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Don't
Michael (J) White - (UK) Lyrics
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Remembering the rules I tried not to break
For God's sake
I think about the toll it takes
To try to stay real in a world that's fake
I imagine all the hours I spent lying awake
Pondering the kind of man that I would one day make
For fuck's sake, sometimes it's hard not to break
I sometimes see the mirror looking back at me
Pondering the kind of dad I turned out to be
I always wonder just what kind of man they see
When they look at me trying so desperately
To provide them with everything that they will ever need
While making sure they know they mean the world to me
But I sometimes crumble like the leaves off a tree
And I just hope that they don't see
I try to hide my face so they don't see the pain
I do my best to show the sun when in my heart it's rain
Put on a happy face so that they never take the blame
And keep on smiling and hoping that they just do the same
I cover up my eyes
When it gets too much for me
And I find a place to hide
And I just hope they don't see
Sometimes after a fight I'm in a dark place
Like a black hole I'm absorbing time and space
So I can't let the kids catch a glimpse of my face
I remove myself until my heart slows the pace
Coz regret is a stranger thing like the Mind Flayer
It makes you question everything at every layer
And it hits you like bad news from a soothsayer
Or finding out you're in a game but that you're not the player
And choice is like a coin toss
You choose heads or tails
Sit back and watch as it plays out and hope it doesn't fail
Made it in good faith but didn't have the details
Feel like a failure just as useless as a ripped sail
Then I collapse like a house of straw
Blown down by the big bad wolf that you saw
When I lost my shit, slammed the door and fell to the floor
Now I'm falling from grace in those little eyes are yours
I cover up my eyes
When it gets too much for me
And I find a place to hide
And I just hope they don't see
Oh, they don't see
Oh, they don't see
I try to hide my face so they don't see the pain
I do my best to show the sun when in my heart it's rain
Put on a happy face so that they never take the blame
And keep on smiling and hoping that they just do the same
I cover up my eyes
When it gets too much for me
And I find a place to hide
And I just hope they don't see
I hold it all inside
Walk away and then just breathe
And I hide inside a lie
And I just hope they don't see
In the song "Don't," Michael (J) White - (UK) reflects on the challenges of trying to navigate through life's obstacles while maintaining authenticity in a world that often feels artificial. He acknowledges the toll it takes to stay true to oneself and the constant self-reflection it requires.
White contemplates the kind of man he aspires to be, especially in his roles as a father, husband, son, and friend. He expresses the internal pressure he feels to provide for his loved ones and make sure they know they are valued. However, he also admits that he sometimes struggles to meet these expectations, and he hopes that they don't witness his moments of vulnerability or pain.
The lyrics convey the artist's efforts to conceal his emotions and put on a façade of happiness for his family. He describes the moments when he feels overwhelmed or defeated, describing it as hiding his face, covering his eyes, and finding an escape from the pressure. He acknowledges the inner turmoil he experiences and strives to shield his loved ones from the depths of his struggles.
White discusses the feelings of regret and the weight of decision-making. He likens regret to a stranger, who questions and challenges every aspect of one's life. The choices he makes have consequences, and he hopes they don't lead to failure or disappointment. He describes the times when he feels like everything around him collapses, leaving him feeling defeated and unworthy, particularly in the eyes of his children.
Ultimately, White reveals that he internalizes his pain and keeps it hidden from his loved ones. He walks away from difficult situations to find solace and composes himself. He acknowledges that he sometimes resorts to living a lie, concealing his struggles behind a mask of happiness and hoping that his family doesn't see through it.
Overall, these lyrics depict the internal battles and conflicts one faces when trying to fulfill multiple roles and maintain a sense of self in a challenging world. White's vulnerability and honesty provide insight into the complexities of human emotions and the delicate balance between hiding one's pain and hoping for understanding and support from loved ones.
