Mrak
Marcelo Lyrics

Hladnoca, mrak, drhtaj, strah
Coldness, darkness, shiver, fear

Sapet, nag, krhak, sam
Trapped, naked, fragile, alone

Dok, na patosu - blato svud
While, on the floor - mud everywhere

Kasljem mulj, a mastom zvuk
Coughing mud, and the sound of grease

Tutnji i seca na grub udarac tup
Rumbles and echoes of a blunt blow

Vec narednog casa, evo, budim se tu, tu
Already the next moment, here, I wake up here

Gde je to tu, gde sam sad
Where is here, where am I now

Besan sam, a svestan da nemam trag
I am angry, but aware I have no trace

Kud van iz bezdana
Where to escape from the abyss

Pokrenuh um, a kosti
I stir my mind, and my bones

Cini se, sve su tu i bole
It seems that everything is there and hurts

Prisilna igra, tisina
Forced game, silence

Kida mislima krila, dok tonem
It tears the wings with thoughts, as I sink

Sekundi, vecnost, grc, noge
Seconds, eternity, cramp, legs

Pokusaj, zmarci, nista, i opet
Attempt, chills, nothing, and again

Malo bolje, ali ne, ne mogu jos
A little better, but no, I can't yet

Ne, ne dovoljno
No, not enough

Klecanje, mucni napor, zamor, znoj
Kneeling, nauseating effort, fatigue, sweat

Zamalo, jos malo, izdrzi, napokon
Almost, a little more, hold on, finally

Cini mi se sada susta moc
Now it seems like pure power to me

Samo stajati uspravno
Just to stand upright

Ustasmo, s uzdahom
We rise, with a sigh

Rekoh nogama svojim
I said with my own feet

A uzdah moj
And my sigh

Primih u usi s uzasom
I received into my ears with horror

Prostor mi ehom vraca bol
The space echoes my pain

I tada shvatam kob
And then I realize the fate

Zatvoren, zarobljen negde
Closed, trapped somewhere

Zasto je tako i gde je zatvor
Why is it like this and where is the prison

Sto sablasno nem je
What is eerily silent

Kavez, moj usud i cemer
Cage, my destiny and misery

K'o u snu breme
Like a burden in a dream

Ono kada ne mozes da trcis
When you can't run

Ono kada ne mozes da bezis
When you can't escape

I skamenjen jecis
And you cry petrified

U taj cas tresnu me svetlo snezno belo
In that moment bright white light slams me

Padoh mu u narucje zlo nezno, slepo
I fell into its evil, tender, blind embrace

Kada podigoh kapke svuda, desno, levo
When I lifted my eyelids everywhere, right, left

Gore, dole oko mene je od stakla veo
Up, down, around me is a glass veil

Prostor ceo od ogledala satkan
The whole space made of mirrors

Niotkuda otvora, prozora ni vrata
Nowhere openings, windows or doors

Na ivici snaga, maglovito shvatam
On the edge of strength, I vaguely realize

Da u mene pilje bolne oci sa svih strana
That painful eyes stare into me from all sides

Ogledala, svi zidovi, patos, plafon
Mirrors, all walls, floor, ceiling

O, gledam vas, kriva lica plove strahom
Oh, I look at you, crooked faces floating in fear

K'o da mi sudi bezbroj mojih pogleda
As if countless of my glances are judging me

Sve je ja, znam
It's all me, I know

Svi se bojimo, strepimo gde je kraj nas
We are all scared, anxious about where the end is

Mrak
Darkness

Odjednom, huk rusi muk
Suddenly, noise breaks the silence

Zvuk grubi ubi mi sluh
Crude sound deafens me

Da stupim kud bih, kad tlu preti potres
To step where, when the ground threatens an earthquake

Preki poce sud
Swift judgment begins

Drhte zidovi, tavan i bezbroj mojih glava
Walls tremble, ceiling and countless of my heads

Sablasni roj grimasa, hrli meni krv mi ledi shvatam tada kakva je to zamka
A ghostly swarm of grimaces rushes to me, blood freezes, I realize then what a trap it is

Prostor se skuplja
The space contracts

A kad zguzva se skroz do kraja
And when it crumples completely

Zdrobice me, to mi zele, sad znam
It will crush me, that's what they want, now I know

Nada da ipak sanjam postade bleda i tanka
The hope that I am still dreaming becomes faint and thin

