VENDELBOE Lyrics

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It's time to go
I'm done going back and forth
Don't want to end up like before
I don't love you anymore
My mistake
Was thinking you'd fix it someday
Believed you when you said to wait
I believed you when you said to wait

It was severe
Every time you'd disappear
I'd yearn for you a thousand years
Like how did I end up here?
You looked for someone who could help you fill your void
I did it for you, though I wasn't your first choice
I gave you what I could and more just to see your joy
And in return you taught me it could all be destroyed
Wondering
If it ever meant something 'cause
You treated me like nothing
Did I really mean nothing?
I learned that
Not everyone will love me back
The way I do and I hate that
I'm leaving you in the past
Day by day
My feelings for you fade away
I trusted you and you betrayed, me
I wish it didn't end that way
It's been hard but now I finally accept
That you're gone and I'll always wish you the best

I'm twenty two and I have my whole life to forget
About the day that I wish we even never met

Overall Meaning

In this song, MEDINA/SVENSTRUP/VENDELBOE tells a story of a relationship that has come to an end after facing numerous challenges. The singer implies that it is time to move on since she can't keep going back and forth without making any significant progress. She realizes that she doesn't love her partner anymore, alluding to the fact that they have been through a lot, but nothing has changed. She reflects on her mistake of waiting for her partner to fix everything, but things remained the same, leading to her lost interest.

MEDINA/SVENSTRUP/VENDELBOE further highlights that she felt neglected in the relationship, with her partner being absent most of the time. She had to yearn for someone who was never there for her when she needed them the most. Despite being a second choice, she tried to fill the void but eventually realized that she couldn't get the love she deserved from her partner. She questions whether their relationship was essential, given how much she was treated poorly. Finally, she accepts that it's time to let go and move on since not everyone will love her back the way she loves them.

Line by Line Meaning

It's time to go
I have made the decision to leave

I'm done going back and forth
I no longer want to engage in a never-ending cycle of indecisiveness

Don't want to end up like before
I do not want to repeat past mistakes

I don't love you anymore
My feelings for you have changed

My mistake
I take responsibility for my wrong decisions

Was thinking you'd fix it someday
I had hoped that you would correct the situation

Believed you when you said to wait
I trusted your words and waited as you advised

It was severe
The situation was intense and difficult to handle

Every time you'd disappear
I was left alone and confused when you would leave unexpectedly

I'd yearn for you a thousand years
I craved your presence and longed for you for an eternity

Like how did I end up here?
I questioned how I got myself into this situation

You looked for someone who could help you fill your void
You searched for someone to ease your pain and emptiness

I did it for you, though I wasn't your first choice
I made an effort to please you even though I wasn't your preferred option

I gave you what I could and more just to see your joy
I bestowed upon you all that I had for the sake of your happiness

And in return you taught me it could all be destroyed
You showed me that everything was susceptible to destruction

Wondering
I am curious and uncertain

If it ever meant something 'cause
I question if our relationship had any true meaning

You treated me like nothing
You did not value me or treat me with respect

Did I really mean nothing?
I doubted if you ever truly cared for me

I learned that
I discovered and absorbed this knowledge

Not everyone will love me back
I realized that my affections will not always be reciprocated

The way I do and I hate that
I despise the fact that my love is not always returned

I'm leaving you in the past
I am moving on from you and not looking back

Day by day
Slowly, gradually

My feelings for you fade away
My emotions for you are diminishing with time

I trusted you and you betrayed me
I put my faith in you and you let me down

I wish it didn't end that way
I desire for things to have turned out differently

It's been hard but now I finally accept
It's been difficult, but I am now coming to terms with the situation

That you're gone and I'll always wish you the best
You are no longer in my life, but I still hope for your well-being

I'm twenty two and I have my whole life to forget
I have my whole future ahead of me to move on and leave this behind

About the day that I wish we even never met
The moment when we met is something I wish never happened

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Brayan Medina

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Nothing left for me to say
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am alright
I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rhythm of the night
I am alright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no-one here to break me or bring me down
And no-one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
Don't care…