All To Myself
Marianas Trench Lyrics


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I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life.
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake.
This habit is always so hard to break.

I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why.
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Every way that I do.

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

Please just follow me.
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one.
I just can't decide what I'm running from.
This isn't what I wanted, but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut.

It's not enough, it's never enough.
I wish can't breathe without getting it stuck.
Can't focus it, but I try it
Over and over again.

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

Please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I cant tell someone else
I'm trying to suck it up,
I just can't fuck it up.
I want you all to my self

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me.
'Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,




I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Marianas Trench's song All To Myself convey a sense of inner turmoil and confusion in a relationship. The singer acknowledges their own flaws and shortcomings, admitting they are "losing" and that this is their "real life." They are torn between wanting to be with the other person "all to myself" but also feeling guilty for being the "bad guy" and "blaming" themselves.


The line "I'm under the gun, you're like the only one" suggests a feeling of pressure and desperation to make the relationship work, despite feeling unsure and unable to "decide what I'm running from." The repeated phrase "Did you say please just follow me?" could symbolize a desire for reassurance or guidance from the other person, while "I just can't suck it up" highlights the singer's struggle to reconcile their feelings and actions.


Overall, the lyrics of All To Myself seem to portray the internal conflict and uncertainty that can arise in relationships, particularly when one person is struggling to come to terms with their own flaws and the reality of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't patronize, I realize
I am being genuine, understanding and aware


I'm losing and this is my real life
I am struggling and this is my reality


I am half asleep, and I am wide awake
I am conflicted and uncertain


This habit is always so hard to break
This pattern is difficult to change


I don't want to be the bad guy
I don't want to be perceived as the villain


I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I am self-critical and you understand why


I'm killing time, and time's killing you
I am wasting my time and hurting you


Every way that I do
In every possible way


Please just follow me
Please come with me


I thought you wanted me
I assumed you desired me


'Cause I want you all to myself
I desire your exclusive attention and affection


I can try to suck it up
I can attempt to endure or hide my emotions


I just can't suck it up
I am struggling to cope


Make me feel like some one else
Help me feel different or better


I'm under the gun, you're like the only one
I am under pressure and you're the most important person to me


I just can't decide what I'm running from
I am unsure what I am avoiding or escaping


This isn't what I wanted, but
This is not my desired outcome, however


I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
I can't control my vulgar language or impulses


It's not enough, it's never enough
My efforts are insufficient, always


I wish can't breathe without getting it stuck
I feel suffocated and unable to fully express myself


Can't focus it, but I try it
I can't concentrate, but I attempt to


Over and over again
Repetitively


I can't tell someone else
I can't confess to someone else


I just can't fuck it up
I am afraid of ruining everything


I want you all to my self
I desire your complete attention and affection




Lyrics Β© Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: David Mack, Louis Guglielmi, Edith Piaf

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