Insecure
MIDPACK Lyrics

If I can't trust nobody I can trust myself
If I cannot rely on anyone, at least I can have faith in my own abilities

I'd be lying if I said I ain't need yo fucking help
I must admit that I require your assistance

They said this rapping shit got hella cheese like patty melt
Some people claim that pursuing a career in rap can be financially rewarding

But money ain't everything it's other forms of wealth
However, wealth is not solely defined by money; there are other valuable aspects in life

See I got family ties confidence might run in my Blood
I come from a strong family background where self-assurance is a common trait

Strong will so I know niggas gone win the long run
Because of my determination, I believe that my friends will eventually succeed in the long term

Pops might get his own farm when I move out of that hood uh
After I leave the neighborhood, my father possibly plans to own a farm

Came up outta that mud uh yeah
I emerged from a difficult and challenging environment

See I got problems as big as anchors
I face significant problems that weigh me down like anchors

Momma had palpitations
My mother experienced heart palpitations

Her daddy had aneurysms and I just cannot remember the last time I paid a visit
My grandfather suffered from aneurysms, and sadly, I cannot recall the most recent time I visited him

Fuck am I going crazy
Am I losing my sanity?

My sister caught the virus she worried about her babies
My sister contracted an illness, and now she is concerned about her children's well-being

And I'm nowhere near-religious but I told her I'll be praying but I think she got it covered
Although I am not particularly religious, I assured her that I will pray for her, but deep down, I believe she can handle the situation

Funny how she remind me of strength that's in my mother
It is interesting how my sister reminds me of the resilience and power that my mother possesses

My phone gotta find numbers
I need to search for important phone numbers

My girl getting insecure so I tell her that I love her like every night
My girlfriend is feeling insecure, so I make sure to express my love for her every night

I seen it all before I swear this like my second life
I have experienced similar situations in the past, it feels as if I am living a second life

Practice patience know I'll make it when the time is right
I need to cultivate patience as I am confident that success will come at the appropriate moment

And tryna figure out the true meaning of sacrifice
I am attempting to understand the real significance of sacrifice

You gotta give it all to get it all that's my advice
I believe that to achieve great things, one must be prepared to give their all

But who am I
But what is my true identity or significance?

Another lost soul tryna reunite with the sky
I am another wandering soul, seeking to reconnect with something greater

It's hard to stay the course when you being led by the blind
It is difficult to remain focused when those guiding you lack insight

And everything you trust is a serpent dressed in disguise oh my
Everything you place your trust in turns out to be deceitful, which is astonishing

No need to be so insecure
There is no reason to feel so uncertain and lacking in confidence

Our time will come with certainty quite like the rising sun
We can be assured that our moment of success will arrive, just like the rising sun

You're holding on to past far gone
You are clinging to a distant past that no longer exists

Let go and move forward
Release your grip on the past and progress towards the future

From the abyss I propelled to the sky
I emerged from a deep and dark place and soared towards greatness

With new strength determined the look in my eyes
With newfound vigor, my eyes reflect unwavering determination

Calm and calculated
I am composed and carefully considering my actions

Passion reinstated
My enthusiasm has been rekindled

My blade is resharpened to cut through the guise
I have honed my skills to see through deception and falsehood

I don't mind I don't mind if they bask in their space while I wade in my time
I do not mind if others revel in their accomplishments while I patiently await my own

Among the pretenders holding peace of mind
In the midst of those who pretend, I maintain a sense of tranquility

Behold the warrior the glory the wise
Witness the warrior who embodies both honor and wisdom

And I'm almost there
I am nearly reaching my destination

Curious so they watch & they stare
Others are intrigued, observing and gazing at me

Observe the explorer and question their motives
Witness the one who explores and doubt their intentions

Goliath to lions the tortoise & hare
From facing giants to confronting formidable adversaries, the story mirrors that of the tortoise and the hare

But I won't miss a step
However, I will not stumble or falter

Hold on to my reason stop wasting my breath
I will remain grounded and stop wasting my energy on fruitless endeavors

The sunset is blazing I'm grasping its fire
As the vibrant sunset fills the sky, I am embracing its fiery essence

Using all the doubt to create my desires
I am transforming any doubt thrown my way into fuel to achieve my aspirations

No need to be so insecure
There is no reason to feel so uncertain and lacking in confidence

Our time will come with certainty quite like the rising sun
We can be assured that our moment of success will arrive, just like the rising sun

No need to be so insecure
There is no reason to feel so uncertain and lacking in confidence