Falling apart
Monsey Lyrics
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I'm just wasting my heart as I fall in the dark
Is there anyone there that can save me
I'm stuck with this gift that they gave me
I can rap but that doesn't mean I can't feel that everyone hates me
I'm sorry that I'm like this but I can't help it
You can't understand unless you too have felt it
What have I turned to
I turned into the beast that I was running from
These feelings I've hated have already begun
To infest my mind and then take me over
I might just go back to when I was being a pushover
I just
Yea
Take advantage that's all that you do
Wanting a feature but I can see through you
Using me as steps to the top
Tryna take all that I got
I was acting crazy till you had enough
You think that I'm Hades I'm an evil one
I know that you hate me so we are done
I was kind of hazy but didn't hold my tongue
Broken hearts torn apart
That's not me I like the dark
Happy life feeling fine
This is all cause I spend time
Writing rhymes writing lines
I'm never putting on a disguise
This is who I am
This is not a scam
Working like I made a plan
The lyrics to Monsey's song "Falling Apart" convey a sense of internal struggle and vulnerability. The singer expresses feeling like they are unraveling, wasting their heart and falling into darkness. They yearn for someone to save them from the burden of their talent, recognizing that despite their ability to rap, they still experience the pain of feeling hated. They apologize for their state of being and acknowledge that it is difficult for others to understand unless they have also experienced it.
The lyrics further reveal the singer's sense of self-disappointment and reflection on their transformation. They question what they have become, referring to themselves as the beast they once tried to avoid. The negative feelings they despise are penetrating their mind and taking control. They contemplate returning to a time when they were more passive and submissive, indicating a desire to escape the current turmoil.
In the second verse, the lyrics shift to addressing someone who has taken advantage of the singer's talent. They accuse this person of using them as a stepping stone to success and attempting to take everything they have. The singer reflects on their own behavior, admitting to acting crazily until the other person reached their limit. They understand that they are perceived as evil or undesirable, acknowledging the dislike directed towards them. Despite this, they refuse to hold back their thoughts and emotions, indicating a sense of defiance.
The lyrics then contrast the singer's broken heart with their affinity for the dark. They suggest that their happiness and well-being are derived from the time they spend writing and creating rhymes. They emphasize their authenticity, affirming that they do not put on a disguise. They view their work as a reflection of who they truly are and reject any notion that it is a scam. The final line signifies their dedication and hard work, perceiving their artistic endeavors as a well-executed plan.
Line by Line Meaning
Falling apart I'm just falling apart
My life is crumbling and I feel completely broken
I'm just wasting my heart as I fall in the dark
I'm losing myself and my emotions as I descend into darkness
Is there anyone there that can save me
I'm desperately seeking someone to rescue me from my struggles
I'm stuck with this gift that they gave me
I feel trapped with the talent and burden that others have bestowed upon me
I can rap but that doesn't mean I can't feel that everyone hates me
Even though I have the ability to rap, it doesn't shield me from feeling the overwhelming hatred from others
I'm sorry that I'm like this but I can't help it
I apologize for my current state, but it's beyond my control
You can't understand unless you too have felt it
Only those who have experienced similar pain can truly comprehend what I'm going through
What have I turned to
I question the person I have become
What have I become
I am filled with regret and disappointment in the person I have transformed into
I turned into the beast that I was running from
I have become the very thing I feared and tried to escape from
These feelings I've hated have already begun
The negative emotions I despise have already started to take hold of me
To infest my mind and then take me over
These feelings gradually invade my thoughts and eventually consume me entirely
I might just go back to when I was being a pushover
I contemplate returning to a time when I allowed others to walk all over me
Take advantage that's all that you do
All you do is exploit and manipulate me for your own gain
Wanting a feature but I can see through you
You desire a collaboration, but I can see your true intentions and deceit
Using me as steps to the top
You are using me as a stepping stone to achieve success
Tryna take all that I got
You are attempting to take away everything I have worked for
I was acting crazy till you had enough
I was behaving irrationally until you reached your limit with me
You think that I'm Hades I'm an evil one
You view me as a villain, someone wicked like Hades
I know that you hate me so we are done
I am aware of your hatred towards me, so our relationship is over
I was kind of hazy but didn't hold my tongue
I was somewhat uncertain, but I didn't hesitate to speak my mind
Broken hearts torn apart
Emotionally damaged and shattered relationships
That's not me I like the dark
I do not conform to societal expectations, I find solace in darkness
Happy life feeling fine
A life filled with happiness and contentment
This is all cause I spend time
My current state of happiness is a result of the time and effort I have invested
Writing rhymes writing lines
Engaging in the creative process of writing lyrics
I'm never putting on a disguise
I always remain true to myself, never pretending to be someone I'm not
This is who I am
I embrace my true identity and refuse to conform to others' expectations
This is not a scam
My authenticity and genuine expression are not a deceptive ploy
Working like I made a plan
I am diligently striving towards my goals as if I had meticulously planned it all
Lyrics Ā© DistroKid
Written by: Karter Dixon
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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