Stizu mi, nema spasa
They're coming for me, there's no escape

Smrvice me, nemam kud i tacka
They crush me, I have nowhere to go, period

I bas u taj cas
And just in that moment

Sansa u patosu je rupa
Hope on the floor is a hole

Svest posta budna shvatih
Consciousness becomes awake, I realized

Svetlo u sobi je stiglo otuda
The light in the room has come from there

Sudba mi nudi uzmak
Fate offers me retreat

Vratih osmeh za uzvrat
I returned a smile in return

Al' me njena ruka gruba tresnu
But her rough hand struck me

Vec sledeceg sekunda
Already the next second

Jer rupa nema dna, nema dna
Because the hole has no bottom, no bottom

Ne vidi se, nema ga
It's not visible, it's not there

Ako skocim, ni pod razno
If I jump, under no circumstances

Ne mogu preziveti taj pad
Can I survive that fall

I sta sad ovog sveta
And what now of this world

Sav strah spoznah
I have experienced all fear

U trenu kad jak osecaj
In an instant when a strong feeling

Gadnog kraja dade mi znak
Of a nasty end gave me a sign

Da skocim u taj kanal
To jump into that channel

Prstanje stakla sada vise nema natrag
The ring of glass now has no way back

Kotrljam se kroz sluzav
I roll through the slimy

Ljigav tunel bez kraja
Slippery tunnel with no end

Ta tama grize oko ispod kapka
That darkness gnaws at the eye under the eyelid

Gmize kozom, hitro stapa me
It creeps under the skin, swiftly merging with me

S mrtvilom mraka, gnjecavo crnilo vlada
With the stillness of darkness, oppressive blackness rules

Padam i padam i placem i padam
I fall and fall and cry and fall

I najzad eto kraja svetlo nada
And finally, here comes the end, light of hope

Izleteh i premreh i tresnuh o belo
I jump out and freeze and crash onto the white

Da li spas, il' opelo, samo led, dusom celom
Is it salvation, or funeral, only ice, with my whole soul

I tad videh, shvatih
And then I saw, I understood

Tesko verovah javi moje lice
I hardly believed my own face

Sasvim bledo, poput oblaka
Completely pale, like a cloud

Se nadvi nada mnom bedno malim
Hovering over me, pitifully small

Sto je iskasljan na taj zid wc-solje
Which is coughed up on that wall of the toilet bowl

Zbunjen vapim, hocu gore da se vratim
Confused, I cry out, I want to go back up

I stidim se i gadim
And I'm ashamed and disgusted

Jer sad mi je jasno sasvim
Because now it's clear to me

Da bejah u svojoj glavi
That I was in my own head

Da sam ispljuvan vani
That I was spat out outside

Ispovracao sebe iz sebe
Vomited myself out of myself

Vec se u dnu solje davim
Already drowning in the bottom of the toilet bowl

Onaj nad soljom bivsi ja
The one above the bowl, the former me

Drhti, stenje i zvali
Shivering, moaning, and begging

Bol, kakav to gnev moj
Pain, what kind of anger is this of mine

Cini da svest boj vodi
Makes consciousness lead the battle

Za presto nad sobom
For the throne over oneself

I sve sto bio sam pre tog trena
And everything I was before that moment

Nije vredno, al' sad je svejedno
It's not worth it, but now it doesn't matter

Ja nisam ja
I am not me

Mrak, kakav to gnev moj
Darkness, what kind of anger is this of mine

Cini da svest boj vodi
Makes consciousness lead the battle

Za presto nad sobom
For the throne over oneself

I sve sto bio sam pre tog trena
And everything I was before that moment

Nije vredno, i s jedom gledam
It's not worth it, and with disgust I look

Svoje lice bedno tu iznad
My pitiful face there above

Citav bazdi na vinjak, zvera u nista
The whole thing reeks of brandy, a beast in nothingness

A ipak nije sam u kupatilu
And yet he is not alone in the bathroom

Neko ili nesto je tamo
Someone or something is there

Iza neka sena nije jedna
Behind a shadow is not just one

To su covek i zena
It's a man and a woman

Tapsu mu ramena
They pat his shoulders

Tad napregnuh oka polusnena
Then I strained my half-asleep eyes

I poznah ta lica tudja
And I recognized those unfamiliar faces

Grozna sto ga teraju da odmah
Awful what they force him to do right away

Pusti vodu da skoncam, kao otpad
To flush the water and end it, like waste

Ona je sociofobija, on je 21. vek
She is social phobia, he is the 21st century

Oni su dosli po njega
They have come for him

Oni ga lazu da znaju lek, ne
They lie to him that they know the cure, no

Ne budi glup, oni zele samo ljusturu
Don't be stupid, they only want the shell

Samo olupinu, ljusku smusenu
Just the wreckage, the crushed shell

Bezlicnu, skrusenu srusen duh
Faceless, broken down, fallen spirit

Uvek tudj sebi samom
Always a stranger to himself

Budes gluv, vencan s tamom
You become deaf, married to darkness

Ne daj me, ne daj se
Don't give me away, don't give in

Lazu te, molim te
They lie to you, I beg you

Slusaj me, ne
Listen to me, no

Ali vec je kasno
But it's already late

On je zacaran bajkom
He is enchanted by the fairy tale

Da sve ce biti krasno
That everything will be wonderful

Cim ga prime u to carstvo
As soon as they accept him into that kingdom

Gde nema bola, gde savest nije patrola
Where there is no pain, where conscience is not on patrol

Gde si lisen mozga
Where you are deprived of reason

Gde si ponosni vlasnik bar-koda
Where you are the proud owner of a barcode

On pusta vodu
He flushes the water

Poslednjim pogledom oka
With the last glance of the eye

Vidim kako ga pohotno ljube
I see how they lustfully kiss him

Ona je vec gola, orgijaju
She is already naked, they orgy

Skaradno slave, prodiru u njega
Obscenely celebrating, penetrating into him

On je balav i prazan
He is slobbering and empty

I srecan i oslobodjen svega
And happy and freed from everything

Mrak
Darkness