My heart
Maffa & Cap Lyrics

I don't wanna do it
I am hesitant to engage in this activity

I don't wanna do it
I am still unsure whether I should participate

If it's with you
I am hesitant because it involves you

Had me feeling pain
Your actions caused me emotional distress

Who would've knew
I never expected this outcome

That you'd break my heart
You caused me emotional pain and heartbreak

Right away
Immediately after we started our relationship

Tear it apart
Destroying our relationship and causing me pain

Tear it apart, I should've known
I should have expected this outcome

Right from the start
From the beginning of our relationship

That you was gon play me
I should have known you would deceive me

You had me as social safety
You were using me for social reasons

But it's painful anyway
Even though I knew this would happen, it still hurts

Right next to me you would lay
We were always physically close

Where we going I would pay
I always paid for our dates and outings

But I gotta float
I need to move on and detach myself emotionally

You're a bad habit
Being with you is like a negative addiction

Like blowing that smoke
Similar to smoking which hurts my lungs

Smoke, blowing my way
You are bringing negativity and pain into my life

I want it all take it straight to the face
I want to confront these negative feelings head-on

I know you want it all and
I know you want me to experience these negative emotions

You want a little taste
You enjoy causing me emotional pain

But baby I can't handle when I'm
I cannot handle these feelings of heartbreak

Feeling this way
Feeling emotionally vulnerable and hurt

I know that you got a bankroll
I know you have a lot of money

But a rich bitch can be a fake hoe
Even wealthy individuals can be two-faced

Like how you drive a Durango
You show off your wealth and material possessions

Wait though, we got good times
We do have some good memories together

Watching that cool sky, colored mango
Enjoying the beauty of nature together

Yeah, but your intellectual
You are intelligent and well-read

Got other guys that call you sexual
Other men are sexually attracted to you

Seems like a routine
This pattern of behavior is predictable

Every guy starts to seem perpetual
All men seem alike and boring

Well shit, if you would've chose me
If you had chosen me instead

I'd have you on top but suppose he
I would treat you well and prioritize you

Didn't have what it took
If the other man lacked important qualities

Well I got what you need
I can provide what you want and need

Can see it from a far like Kareem with the hook
I am confident in my ability to be a good partner

And it seems like you can't read this
It appears that you do not understand

If you can't read me
If you cannot understand my feelings and intentions

Then you need to read a book
You need to educate yourself and learn

And if you didn't see us?
If you did not see the potential in us

Then you need to take another look
You need to reconsider and give us another chance

Don't call me baby if I'm not your baby
Do not use pet names unless you are committed to me

Maybe You could call me, and you could save me
Perhaps you can be the one to help me heal

But at your pace I could call you crazy
But if you move too slowly, I may become impatient and frustrated