girls i see at the store.
Everyone knows no one buys CDs no more
To all the young men listen if u still in a place
I understand ur mindset and the thrill of the chase
I used to be a player guyz i know you feel me
When my wife hears this shes probably gona kill me
It quite strange to see my life change what a high
I found my partner to the end im such a lucky guy
Heres an...,...
And im sorry for the things ive done
If i cud take u back i just wanna let u know
Just wanna say im sorry
Im so oory
Im so oory
U just gotta believe in me
And this is my apology
The lyrics of MC Jin's song "Apology" express a heartfelt and sincere apology to the women in his life for past mistakes and disrespectful behavior. He acknowledges his past as a player and recognizes the damage he may have caused to his relationships with women. The opening lines of the song, "Got the candles going, it's the only way we can do this," set a remorseful and somber tone, as if he is preparing to confess his mistakes and beg for forgiveness.
This song is not just directed at the women he has been with, but rather to women in general as a way of setting things right and offering a promise to do better in the future. Throughout the song, MC Jin recognizes the importance of women in his life, describing them as queens and acknowledging their worth and self-confidence. He also acknowledges that he is not perfect and that he is still learning and growing from his mistakes.
Overall, the lyrics of "Apology" carry a message of humility, self-reflection, and a genuine desire to make things right with the women in his life. It is a touching and relatable song to anyone who has made mistakes in the past and is seeking to make amends.
Line by Line Meaning
Got the candles going
I have lit candles to create a peaceful and reflective atmosphere for this meaningful conversation.
Its the only way we can do this
In this context, talking with sincerity and honesty seems best done in an intimate setting.
Check it check it
Listen up! I have something important to say.
Heres an...,...
Listen up, pay attention, here it is, my deep and sincere apology.
And im sorry for the things ive done
I apologize for the way I've behaved in the past, and for any hurt that I've caused.
If i cud take u back i just wanna let u know
If I could go back in time, I'd tell you how sincerely sorry I am, and ask for your forgiveness.
Just wanna say im sorry
I want to emphasize that my apology is heartfelt and earnest.
Im so oory
I'm extremely remorseful and penitent.
U just gotta believe in me
I am asking for a chance to earn back your trust and respect, to show you that I am truly sorry.
And this is my apology
I hope my sincerity and true desire for forgiveness is apparent and that this apology provides some comfort and closure.
This joint is for the ladies
I apologize to all women, regardless of how I may have interacted with them in the past.
Not just the ones I've been with
I'm acknowledging that my past behavior has been disrespectful and inappropriate to all women, not just those I've had relationships with.
I'm talkin across the board yall
This apology is intended for all women, of all backgrounds and ages.
Yeah all kind of women
I'm apologizing to every type of woman, from mothers and daughters, sisters, and more.
Mothers and daughters sisters and all
Women play vital roles in our lives, and all deserve my utmost respect and sincere remorse for my past actions.
The female gender as a whole this ones for yall
This is a sincere and heartfelt apology to every woman, and I hope it is accepted and that we can move forward with respect and harmony.
It hurts my eyes to see the way that some ...
It pains me to see how some other men treat women, and I recognize that I was once part of the problem. I vow to do better.
Dont mind those guy i appologise for what they do
I cannot apologize for the actions of other men, but I acknowledge the damage they cause and wish to make amends for my own past behavior.
They know not how disrespectful they can be
Many men do not realize the extent of their disrespectful behavior towards women, but that does not make it any less harmful.
See i know cause once upon a time that was me
I once was part of the problem, but I have since learned and grown from my past mistakes.
I think that these words were never meant to be offensive
My intention was never to be hurtful or disrespectful, but I recognize that my actions might have been hurtful nonetheless. I take full responsibility for my past mistakes.
Either way im glad im slowly coming to my senses
Though it is never too late to make amends, I am grateful that I am now recognizing the error of my behavior and taking steps to correct it.
I feel like im way ahead of the pack
I am glad that I am now doing the hard work to better myself and foster a world of greater respect and appreciation for women.
I shall lead by example
I vow to be a better man and to show others how to interact with the female gender with dignity, care, and respect.
My old ways are cancelled
I am completely done with the old, harmful behavior, and am actively making amends for it.
Take these bad habits and toss them in the landfill
I am committed to change, and will personally leave behind all habits or behaviors that are disrespectful or harmful to women.
Grown at last to know my pasts killing me im doing this willingly
Finally, after recognizing my harmful ways and acknowledging the damage I've done to women and to myself, I am willing to put in the effort to right these wrongs and be a better person.
Your the queen of this earth
Women are deserving of royal admiration and respect for all they do in this world.
I know what ur worth
I deeply value and respect women, and acknowledge their immense worth and contributions to this world.
Its only right i show u the respect that u deserve
I recognize that it is my duty to show respect and reverence to women, no matter who they are or what they do.
When the fellas here this theyll say im trippin and im soft
Some men may not understand the importance of apologizing to women or the value of recognizing and atoning for past mistakes.
Just wish i cud turn it off everytime they turn it on
I wish I could help other men understand the importance of treating women with respect, but will not let their ignorance deter me from doing the right thing.
Now i aint mad at em i know what i belive
I hold firm to my beliefs and convictions, but am not hostile or resentful towards men who have yet to understand the importance of treating women with respect.
Without u im incomplete whats adam without eve
Men and women alike are equally valuable and deserving of respect and reverence, each playing equally important roles in the world.
When i see ur confidence its quick to boost my self esteem
Women's confidence and self-esteem are incredibly powerful and uplifting, and men should recognize and celebrate these attributes.
U probably think i did this joint for girls i see at the store.
I recognize that some women may be skeptical of men's claims to have changed or to treat women with respect, but I hope to prove through my actions that my apology is sincere.
Everyone knows no one buys CDs no more
Though music consumption has changed, my message and my apology is still important and meaningful today.
To all the young men listen if u still in a place
I implore young men to listen and learn, and to make positive choices in their relationships and interactions with women.
I understand ur mindset and the thrill of the chase
I get that the pursuit of women can be exciting and rewarding, but I implore young men to understand that women are not objects to be won or acquired.
I used to be a player guyz i know you feel me
I recognize that I once participated in harmful, disrespectful behavior towards women and that other men may have similar histories. I hope to lead by example and show that change is possible.
When my wife hears this shes probably gona kill me
I am aware that my apology may cause some discomfort to those close to me, but am willing to endure it to help cultivate a world of greater respect and positivity towards women.
It quite strange to see my life change what a high
Looking back on my past and recognizing my harmful behavior towards women has been an emotional and transformative experience for me.
I found my partner to the end im such a lucky guy
I am grateful to have found someone who supports me in my growth, and am committed to cultivating a relationship that is respectful, loving, and empowering.
Writer(s): JIN MC, MAURICE CONAWAY
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