XS
Melanie Meriney Lyrics


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Xs Lyrics:

Black ink
Back of the bar, permanent marker
In the bathroom sink
Feeling so cool, breaking rules
Spilling $4 drinks
It was everything

We were tryna wash the Xs off of our hands, Pulling all nighters every weekend Tryna get away with a love and a buzz Thinking it would be enough to last Too young to know that we had it all made Too high above to see it all fade Yeah some things are better left in the past But there are some xs you wish you Could get back

Ripped jeans,
Wasting our time, crossing county lines, Playing burnt CDs On the basement couch, when we were making out, We never thought there'd be An end to our story when

We were tryna wash the Xs off of our hands, Pulling all nighters every weekend Tryna get away with a love and a buzz Thinking it would be enough to last Too young to know that we had it all made Too high above to see it all fade Yeah some things are better left in the past But there are some exes you wish you Could get back There are some exes you wish you Could get back

Back, back to being 19,
Chasing everything we didn't need,
Now I'm missing that black ink
Feeling you gave me





When we were washing Xs off of our hands, Pulling all nighters every weekend Tryna get away with a love and a buzz Thinking it would be enough to last Too young to know that we had it all made Too high above to see it all fade Yeah some things are better left in the past But there are some xs you wish you Could get back There are some exes you wish you Could get back

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Melanie Meriney's song "Xs" paint a nostalgic picture of youthful rebellion, fleeting romances, and the longing for the past. The first verse sets the scene in a bar, symbolized by "Black ink" and a "permanent marker." This represents a sense of permanence and significance in the memories created during this time. The "Xs" refer to the marks left on their hands, possibly representing the naughtiness and rule-breaking the singer and her companion engaged in.


The second verse delves deeper into the experiences shared with the person the singer had these adventures with. They spent their time together "crossing county lines" and listening to music on burnt CDs. These activities served as a backdrop to their intimate moments, making the memories even more significant. However, there is also a sense of foreshadowing, as they never anticipated an end to their story.


In the bridge, the singer reflects on the nostalgia of being 19 and chasing things they didn't need. They miss the feeling (symbolized by the black ink) that the person they were with brought into their life. This reflects the desire to relive those moments and recapture the feelings associated with them.


The chorus reinforces the theme of youthful recklessness and the belief that their love and temporary happiness would be enough to sustain them. However, looking back, the singer realizes they were too young to appreciate what they had. They were "too high above" everything to see their relationship fade away. Despite the acceptance that some things are better left in the past, there remains a longing to have those exes back, suggesting that there were aspects of those relationships that were truly meaningful and special.


Overall, "Xs" explores the wistful nostalgia for a time of rebellion and carefree love, acknowledging the need to let go of certain memories while still holding onto the bittersweet desire to reclaim the past.


Line by Line Meaning

Black ink
The memories we made, written in permanent marker


Back of the bar, permanent marker
In hidden places, capturing moments we didn't want to forget


In the bathroom sink
Trying to wash away the evidence of our rebelliousness


Feeling so cool, breaking rules
Feeling exhilarated as we pushed boundaries


Spilling $4 drinks
Carelessly wasting money on indulgences


It was everything
Those moments meant the world to us


We were tryna wash the Xs off of our hands, Pulling all nighters every weekend Tryna get away with a love and a buzz Thinking it would be enough to last Too young to know that we had it all made Too high above to see it all fade Yeah some things are better left in the past But there are some xs you wish you Could get back
We were trying to remove the marks of our mistakes, staying up all night, seeking excitement and temporary affection, believing it would bring lasting happiness. But in our youthful ignorance, we didn't realize we already had everything we needed. The memories and experiences may be fading, but there are certain things we wish we could relive.


Ripped jeans
Symbolizing our carefree and rebellious nature


Wasting our time, crossing county lines, Playing burnt CDs
Engaging in aimless activities, exploring new places, and enjoying music that reflected our feelings


On the basement couch, when we were making out
Creating intimate moments in a private and comfortable space


We never thought there'd be An end to our story
Believing that our love and connection would be eternal


When we were washing Xs off of our hands, Pulling all nighters every weekend Tryna get away with a love and a buzz Thinking it would be enough to last Too young to know that we had it all made Too high above to see it all fade Yeah some things are better left in the past But there are some exes you wish you Could get back There are some exes you wish you Could get back
We were trying to erase our mistakes, seeking excitement and temporary pleasures, hoping they would bring lasting fulfillment. But we were too naive to comprehend that we already possessed everything we needed. Although we were oblivious to the passage of time, the fading of memories, and the fading of love, now we wish we could relive some of those past relationships, wishing to reclaim what we lost.


Back, back to being 19
Longing to return to the carefree and adventurous days of our youth


Chasing everything we didn't need
Pursuing desires that were ultimately unnecessary


Now I'm missing that black ink
Now I yearn for those cherished memories


Feeling you gave me
The emotional connection and love you once offered


When we were washing Xs off of our hands, Pulling all nighters every weekend Tryna get away with a love and a buzz Thinking it would be enough to last Too young to know that we had it all made Too high above to see it all fade Yeah some things are better left in the past But there are some xs you wish you Could get back There are some exes you wish you Could get back
We were trying to erase our mistakes, seeking excitement and temporary pleasures, believing they would bring lasting satisfaction. We didn't realize that we already possessed everything we needed. Although we were oblivious to the passage of time and the fading of memories and love, there are certain exes we wish we could relive and reclaim.




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Written by: Chelsea Summers, Melanie Meriney

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