Happy Alone
Matrix & Futurebound V. Bozeman Lyrics

I hope it's not too late for me
I am worried that I have made too many mistakes and it is too late to fix them.

Been driving too fast along this road
I have been living my life recklessly and without caution.

Will I survive this if I pray for hope, I hope, whoa
I am unsure if I can overcome the challenges I face, but I am still hopeful that prayer can help.

Sometimes it's hard to put the gun down
I struggle with controlling my negative impulses, which may lead me to harm myself or others.

It's heading back there every single hour
My negative thoughts and emotions always come back and haunt me.

The demons remain I know oh oh oh
My internal struggles and negative emotions persist, and I am aware of them constantly.

This is not a song about love,
This song is not discussing romantic love.

'Cause I'm happy alone
I feel content and fulfilled without a romantic relationship.

Won't sing about, don't know nothin' about love
I cannot write a song about romantic love because I have not experienced it enough to understand it.

How's it gonna end, this story,
I am uncertain about how my life will end up in the future.

It really doesn't matter where it goes,
Regardless of where my life takes me, I will still find contentment within myself.

How more can I take it before I blow, explode, oh
I am struggling to cope with my problems and may eventually have a mental breakdown.

Looks like the stars keep falling
The world around me seems to be falling apart, and I feel helpless.

And the mountains they're so big today
The obstacles in my life seem insurmountable and overwhelming.

I no longer fear the pain
I have become accustomed to pain and no longer fear it as much.

Control's taken right out my head*
I feel like I have lost control of my thoughts and emotions.

Just listen to the words
I want people to pay attention to the lyrics of this song and understand its message.

This is not about love
Once again, this song is not discussing romantic love.

No nothing round here ever changes
My life feels stagnant and unchanging.

I'm still on my own in the world
Despite my struggles and challenges, I am still alone and have to face them alone.

So happy alone
I am content and fulfilled on my own.

nothing about love, this is my love
My love is not romantic love, but my own sense of self-worth and fulfillment.