First Time Long Time
Medeski Martin and Wood Lyrics


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When you're up all night 'cause you want it so bad
But you know deep down you're never gonna get it back
You can try all you like
You'll never get as high as the first time

When you dive so deep you never wanna come up for air
And you would if you could, but you can't live your whole life down there
You know I'm right, you know why
You'll never get as high the first time

And I could walk out on the water
I know you'll just roll your eyes
You're gonna learn to love another
So will I
We'll never get as high as the first time (ooh)
We're never gonna get as high as that first time (ooh)

In your tiny bed when I was a friend of a friend
It was all a blur, I can't say I remember it
But it's gotten so good in our minds
We'll never get as high as that first time

And I could walk out on the water
I know you'll just roll your eyes
You're gonna learn to love another
So will I
We'll never get as high as the first time (ooh)
We're never gonna get as high as that first time (ooh)
Never get as high as the first time (ooh)

And I could walk out on the water
I know you'll just roll your eyes
You're gonna learn to love another
So will I
You're gonna learn to love another
So am I
We'll never get as high as the first time (ooh)
We're never gonna get as high as that first time (ooh)
We'll never get as high as that first time (ooh)




We'll never get as high as that first time (ooh)
We'll never get as high as that first time

Overall Meaning

The song "First Time Long Time" by Medeski Martin and Wood explores the idea of chasing a feeling or experience that can never be fully replicated. The lyrics depict the singer's longing for a particular high or intense emotion, which is compared to the feeling of trying to recapture the initial experience.


The first paragraph describes the singer's desire for something so intensely that they stay up all night yearning for it. However, deep down, they realize that they will never be able to retrieve what has been lost. Despite their efforts, they will never be able to reach the same level of "high" as they did the first time.


The second paragraph delves into the idea of diving deep into a certain experience and not wanting to resurface. The singer acknowledges that they cannot stay immersed in that state indefinitely and must come up for air eventually. Their realization that they can never recreate that initial feeling serves as a reminder that they will never be as high as they were the first time.


The third paragraph explores a specific memory where the singer and another person were together in a small bed. This memory is portrayed as a blur, indicating that it was a moment of intense emotions and possibly illicit or taboo circumstances. Despite the blur, the memory holds a certain allure, but the singer acknowledges that they will never reach that same level of "high" again.


In the final paragraph, the singer expresses their understanding that their desire and attempts to achieve that same high are futile. They acknowledge that they and the other person will eventually move on and learn to love someone else. This realization serves as acceptance that they will never reach the same level of intensity or "high" as they did the first time. The repetitive chorus emphasizes this point, reiterating that they will never reach that same level again.


Line by Line Meaning

When you're up all night 'cause you want it so bad
When you stay awake throughout the night because you crave something intensely


But you know deep down you're never gonna get it back
But you are aware that you will never regain what you have lost


You can try all you like
You can make countless attempts


You'll never get as high as the first time
But you will never experience the same level of euphoria as you did the initial time


When you dive so deep you never wanna come up for air
When you immerse yourself so deeply that you never wish to resurface


And you would if you could, but you can't live your whole life down there
And even though you would stay there forever if possible, it's not practical to live in that state indefinitely


You know I'm right, you know why
You acknowledge that I am correct, and you understand the reason


You'll never get as high the first time
You will never experience the same level of intensity as you did the initial time


And I could walk out on the water
And I have the ability to defy logic and walk on water


I know you'll just roll your eyes
I am aware that you will respond skeptically or dismissively


You're gonna learn to love another
You will eventually develop affection for someone else


So will I
And I will also learn to love someone else


We'll never get as high as the first time (ooh)
We will never reach the same level of bliss as we did the initial time


We're never gonna get as high as that first time (ooh)
We will never experience the same level of excitement as we did during that initial occasion


In your tiny bed when I was a friend of a friend
In your small bed, back when I was connected to you through a mutual acquaintance


It was all a blur, I can't say I remember it
The memory of that particular moment is hazy, and I am unable to recall it clearly


But it's gotten so good in our minds
But over time, we have built up an idealized image of how great it was


We'll never get as high as that first time
Yet, we will never achieve the same level of elation as we did during that initial experience


You're gonna learn to love another
You will eventually develop affection for someone else


So am I
And I will also learn to love someone else


We'll never get as high as the first time (ooh)
We will never reach the same level of bliss as we did the initial time


We're never gonna get as high as that first time (ooh)
We will never experience the same level of excitement as we did during that initial occasion


We'll never get as high as that first time (ooh)
We will never achieve the same level of elation as we did during that initial experience


We'll never get as high as that first time (ooh)
We will never reach the same level of euphoria as we did the initial time




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: Dylan Guthro, Gordie Sampson, Carleton Stone, Donovan Woods

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