Clean
Maude Latour Lyrics

Okay, my room is such a mess, but I swear I tried my best
Despite the current mess in my life, I did my best to tidy it up.

Just to clear my head while my life's blowing up
I cleaned to help me think more clearly amidst overwhelming circumstances.

I think I heard it from your friends, you found someone new
The news of your new partner came from people close to you.

They say she's so great for you
The new person in your life is apparently a fantastic match for you.

I can't respond to all my texts, I leave everyone on read
I don't have the emotional energy to answer all my messages.

I'm so glad I'm on my own, I'm so sick of love
Being single has allowed me to distance myself from relationships that have caused me pain.

I haven't really been alone in 18 months
I have been in and out of relationships for the past year and a half.

It feels so good, but if you ever wanna unblock me, please do
While it's been refreshing not to be in contact, I am open to reconnecting with you.

I, I've been staying hydrated
I am taking care of myself by drinking plenty of water.

'Cause heartbreak's kinda overrated
The heartbreak I experienced is not as bad as it is often portrayed.

Sleeping early, not going out late like I used to do with you
I am adjusting my habits to prioritize healthy sleep rather than social activities we used to engage in together.

I'm even tryna keep my room clean
Cleaning my room has become a symbolic way of cleansing myself of our past and moving on.

Every day, I make my bed just to get you out my head
Making my bed daily helps me avoid thinking of you.

And I'm even wearing sunscreen
I am being diligent about taking care of my skin by using sun protection.

30 SPF, yeah, ever since you left
I started using 30 SPF sunscreen as soon as you were out of my life.

Yeah, I'm tryna keep my room clean
I am actively trying to stay tidy and maintain a sense of control amid chaos.

I think I'm getting pretty good, I avoid your neighborhood
I am becoming adept at avoiding places where I am likely to run into you.

I focus on myself, who I want to be
I am prioritizing self-improvement and growth over a relationship with you.

The world is so much more insane than I ever knew
Being without you has revealed a different, more complex side of the world to me.

I see things clearly without you
I have gained more perspective in life since we have parted ways.

I'm even tryna keep my room clean
Tidying up my physical space is a way to keep my mind and emotions clear as well.

Not really sure if I found the love of my life yet
I am currently unsure if I have met the one for me.

There's not a single lover that I regret
I have no regrets about past relationships, including ours.

I'm pretty sad that we couldn't stay friends
I am disappointed that we could not remain platonic friends.

But I guess I get it, babe, you're trying to forget
I understand your need to move on and forget about our past together.

So if you care to ask what's new, I'm doing my best to clean my room
If you are interested in knowing, I am focusing on tidying and self-improvement.

Yeah, I'm tryna keep my room clean
I am determined to maintain a clean and organized space as a reflection of my personal growth.