Line by Line Meaning
I sometimes look back over my mistakes
Reflecting on the errors I've made in the past
Remembering the rules I tried not to break
Recalling the principles I worked hard to follow
For God's sake
Expressing frustration or plea for understanding
I think about the toll it takes
Considering the emotional and mental burden it carries
To try to stay real in a world that's fake
Struggling to maintain authenticity in a deceitful world
I imagine all the hours I spent lying awake
Imagining the sleepless nights spent contemplating
Pondering the kind of man that I would one day make
Reflecting on the kind of person I aspire to become
For fuck's sake, sometimes it's hard not to break
Expressing frustration and difficulty in staying strong
Trying to be a good father, husband, son and mate
Striving to fulfill the roles of a responsible family member
I sometimes see the mirror looking back at me
Observing my reflection with introspection
Pondering the kind of dad I turned out to be
Reflecting on the type of father I have become
I always wonder just what kind of man they see
Curious about the impression I leave on others
When they look at me trying so desperately
When they observe my efforts and struggles
To provide them with everything that they will ever need
To ensure their every necessity is met
While making sure they know they mean the world to me
Communicating their immense importance in my life
But I sometimes crumble like the leaves off a tree
Occasionally breaking down like fallen leaves
And I just hope that they don't see
Wishing they do not witness my vulnerability
I try to hide my face so they don't see the pain
Attempting to conceal my emotional distress
I do my best to show the sun when in my heart it's rain
Putting on a façade of happiness despite inner turmoil
Put on a happy face so that they never take the blame
Presenting a cheerful demeanor to protect them from guilt
And keep on smiling and hoping that they just do the same
Continuing to appear joyful and hoping they follow suit
Coz regret is a stranger thing like the Mind Flayer
Guilt and remorse are unfamiliar and destructive forces
It makes you question everything at every layer
Causing doubt and scrutiny in all aspects of life
And it hits you like bad news from a soothsayer
Impacting you with devastating revelations
Or finding out you're in a game but that you're not the player
Discovering you are not in control of your own destiny
And choice is like a coin toss
Decisions are uncertain and unpredictable
You choose heads or tails
Making a choice between two unpredictable outcomes
Sit back and watch as it plays out and hope it doesn't fail
Observing the consequences and wishing for success
Made it in good faith but didn't have the details
Acted with sincerity but lacked necessary information
Feel like a failure just as useless as a ripped sail
Experiencing a sense of worthlessness and disappointment
Then I collapse like a house of straw
Falling apart and succumbing to pressure easily
Blown down by the big bad wolf that you saw
Overwhelmed by a formidable and destructive force
When I lost my shit, slammed the door and fell to the floor
Reacting impulsively, expressing anger, and feeling defeated
Now I'm falling from grace in those little eyes are yours
Losing respect and admiration in the eyes of my children
Oh, they don't see
They are unaware of my struggles
I hold it all inside
Keeping my emotions and pain internalized
Walk away and then just breathe
Stepping away from a difficult situation to regain composure
And I hide inside a lie
Concealing my true feelings with falsehoods
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Nick Lang
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
OhRightOk
michael white... if he keeps up this level of dedication to be entertaining, will one day strike gold and find some formula that has us all laughing for days.
but with that said, he hasn't found it yet, and this is the worst battle rap performance i've ever seen
Rory
So funny and true
wearingclothes withnodescription
Michael White still lives in my head rent free, I keep coming back. His weirdness 😂
Angelu
It's actually surprising how he's so bad & hasn't given up, thank god 361 don't rep him.
Tanksnap
This is too true. Every so often I'll just randomly think to myself, "wtf was that guy," Then I come back to reality and finish the shooting.
Aman Red
Boy Pedro just keeps getting better after each battle. He's starting to learn how to structure his freestyles better and get even bigger reactions from the crowd. Felt a bit sorry for Michael White, seems like he got slept on and the crowd just didn't know how to take him. Guess he's one of them battlers that you either love or hate.
Dan Lowe
This is like watching ADHD battle schizophrenia
Obsidian Ocean
Ironically Michael White has ADHD, you can tell by the way he's stroking his beard in-between rounds
Realeey Mee
What about turrets? Also, stop the genocide in Yemen.
WelcomeToThe92503
Michael White needs to be on that url stage asap. 🔥🔥🔥